NonMortusEst69's Profile at Vampire Rave.

+Welcome to the FREAKZONE+
Take off your shoes and make sure your nose is clean!!.

Apologies... + Major Construction in progress +
I’m your every day guy who enjoys dancing and singing with nice industrial and electric music,
Fortunately I tend not to bother with labels and I’m not so fond of a pointless conversation even though I’m full of sarcasm - the same way Morgan Freeman’s wrinkled head’s full of knowledge. Sanity rampages through my head like a barbarian army through ones shed and trust is something that got caught in the middle and lost throughout the years, which probably explains my behavior towards day-to-day society while only trusting a selected few.
Heart Breaking isn’t it...!!!

+Favourite Bands+
Siechtum
Pride And Fall
Amduscia
VnV Nation
In Strict Confidence
Culture Kultur
Light of Euphoria
Aslan Faction
Pain Of Progress
Virtual Embrace
Carfax Abbey.
Suicide Commando
Imperative Reaction
Terminal Choice
Funker Vogt
Kartagon
Mind In A box
Hocico
Neuroticfish
XFusion
Icon of coil.....and lots more

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These bands will help all you in here who practice gothic deception by applying some make-up and black clothing while being 'anti-social'
In other words, you should be beating yourself up!

Apparently after seeing such beauty, most tend to wonder and then question me about my ‘religious beliefs’ for reasons unknown to me. Nonetheless I was kind enough to give you some background as opposing to the dismissive facial expression I would give you in person.

I use to follow the nocturnal path (a walk in the forest doesn’t count) and was thankful for all the energies that flow around us, believes in nature and honouring it with all my heart, or what's left of it... (Oh how sad)

+I can't say I still practice it anymore+
It’s been five years since I opened a book and what use to be my alter is now scattered all over my room merely serving as decorations that welcome the lucky guests I get every once in awhile.

Nowadays I’ve stopped thinking and looking for something beyond me. I don’t see the point in asking questions with no one to answer them… It requires too much faith and effort.

Kahlil Gibran once wrote: Your reason and your passion are you rudder…And sails of your seafaring soul. If either be broken, you can but toss and drift…or else be held at a stand still in mid-seas. For reason ruling alone is a force confining…And passion unattended is a flame…that burns to its own destruction.

+ A Question I really dislike: +
* How can you believe in nature???
'Well try running straight into a tree and you may just change your mind!’

Live YOUR Dreams

Interesting people receive plus points in my respect -list , And those of you whom talk about porn, masturbation or who they wish to fuck: end up in my Laughing-My-Ass-off-cos-you’re-in-a- desperate-need of a life list which is a list that’s constantly over flowing.
Of course, ‘Interesting’ is a subjective opinion so just be yourself if you’re thinking about contacting me.

And I really dislike people that seek out my ASL right away (that's just sad)

I’m a very picky person especially when it comes to music and picking up different colored bananas to poke people with.
It’s an illness and unless you’re a pookie from South Carolina, you won’t understand.

One of the things I can’t tolerate is the usual:
'I’m sad cause my boyfriend dumped me so I'm slashing my wrists''
“life is so cruel'’...
”I wanna die”
Certainly life has its hard parts
But there’s no point in cutting yourself just because you are having a hard time. Think about the actual problem and try to figure it out even though sometimes it may look imposable, Just try dear.

You know what they say.....
+'There’s always a light at the end of the tunnel'...just hope it’s not a train....+

If you'd really want to suicide, just slit your neck wide open.
That should do the trick. Oh and keep away from carpets so the poor souls you left behind won’t stay cursing for having to clean up after you.

+Vanity is showing & lots of it.......+.

I’m a collage drop-out due to the fact that I couldn't deal with certain issues I was dealing with at the time, which I sometimes regret doing.. I was studying English and Western Philosophy while naturally taking the piss out of other students....

I'm interested in Criminal psychology, sociology and reading lots of books: From Auto-Biographies to Case Files involving serial killings. Yes I’m a proud owner of a rare collection of all the serial killers, rapists and kidnappings that took place in the U.K and a few in the States till the year 2000. Every case discusses the actual crime, investigation, postmortem, police tactics and the outcome if solved.

+Sarcasm is a way of life+

I tend to except idiotic people for who they are while not giving a two shits to what they listen too so stop idolizing others and just be yourself.
Others dislike my tastes and the way I don't like to bother people, Or Bother with people I guess!
As I also enjoy staying alone in my little mainly psychotic world,

So some look at me in a strange envious way, probably because I’m not deformed like they are!

I also enjoy watching people's expressions as they get on with their lives! You can say so much when you look deeply through someone's eyes.

VR Members

Following are some fellow ravers whom I either respect or admire for certain attributes which is somewhat ironic considering the fact that we barely speak to each other.

Emaerald

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Our own lovely Irish gal which introduced me to the rave.
A totally stunning warm loving individual.

Darkadmin

Smart, open minded and bloody straight forward.
Three things which are behind the fact as to why I look up to this man.

Cancer

The Prince himself…His way of life and hard work is what keeps this site together.
So this is my personal ‘thank you’ to him for giving us this place to hang out in
Ps: Doesn’t he look cute in make-up!?*Smiles*

Thebatt

The only person on the rave whom I bother exchanging musical interests with.
A successful individual whom I admire for having such extensive knowledge regarding music and closely related subjects

SuperNovaSuicide

None of us really matter but she does…An individual who makes a difference everyday, restoring hope and happiness.

Ventrueprince2

A person whom I’d like to meet up in person. Honor and honesty are things which this man lives by. My respect for him is somewhat confidential which is why I’m not saying more…*winks*

Mslefaye

Her Brutal honesty is something most can’t handle. One who literally thinks for herself and doesn’t get clouded by society. A cat lover and a supreme being…I think it’s fair to say that I like this person.

Raziel

A friend, a confidant and an all round great guy whom I’m pleased to speak to. Over the years we grew closer and I now proudly call him my brother. True friends are hard to come by.

Stabb666

The true definition of wisdom lays here within this person…His research regarding vampirism helped a lot of members. Someone who does his best and contributes to the rave...

ElderDaniel

VampireRave’s backbone. Besides all the daily Admin work, he took time in sharing his HTML knowledge with us. It can be found in the Member Articles for anyone who’s interested. I give you my personal thanks for all the help and courtesy you showed towards me.

Animal cruelty, Homophobes, Racism and Poor spelling is not tolerated around me!

I also happen to be a Dj so please refrain from asking me whether I ever heard of your favorite bands... I have spend three years working as a pole dancer which was quite fun at times... I stopped doing so for a while as I got really sick of the perverts. Having pilled up sky-high fucked rave junkies trying to grope you at every rave does get annoying.

Nonetheless, whoever touches me while doing so gets slapped by A Vodka tainted banana! SO don’t you dare!

John F. Kennedy said the courage of life is a magnificent mixture of triumph & tragedy. A man does what he must in spite of personal consequences, In spite of obstacles and dangers and pressures…And that is the basis of all Morality.

In addition to Dj-ing and dancing, I do own my own business in network marketing and have been running it Since August ’07. I’ve been pretty successful and business keeps growing which enables me to live my high maintenance lifeforbidden of weekly massages, frequent visits to hairdressers, spas and everything in between. Mainly it’s the vehicle that’s driving me to my goals and dreams.

Unfortunately ever since the recession hit, business went south so I keep praying and looking for ways to bring it back up, meanwhile I’m playing poker and focusing on making that another income stream from me.

Just try not to judge me or call me a manwhore...other then that...you can call me whatever you like...

Frequently getting molested in dark alleys by someone (both genders) is something that’s been happening too damn often! :)

Big Juicy Earls are continuously popping out in clubs were I hang out and really help me understand what women mean when they say they’re not just meat!!!!
*puts his hand up in agreement!

Even though compliments can be a deliberate act of sabotage, I still enjoy it so feel free!

I had my own promotion company which hosted raves and BDSM shows. It mainly catered for the industrial scene that lots like to try and get into!

+It was meant to push the sub - culture to build up some kind of scene which is dying in different countries all over the world while giving me the satisfaction of creating something while taking over the world!

Mystria has been temporarily halted and will be relocating in a new country/state as the guys over here need to stop taking quizzes and look up the definition of the industrial scene in a dictionary.

I also happen to be a Movie Junkie. Thrillers and Psychological thrillers tend to be my cup of tea but I don’t mind the random comedy, horror or romantic drama.
I don’t watch as many movies as I use to however I seem to have cut down on thrillers and added more comedies/ romantic comedies and drama.
Yeah figure that one out!

In my defense I need to state that I like real good comedies such as almost anything by Adam Sandler and Martin Lawrence, nothing like that Scary Movie shit.

My inspirational character (besides myself) would be
Michael Myers (Halloween) due to the fact that he's an emotionless creature walking the earth and I can relate to him in that matter! Now I’m more open to emotions after having my ex – fiancé’ explain them to me and even though I don’t really care whether she gets hit by a bus or not anymore, I’ll always be thankful for that.

I’d also like to add that I can’t stand him killing animals and half the people he did. I do not agree with serial killers. Y’all just need some fucking help to sort out your issues even through some people do deserve to die.

The following section is my: Crap Cam

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A beloved Daughter

23th March ’97 – 18th November 2006…3.33am

I have no idea how to explain nor express myself.
Everyone’s a wreck without you. Tiger lies awake at night whaling at the front door and Puma sits on your chair with tears in her eyes…
I picked you up nine years ago and held you in my arms till the day you died in them.

Three hours after I lost my baby and buried her, I found myself taking pictures of my miserable crying self. This is my attempt in capturing my facial expression while trying to come to terms with what just happened…

Photos are always taken during ‘happy’ moments and such…

I named the following: My darkest hour.

Gina (August 22nd 2006)
May you find a better place…
R.I.P

Amber Jenkins ( November 13th 2007)
May your lies, cons, cheats and deceits be forgiven as you roth away in hell or wherever you may be.
R.I.P

Aire Rennie (December 10th 2008)
Your insecurities almost cost me a friend whom I value more then you could’ve ever imagined.
R.I.P

Keiston Buzitil. (August 20th 2003)
I was sorry to hear about your misfortune however I couldn’t help but think that karma’s a bitch.
R.I.P

Roger Danielson. ( July 4th 2004)
You were the asshole who was overcome by envy and decided to try to hurt me by going after my loved ones. Needless to say I wish to bring to back so I can kick your ass again. The owner of that car that leaked oil which caused your accident deserves an award!
R. I. P

Guy in Room 6 – St Lukes Hospital (18th May 2005)
Keeping in mind that I was the last person you spoke to made an impact on my life. You were at peace with your fate and seemed like a man full of life that had so much more to offer. The world is a lesser place without you.
A tiny bit after you passed away I met one of your daughters you were telling me about. You were right… she’s beautiful…
R.I.P

My Diary can naturally be found in my journal. Only it looks as if it’s not going to be that personal... I don’t add many entries and for that I do apologize to my follow stalkers who show an interest in my life.
I Would also like to thank a certain gal for putting me in her latest story!
*throws a kiss to her while staring deep in her eyes....*

The following text is something that relates to me but I would like to state that I don’t take sides,
The good and evil crap stuff doesn't mean anything to me more then a worm infested bucket of shit does!

Added on September 9th 2010

Dark Angel

You use your hidden powers to help and protect yourself
For all people see in you is that any emotion especially love is a waste of your time but your so mysterious that people don't know you do have a shy emotions that are kept locked within you.

Halloween '09 - Best costume and best Dancer awards won of course -

A Drunk Edward -

In closing, I'm adding this since most of you don't read pages however I almost never respond to lame stamps. Come up with something original not the same line you just used on 50 other people to get your status and rank up.

Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed your stay. For those of you who’d like to get to know me better or might need a more frequent fix, drop in a line.
It’s been a pleasure having most of you here.

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