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Updating my page again. I am 33 and I think I have finally decided that I am happier alone. When I am with someone I think more about them then I do about me. I know I don't really care about my self or treat myself right but I need to start seeing the value in me. I need to change from the inside out. I want to stop looking for love somewhere else and just learn to love myself. I know this will take time and I need to focus on it so I am limiting my time with anyone else.
I guess it is time to update. My mother passed away January 31 2008, I was in a lot of pain still am. I can never show her who I really am because she isn't alive to see it. I will always be a failure to her. I know people believe that she didn't think that but trust me she did. She told me so in not so many words. The rest of my family is kinda the same except for the kids. They are still pure and love everyone. I hope it stays that way.
Now more about me. I am looking for friends that matter. I am a very caring person and it seems to confuse people they don't understand how I am so they misunderstand me. I think it happens a lot people judge me by my actions and then don't understand why I tell them they are wrong. I hate not being believed I don't play games I am just odd. If you want to talk or ask me something just send me a message I will respond.