The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

I am a 21 yr old female. Dark hair, green eyes, fair skin, slight of build, dutch-irish ancestry. I would love to learn more about vampires, they're sexy and smart. Is it true that vampires are the children of Cain? Is there really a Book of Nod? Do Vampires feel sad after they kill a human? I used to be on the streets, but I'm going to school now, for psyche. I'd like to learn about paganism too, and witchcraft. Maybe I could interview one of you for my psyche class. Maybe I'd like to be a vampire, someday.