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dark green eyes, very pale skin... your basic living dead girl ;) Let's see what else can I say about myself. I am a person who looks forward to death so that I can come back and live the way that I was meant to live. I believe I was meant to live within the shadows, fading in and out of the darkness. People think I am weird because I enjoy anything to do with death and darkness. I am currently looking into mortician school. I am not sure if you are starting to see a pattern here, but I am. I guess I should mention that I do have a boyfriend whom I have been with for almost 4 years. He like me is a pretty strange person. Most people walk away from me because of all this, but he stayed. He is not your average Italian guy. He is not dark like most Italians. He has dark brown hair and hazel/green eyes. People say that he looks like Johnny Depp.He is caring and thinks of nothing but making me happy, most of the time. But, everyone knows that no relationship is perfect. He likes to shoot pool and is actually pretty good for someone that does not shoot all that often. He use to be addicited to his Xbox and I'm sure that if he did not currently have a job, that is where he would be. Like me he does not much enjoy the sunlight. If Vinnie could be one thing in life that would be a vampire. He does have some bad habbits that are often hard to overlook, but I never the less try too. He was in the Navy and use to wrestle in highschool. He is a currently a computer geek for Earthlink.
Ever mind the rule of three, three times what thou gives returns to thee. This lesson well, thou must learn. Thee only gets what thou dost earn. Unlock The Mysteries of Your Mind MARCH: Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody Come Into My Lair For A Visit
Favorite SongLiving Dead Girl ~Rob Zombie~ Who is this irrisistable creature who has an insatiable lust for the dead? Living Dead Girl! Rage in the cage and piss upon the stage There's one sure way o bring the giant down Defunct the strings of cemetary things With one flat foot on the Devils wing Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Raping the geek And hustling the freak Like a hunchback juice On a sentimental noose Operation filth They love to love the wealth Of an SS Whore Making scary sounds Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Psyclone Jack Hallucinating Hack Think Donna Reed eats dollar bills Goldfoots machine creates another feind So beautiful they make you, kill Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Blood on her skin Dripping with sin Do it again Living Dead Girl Blood on her skin Dripping with sin Do it again Living Dead Girl THIS IS MY BOYFRIEND VINNIE So what do you want to know about me. Just so people know I am not good at talking about myself. I am a 30 year old Italian guy that is living day by day just like the rest of this world. I am not anything special. I am a computer geek and love to work on computer. I work for deathlink. I am the original vampiriclust. Yes vampiriclust43 is my woman. If you have any brains at all you can figure out why her name is as it apears. She is a special woman to me and without her I would not be here today. I mean I owe her alot. She is one of the only people in this world that is completely behind me in what ever I do. So what am I into......that is a good question that I ask myself everyday. I love music that is first and formost.Without music this world would be an unbearable forboding planet. I have random thoughts that I might put into our journal or I might talk about work because some of the people I talk to are lets just say less than good on the computer. I love looking at old cars. I am not from the place that I am living at now. I am here because I am in love with a wonderful woman. So lets see I have been to alot of places. I am not sure if you want me to tell you my whole life story that is pretty boring. God and that would be really long. So what I can do is tell you about me the best I can. Here goes. I was born in Wakegan,Illinois. My dad was a warehouse worker for Fermilab. He also worked at some other warehouse throughout Illinois. I love my dad with all my heart. I did not when I was younger. I had nothing but distain and haterid in my heart for him. This might be because he was never home and when he was I was doing something or you know just being a kid. So needless to say I miss my dad, but I know he is doing well and is happy in retirement. I love you DAD. So that leaves my mom, who I will love even beyond the here and now. She is the one that raised me and my little brother. His name is Jason.My mom is someone that you just have to meet. When I say this you will never meet another person like my mother. I am so much like my mom in the way we aproach the world. I am not scared to tell you what I think and voice my opion when I think it needs to be heard. I am the one that get the last word in even if it is fifteen minutes after the fact. I will get my point accros.My mom when I was growing up was not a healthy woman. I saw alot of things that a little boy should not have seen. I can remember one time when I was growing up where we were waiting for a bus in one of the subrubs within chicago and my mom started to have a seizure. I think I was like 6 at the time. I had no idea as what to do. I stood that and watched people GROWN people walk by my mother and do nothing to help. I guess you would have had to be there to understand what I mean. You all know the bus stop how they have the bench well lets just say that she had it in that inclosed place. It was not pretty. I could do nothing to help her. I think it is was from that point on that I deciede that I was not going to let that happent again. I can only remember my mother doing that a couple more times in our house in Aurora. I broke the kitchen table tossing it out of the way and moved the couch out of the line of flopping. I have no idea what my mother goes through everyday to just get out of bed. Lets just say that she was a sick mom that put it all on the line all the time to make sure that me and my brother were taken care of. I know now why my dad was never home. I did when I was younger but still wanted my dad home more than what he was. My dad worked 2 full time job for about 5 years. We as a family moved to alot of places within Illinois. We moved enough that I could not make any GOOD friends. Lets just say that I went to 1 grade school and then 2 middle schools and then 3 highschools.So I am use to moving around alot. My brother is someone I respect, he is a special person and is helping in anyway he can. He is married and has a loving wife and two loving children. More about the rug rats later. Jason is where I get my toughness from. When I was younger he whopped me often with my parent cheering him on.My brother is the one person that is not trying to be something he is not. He works within his box and is content with that. Okay lets see I use to wrestle when I was younger. I started when I was in 5th grade. I was pretty good. wrestled from 5th grade to just about the end of my 11th year. Then I stopped due to a knee injury. So I have my highschool Deplomia. Hell I even tried some college and am going to go back here soon. I joined the navy to see the world. I guess my geography must not have been that good I forgot that the world is most water. I will list all the places that I have been in the past 6 years. San Diego, CA,Japan, Taiwana Mexico, Atlanta, GA Dallas Tx, Omahell,NE. Fastforward to present day Omahell,NE. I do not like this town and am here by surcumstances that were beyound my control. I am a stranger person in the one fact that I am just now starting to become comfortable with who and what I am. I am Vinnie, I am nothing else. I have always wanted to be someone else but that always fell short. If I wanted to be like anyone it would have to be my dad but I am not I am only me and nothing more. I am what you see is what you get. I have some hobbies. I love to write and am currently working on an untiled works about vampires. Like I said before I love music and like to think that I have some skills when it comes to makin music I never except to be rich off of it but then again you never know. I have alot of favorite movies. I am not hard to get along with. I do not ask alot from my friends.Show me the respect that I show you and all will be good. So more about me man this is getting hard. Lets see what have I not touched on. Religion: I am Wiccan. So to all that read this Blessed be.People ask me all the time why I am not religous, well I guess I have time. Well lets see.....I was dragged along to church with my parents when I was a little shithead. Then about at the age of 13 my parents sat me down and asked me if I still wanted to go to church with them and I told them that I could not believe in something that I can not see. They being the parents that they are did not questions.Little did they know that when I was a kid I was abused by a neighbor. I will talk about that later. Lets just say that it was not fun and it changed me for ever. I think that is where my religion comes from. I can feel mother earth under me. |
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