nymphetamine77's Profile at Vampire Rave.

you think you know me
but you know me not
you think you can see through me
when you can't see past your mind
i am a maze
yet you think i am so simple but all you can see is a mask
a parody of what you want
you'll never feel
you'll never touch
you'll never see
the real me
i am dead inside
yet i'm burning alive
i am nothing
i am everything
i am your sweetest dream
and your worst nightmare
you love me
and you hate me
i am yourself
Love~Hate
Respect~Disrespect
Light~Darkness
i am all that, i feel all that
i embrace myself
i look in the mirror
what's that i see?
i see the angel
i used to be

i am a rather self-explanitory girl. i'm wiccan, and a scorpio. i'm very open. if i don't like something i tell you, or if i do like it i'll tell you. i'm very much into art of any type. i write, paint, draw, sing, and play flute along with many other instruments. i'm fluent in french and japanese. as you could tell i write poetry, and i've had many poems published. i'm actually in the process of kick boxing class and learning some jujitsu from a friend. i collect swords and anything of those sorts. i love to read and write my own. i love music. music is my life. i am a many things when it comes to classifying myself. i am a band nerd, thespian, vampire, artist, lover, and bitch, but most of all i am one of the greatest friends a person could have.

i am single. my army man came home for prom, and then broke up with me when he got to the airport to go back to base. how much of an ass does he have to be?

i am 5'11" depends on where i am. i weigh 189lbs. i am very active for an artist. but i have to be for my dancing. i have been in colorguard (flags) for 2 years, taken 3 years of ballet, jazz, exotic, and belly dancing classes. i have one tattoo that i'm working on adding on to. i have 5 piercings: ears, nipples, and a verticle hood(just recently done). i have hazel green eyes, which change and have been known to be a rich yellow. my hair is naturally blonde. i'm not one that if i don't have black hair i go out and dye it. no, i love my blonde hair and will always have it. i have been told that i look like Julia Styles (save the last dance, 10 things i hate about you) i have actually had a person follow me around until i gave her my autograph. i love sketching different things, but i love to draw hands. i think they all have some kind of story to tell us and they show the true emotion of the body. the instruments i can play are:
*flute (8 years)
*guitar (5 years)
*bass (3 years)
*harp (2 years)
*drums (7 years)
*clarinet (9 years)
*trumpet (3 years)

that's where being a band nerd somes from. my main instruent is flute. and yes one time at band camp, i'vee heard it all, but i never went to band camp, so try something original for once.

i have been in chior for 5 years, and still sing. i have been in musicals and helped with other plays. my favorite that i worked on was Alice in Wonderland. i am one of the biggest Phantom of the Opera and Wicked fans.

Misssing you

How long will it take for this pain to heal?
your loving embrace i still can feel
although you're gone my heart still fears
that your empowering presence will always linger here
you're in my thoughts day and night
in my dreams for your affection do i fight
sometimes i just call to hear your voice
us growing apart was not my choice
everymorning i wake with the tears in my eyes
in the wind your name i still do cry
your soft lips gently kissing mine
when we were together teh sun never ceased to shine
now my sky is dark and grey
i wish and hopes for you to come back and stay
is it possible to find a way
to be together for the rest of our days?

this is another poem that i wrote in French

Je pense de cette nuit quand vous m'avez paralysé dans ce rêve qui ne me permets jamais de crie dans la nuit
qui était comme l'obscurité comme la mort quand vous avez déchiré ma chair quand vous avez pris mon esprit et
déchiré hors mon coeur et m'a brûlé dans la poussière quand tout n'était rien et rien nous n'était.

if there's anything else you would like to know about me just ask. and i will keep you ppl updated. just read my journals and everything else to get to know me.

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quotes:

"Life is a balance if holding on and letting go"

"Revenge is a dish better served cold"

"The only way outof hell is with the help of the devil"

"Real love is forever"

"all in all, it was just bricks in the wall"

"what is life? is there something more than just the sorrow that i feel, or is there a bigger picture that i'm not seeing? why can't i feel?"

"Invictus Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul. You guard your fate. And nothing can stay perfect forever. thats just... Life wisdom, right there"

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