Quote #1:
Call it what you will, A revelation from God or a curse from a Demon king. The fact remains that our world came to an end.
A heretic called upon an unearthly light and devastation ensued. Chaos crawled out of the depths of the ocean from the black abyss.
Death upon death… Nothing but death in this barren land. Who can we prey to for there are only demons and fiends here.
A voice in the dark beguiles me, “Truth is a mystery unraveled by the Candles ‘Flames”
From the Journal of a man who wandered into another world. - Shin Megami Tensei: Nocturne
Quote #2:
Whoever appeals to the law against his fellow man is either a fool or a coward. Whoever can’t take care of himself without that law is both.
For a wounded man shall say to his assailant
“If I live I will kill you. If I die then you are forgiven”
Such is the rule of Honor. - Lamb of God
About Me:
Name: Amar, Sin or VII (Seven)
Height: 5'10
Weight: 151
Hair Color: Blond
Eye Color: Hazel
Do I Smoke: No and Never Will
Do I Drink: Not since an incident during a Trip in the Pacific
Do I do any type of Drugs: No and I never will either
My Body is athletic and I have three tattoos, the Eye of Ra, the Sword of Michael and the Masons Cross of Cain.
Religion:
Sanatana Dharma (Hinduism); Shaivas (Shiva)
Favored Animal:
Snakes, however I honor the King Cobra as a Holy Creature.
Places I've Been:
Philippines
Guam
Ryukyu Islands
Honshu Japan
Kyushu
Korea
Favorite things to do:
Play Vampire the Masquerade/Requiem, Changeling: The Lost, Giest: Sin Easters, Like to Study Martial Arts of all Kinds, enjoy swords and daggers, Archery and LARP, Studying Hermetic, Qabalism, Theurgy, Hinduism and Ancient History.
Disclaimer # 1:
Each of us have our own perspectives upon the military and US Government, however I do ask you keep anything negative about the country I have served for eight and a half years to yourself. I do not expect people to know what I've been through or what you have been through, but please, respect my wishes and I'll respect yours.
- Sin
Proud to be a US Military Veteran
Disclaimer # 2:
ANYONE claiming to be some sort of supernatural half or full vampire, will be on my BLACK LIST. I'm tired of dealing with those who have no real sight into life. You want to run around and be stupid go for it, just preach your wars against humans else were.
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My Favorite Music:
Slipknot, Gradle of Filth, Guns and Roses, Megadeth, Dio, Pantera, Korn, Danzig, CKY, Deftones, Nightwish, Lacuna Coil, Judus Priest, Etro Anime, Seraphim Shock, Killswitch Engaged, HIM, The 69 Eyes, Type O Negative, Daft Punk, Chimera, A Static Lullaby, Mushroom Head, Hide (He-Day) (J- Rock), Buck-Tick (J-Rock), Stone Sour, Yo-Yo-Ma, Icon & The Black Roses, Johnette Napolitano: Suicide Note, Mindless Self Indulgence, Cruxshadows, Zeromancer, Coheed and Cambria, Man O War, Lamb of God, And You Will Know Us By the Trail of Dead, Devil Driver, Beseech, Welcome to the Nightmare, Malice Mizer (J-Rock), Static - X, Arch Enemy, Arkono (Russian), Holy Dragon (Russian), The Sins of Thy Beloved, Opeth, Lumsk, Children of Bodom, Lamb of God, Hatebreed, Dir En Grey, Misfits, Ale Storm, Misogi, Gazette, Sigh
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Favorite Video Games:
Legacy Of Kain Series (Except for Blood Omen 2, that was a Big let down.) Persona 1, Persona 2, Final Fantasy (All of them yet 7, 10, and Tactics are on my top ten list), Shin Megami Tensei: Nocturne (Awesome Game on my top ten), Devil May Cry (Second one was good, but not as good an the first) Devil May Cry 3, Metal Gear Solid (All of them), Grand Theft Auto (3 and San Andreas), Halo 1 & 2, Deus Ex (1 is my all time favorite, on the top ten), Xenosaga 1 & 2, and Xenogears (Xenogears and Xenosaga 2 are the best in the series so far), God of War, Phantom Dust, Stella Deus, Jade Empire, Unreal Championship 2, Phantom Dust, Shadow Hearts, Atelier Iris: Eternal Mana, Doom 3, Makai Kingdom, Dark Watch, Syphon Filter: Omega Strain, Radiata Stories, Shin Megami Tensei: Digital Devil Saga 1 and 2, Castlevania: Curse of Darkness, Magna Carta: Tears of Blood, Call of Cthuluh: Dark Corners of the Earth, Star Wars: Battle Front 2, Battlefield 2, Prince of Persia: Two Thrones, Quake 4, Perfect Dark Zero, Dead or Alive 4, Chromhounds, Saints Row, Nighty Nine Nights, Devil Summoner, Oblivion, Rising Dead, Persona 3, Lair, Folklore, Halo 3, .Hack GU, Folklore, Demon’s Soul’s, Dragon Age, Lost Odyssey
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Movies:
Kill Bill, The Crow, The Last Samurai, The Order
Boondock Saints, Matrix, Schindler's List, Underworld, Interview with the Vampire,
Resident Evil 1 & 2, Equilibrium, Versus, Patch Adams, Chronicles of Riddick, Pitch Black, Darkness, Be Cool, Sin City, Final Fantasy VII: Advant Children, The Longest Yard, Sahara, Valcano High (Korean Version), Star Ship Troopers, Brothers Grimm, The Exorcism of Emily Rose, Red Shadow, The Great Raid, 23
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Anime:
Berserk, Serial Experiments Lain, Vampire Hunter D 1 & 2, Ghost in the Shell 1 & 2, Samurai Deeper Kyo, Jin-Roh, Cowboy Bebop, Princess Mononoke, Nasucaa from the Valley of the Wind, Steam Boy, Spirited Away, Magnetic Rose, Samurai Seven, Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex, Ghost in the Shell: Second Gig
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Favorite Books:
Fiction:
Elric and the Song of the Black Sword, Blade of the Immortal (Manga Series), Dragonlance Chronicles, The Twins Saga (Raistilin Majere and his Twin Brother), Shadow of the Torturer, Claw of the Conciliator, Sword of the Lictor, and the Citadel of the Autach
Occult:
Psychic Vampire Codex, Liber Jahira, Liber Bellah, Liber Calmae, Liber Cain, Practical Qabalism, Shiva: The God of Esctacy and Power, Tantra, Bhagavada Gita
Role Playing Books:
White Wolf:
I have a large majority of the old White Wolf books such as Vampire the Masquerade and Kindred of the East, however I do have a lot of the newer stuff such as Vampire the Requiem and Changeling the Lost. I have WAY too much to post in here, so if you have question, feel free to ask.
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My Black Zodiac:
The Lost Soul
What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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True Vampyrism or Living Vampyrism Section
Take on Vampyrism:
Real Vampyrism is a Condition in which a person is born into. This Condition is the lack of life energy within the body, often causing the person to feel constantly tired, drained and the like. Through means of Drawing the energy through Psychic or Sanguine Ingestion the person with this Condition can regain strength and feel healthy again. Yet, immortality is not a part of the Conditions being, or is the ability to do supernatural things within the physical aspect of the world.
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Role Playing Section:
Favorite Clans within Vampire the Masquerade:
Country Gangrel, Assamite Antitribu, Ravnos Antitribu
Favorite Fraction in Masquerade:
Sabbat - Black Hand (Caines Chosen)
Favorite Dharmas for Kindred of the East:
Howl of the Devil Tiger, Song of Shadows, and Thousand Whispers, and I like to play Dhamphyrs.
Favorite Clan within Vampire the Requiem:
Gangrel & Daeva
A bit about the Gangrel Clan:
While Vampires give mortals a reason to be afraid of the dark, there are things that give even vampires reason to fear - creatures like the Gangrel, the predators among the predators, the most savage of beasts. Perhaps the only clan whose mere mention almost always elicits a chilled shudder or a reverent nod, the Gangrel are, in many ways, the "Noble Savages" of the vampiric race.
Favorite Covenant:
Ordo Dracul - The Order, through the teachings of the great Vampire Vlad Trepes, Dracula, who was cursed by God and made a Vampire, instead of embraced, the Order transcend their Vampiric weaknesses and slowly make the form into something stronger then it once was.
Quote From "Rites of the Dragon":
"Were I a pagan bard, I would invoke a muse of fire to fill me with passion for the task ahead. I would beg a god to put his words in me, to blow his wisdom through me like a trumpet, to make me resound with truth for the people.
I am no pagan bard. My enemy is fire, and I am more likely to rebuke my passions than bid them spill forth.
What am I? I have been a tyrant, a warrior and one of the fallen on battle’s field. I have been a Christian and a wanderer and an enemy of God. I have begged and murdered, tortured and rescued, pledged loyalty and given treachery.
I have died and returned and I drink hot blood.
My name is Vladislaus, onetime Prince of Wallachia, onetime commander of armies. Called Tepes, called Kaziglu Bey, called Dracula,
I am now much more than once I was. Perhaps much less, as well." - Rites of the Dragon
Circle of the Crone - The Circle of the Crone are those of the old Religion in which the world seeks to caste out and forget in the new modern Christian world. This united groups of Cults and Sects have gathered together to fight back against those who seek to destroy them and in this use the power of Cruac to make sure those Kindred who have no faith realize there is something very dark and powerful out there, and the Circle of the Crone are the ones who has some of this things ancient power.
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Favorite Lyrics Section:
Music Lyrics (Danzig):
Danzig 2: Blood and Tears
Blood and tears
Blood and tears
Since you've been gone
I hear you've been crying
Blood and tears
All alone
In your misery
So alone
Could you have
Been deceived
Since I've been gone
I hear you been crying
You cry a thousand tears
Darling don't despair
I know your heart still bleeds
Darling don't you care
There's blood in your tears
All alone
In your misery
So
All alone
You are lost
Endlessly
Since you've been gone
I hear you been crying
You cry a thousand tears
Darling don't despair
I know your heart still bleeds
Darling don't you care
You cry a thousand tears
Darling don't despair
I know your heart still bleeds
Darling don't you care
There's blood in your tears
Yea, you cry a thousand tears
Darling don't despair
I know your heart still bleeds
Darling don't you care
Yea, you cry a thousand tears
Darling don't despair
I know your heart still bleeds
Darling don't you care
There's blood in your tears
There's blood in your tears
Blood and tears
Blood and tears
Blood and tears
Danzig 4: Stalker Song
no one knows my name
where I come from
no one sees my face
sees me coming
you can never hide
if I want you
you can't even try
keep from crying
no one sees my face
sees my pain
no one can see my shape
in the shadows
you can feel the dark
when it's stalking
I can slip right in whenever I want you
I'm coming in your home
I wish you could
I'm coming in your hole
I wish you would
Circle of Snakes: Black Angel, White Angel
We've lost the light another night
Kill these days and make them go away
Skulls on fire
The burning faces know iall hope is gone
Would you lie in wait or
Would you kill your brother
Would you offer out your hand
Then unleash the dagger
You've lost your way among the fray
The blackest days
Are waiting up ahead
Blazing skulls
The burning children know it's all a game
Would you die in pain or
Would you feed the maelstrom
Would you offer up the necessary soul
Danzig - Ashes
And the burning of the embers
Slowly down inside
I will keep you warm this darkness
As the ashes die
I will call your soul in winter
I will keep you mine
I will call your soul and winter
As the ashes die
I will keep you broke and splintered
I will keep you tight
I will keep you cold and dark
Till the end of time
And the soul is slowly seeping
As the years go by
Will you keep me cold and darkened
Till the end of time
I will keep you safe from summer
I will be entwined
I will keep you cold and darkened
Till the end of time
I will kiss your burning embers
I will watch them die
I will catch your soul escaping
As the ashes fly
I will keep you safe from summer
I will be entwined
I will keep you cold and darkened
Till the end of time
Danzig - Come to Silver
Come to silver
Come to gold
Come do any old thing
Sell your body and soul
Make you kill a man
Ruin your soul
Come to silver
Come to gold
Come to silver
Just as hard as you can
Come do anything
For life of sin
You can have everything
Big house up on a hill
Come to silver
Come to kill
Come downhearted
Come to gold
It'll make you lose your way
Turn your heart so cold
Steal the wife of another man
Let money buy her love
Gonna be some hard time
When you come to gold
If you come to silver
If you come to gold
Hope that you're happy
With the life you've sown
Coulda had everything
But you didn't want to know
You had to come to silver
You had to come to gold
Danzig - Blackacidevil
Blackacidevil, all my own
I've got to feel your heart beat next to my
Blackacidevil, all my own
Do you want to look inside my soul
Blackacidevil, darkness bound
Do you want to play with me
Your blood runs cold
You have no soul
Your veins will burn
The hunger grows
Your brain shuts down, darkness crown
Do you want to look inside my
Blackacidevil, all my own
I've got to feel your heartbeat start to
Lose control
You have no soul
You have no soul
You have no soul
You have no soul
Blackacidevil, venom rush
Do you want to rush inside
Your heart stops dead
You have no pulse
You burn like ice
Your thoughts go cold
The piercing starts
Beast in heat
Danzig - Hint Of Her Blood
Another hollow face
Another dreamless state
Another whispered cry
A love that died
A hollow face
Another diamondback girl
Another death in the world
Another open wound
A bleeding smile
The diamond girl
Another demon heart
I've got to kiss it quick
'Cause if I linger too long
My soul is gone
The devil denied
Oh it's on
With a hint of her blood
She goes
Oh it's on
With the speed of a gun
She's off
Another dead embrace
A big kiss of mace
Another rush of hell
Makes me start to swell
Another dead embrace
Another dead embrace
A glance of evil grace
A look of mock disgrace
Another soulless dance
Where minds collide
Another devil denied
Another devil denied
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Lyrics from The 69 Eyes
Velvet Touch:
The autumn came took you away
I never expected you to stay
Black tears falling in the cold rain
I woke up one night into the darkest dream
Your pretty ghost whispering to me
Just one drop and I'll give you eternity
I'm looking at you I'm looking for love
Never get enough when push comes to shove
Try look at me tell me what you see
You let fantasy become reality
when the night is calling pretty baby screams
I buried my heart into the deepest seas
When the blood runs cold I feel hot in heat
the red moon rising over you and me
I'm looking at you I'm looking for love
Never get enough when push comes to shove
I never believed we would meet again
Start it all over till the very end
Gimme velvet touch
Gimme a kiss of death
I'm looking at you I'm looking for love
Never get enough when push comes to shove
The 69 Eyes - The Chair
Just walk away from these dreams
And talk the pain what it seems
Angel of my revelation
I don't really want to let you walk
Away from these dreams
You gotta turn it all over, you gotta turn it all over
All over again
Kick the chair right down under me
Leave me hanging alone in misery
Walk away from these dreams
And talk the pain what it means
Angel of my revelation I don't really want to hurt you
So walk away from these dreams
You gotta turn it all over; you gotta turn it all over
All over again
Kick the chair right down under me
Leave me hanging alone in misery
Kick the chair right down under me
Leave me hanging alone in misery
The 69 Eyes - Stolen Season
But your tears are not mine
Still sailing down on them till the end of time
All your fears still bleeding
Out of your heart down on the sealing
But you are what you believe in
Come rain or shine in your garden of weeping
still you keep on seeking the celebration of your evening
but Your tears are not mine
I don't care if I die
As long as I can have you by my side
But your tears are not mine
Still sailing down on them till the end of time
All your fears still bleeding
Out of your heart down on the sealing
But you are what you believe in
Come rain or shine in your garden of weeping
But we keep on seeking the celebration of your evening
but Your tears are not mine
I don't care if I die
As long as I can have you by my side
All forgotten is gone
To sing this lonely song
Things just happen without no reason
Love's a stolen season
Love's a stolen season
but Your tears are not mine
I don't care if I die
As long as I can have you by my side
All forgotten is gone
To sing this lonely song
Things just happen without no reason
Love's a stolen season
baby, love's a stolen season
but Your tears are not mine
I don't care if I die
As long as I can have you...
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Johnette Napolitano: Suicide Note
Every Night
You wrote another Line
With a Bloody... Broken... Bottle
Every day... you wish it away
why don't you pull the pin on that gernade
I wanted to Believe
Body swinging from Tree
Struggling to Stand
with your head in your hands
a stoic last stand
of a dieing man
I wanted to believe
as I watched your world crumble in your hands
I wanted to believe as you raised a glass to your last stand
I wanted to believe that you would win, the war in your head that I did not understand
That I did not understand
Every Night
the question pour out, out of your wounded eyes... damned are they
every day, you used to prey
listen to the black raven sing
you wanted to believe as you went falling to you kness
struggling to stand, with your life in your hand
a sad last stand of a broken man
I wanted to believe as I
Watched your world crumble in your hands
I wanted to believe as you
Raised a glass to your last stand
I wanted to believe you would win the war in your head
I did not Understand
I did not Understand
and the questions pour out
and the questions pour out
Did not understand
Did not understand
Did Not understand
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Coheed and Cambria
IV: The Final Cut
In the final curtain call
You left me here with the coldest of feelings
Weight, Kind, Depression
Blessing the floors with the places you've stepped in
Will they ever measure up to the way you left me?
Here on the roadside the bloodiest cadaver
Marked in your words: I'm the Joke, I'm the Bastard
Here, Wait, so I Guess that you knew
That you're... A Selfish Little Whore
I'm the Selfish Little Whore
If I had my way I'd crush your face in the door
This is no beginning... this is the Final Cut
Open Up, I'm in Love
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Journal Section:
I have listed what I currently have in my Journal and what sections these items can be found.
Personal:
Strigoi Vii Teachings, Stuff out of Liber Jahira
Tenets of the Black Veil
Thoughts on Humanity
The Three Roads of the Condition
Black Swan/White Swan
Path of Sin
Mradu - Sworn of Blood - Vampyres Bushido
The Predator
The Seven Rules of Sin - Rules for a Vampyre Community
Lore: Sekhmet and Egyptian Vampiric belief
20051222 - Personal Thought on the Condition
My Definitions of Terms seen or used within the Vampyre Community and such.
Poems:
A bit of writing off the top of my head
Something off the Top of my head again
More writings
Something for a Friend of mine
A Teaser
Stories
Okinawa, the night of Hunters (Vampire the Requiem)
The Sickness
Selfish Little Whore, Arrival of Celestina Angustri
The Demon (Warning: Adult Contect: VtM Character)