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I want. A driving hunger. Bested by a desire, a need. So close to 38 years and finding the beauty and tragedy in the fact of something so simple I spied with my little eye the other day. A gentle wind twisting a multitude of colorful dead leaves. Quietly it danced upon the cool days air. A little marvel that has more life than me on most days. I use to see things of little wonders often. But now so much of my time evaporating in a blink of the day. I miss me. And now as of old I simply want. A sex, A desire, A sickness. An addiction put away for the necessity of the day is subtly crawling on my back until not so subtle any longer. I practice, I prey, to a dark goddess for breath, for fire. The cold nights promises call to me again. I am an eater of emotion. Emotion as it may be. Rather I ache with desire, weep in misery, or suffer the nashing of teeth than to not feel at all. I usher forward the blood of sick reason. I seek no acceptance or praise. I simply am. In the end I fall to a power. This power I give the name, I issue title. With word of desire i call.
Your name
I want.