Hi my name is Phillip, but the ones I love call me Phil. Ok so what people would say about me, smart, funny, hard working, good looking, charming, thick headed, strong willed. Yep that’s what they would say. Ha if people only really knew me. Smart yes, funny well yes that to if you can call sick in the head funny, hard working NO SHIT I WORK SO HARD MY BONES BRAKE! good looking well I guess so. Charming well I still am single so no not really. Thick Headed duh that’s why I am broke and I have to work so damn hard. Strong willed well hell yes I don’t give up on shit vary easily. I try to live life to it’s fullest, I don’t thank that I have as long as most so I live it up as best as I can, take it all one day at a time and not let money fuck with my head. You never have enough of it anyway. I do crazy ass shit because it makes life fun. Why worry? I love the country I live in but I don’t thank that the Government is good anymore. I thank that everything is all about big money and that the people of this country are over looked, underpaid and over worked. HAY! I am fucked up so get the fuck over it or go fuck yourself! I like sick ass shit it’s just who I am. The dark side of the world is something I am interested in. War death all that stuff. I like rock music and I hate rap. I am a rocker. That’s the only label I go by. Well the last thing I have to say is don’t fuck with the people I love, I will fuck your world up if you do.
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PaintBall
,The outdoors, Night time, photography,PS2,Welding,Kick Boxing,Writing,Guitar,Graveyards,Old war shit,Rivers,AZ ice tea,Fast Cars, Fire, Firearms,Old Houses,Cocacola,Vault, and Pizza & beer.
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3 Doors Down 10 Years 12 Stones Adema AFI Aiden As I Lay Dying Atreyu Anti-Flag APC Avenged Sevenfold Blink 182 Bleeding Through Breaking Benjamin Buckcherry Cannibalcorpse Chevelle Children of Bodom Chimaira Coheed and Cambria Cold Cradle of Filth Creed Crossfade Dark New Day Disturbed Drowning Pool Evanescence Evans Blue Fall Out Boy Flyleaf Godsmack Green Day Hawthorne Heights Hatebreed HIM Hinder Hurt Iced earth Incubus In Flames Iron Maiden Lacun Coil Limp Bizkit Linkin Park Marilyn Manson Megadeth Metallica Montley Crue Mudvayne My Chemical Romance Nightwish NOFX Norma Jean Otep Panic! At The Disco PANTERA !!!!!!!!! Pink Floyd Red Hot Chili Peppers Rise Against Seether Scary Kids Scaring Kids Slayer Slipknot Staind Sugarcult System of a Down Three Days Grace Thursday Underoath The Used and a lot more
--------Atreyu Lyrics--------------
---The Theft-----
He bends and he breaks
If you give they will take away
His passion, his pain, his grace
He exhales,
A thousand black flowers explode
into butterflies as they're away
Rip them out, take them,
Burn to coals as they crush and
Leave nothing
that resembles a soul of a man
(See him numb, see him crushed)
See him numb, See him crushed
Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush and
Leave nothing
that resembles a soul of a man
(Leave him numb. leave him crushed)
Leave him numb, leave him crushed
Took the fire inside
One too many times
He's burning over and out now,
He flails
Up against the raging tides,
No more fights
Everything you ever wanted to see,
See it in his eyes
One more time, one more time
Climb down to test the waters,
My hands feel like they're rusting away yeah,
So I'll pace around like a lamb before the slaughter
I'll stay here as long as you let me,
Decisions been made obvious so I will return
Where I started I'll stay here
Unfinished
I'll wither away
Rip them out, take them,
Burn to coals as they crush and
Leave nothing
that resembles a soul of a man
(See him numb, See him crushed)
See him numb, See him crushed
Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush and
Leave nothing
that resembles a soul of a man
(Leave him numb, Leave him crushed)
Leave him numb, leave him crushed----Ex's And Oh's----
You took me home
I drank too much
Cause of you my liver turned to dust
Cold rust tastes
A cruel creeping cold pain
Do you understand what I mean?
When you feel your soul drop to the floor
Like a hole
Like an open bleeding sore
Then you'll have bled like I bled
And you'll have wept as I've wept
Suck me down, it's time to rock and roll
Lets hit the bar, lets lose control
One false move, you took me home
One false move, you're all alone
But it looks so good and it feels so nice
I paid the price
I'll cut you out just to hear you scream,
Get away from, get away from me
And I can feel my heartbeat racing
As I realize what I must do
Get away from,
Get away from,
Get away from you
I should have turned and ran like hell
Last time I got the taste of you
I should have turned and ran like hell
And I'll see we're through
I should have turned and ran like hell
last time I got the taste of you
I should have turned and ran like hell
And I'll see we're through
And I'll see we're through
You fell upon me like a plague
Weakness sweet weakness
But I digress
After all this...
You're just like all the rest
Suck me down
It's time to rock and roll
Let's hit the bar, let's lose control
One false move, you took me home
One false move, you're all alone---STONESOUR---bother----Wish I was,
Too dead to cry.
My self-affliction fades.
Stones to throw,
At my creator,
Masochists,
To which I cater.
You don't need to bother,
I don't need to be.
I'll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'till it bleeds.
Wish I was,
Too dead to care,
If indeed I cared at all.
Never had a voice to protest,
So you fed me,
Shit to digest.
I wish I had a reason,
My flaws are open season.
For this I gave up trying,
One good turn deserves my dying.
You don't need to bother,
I don't need to be.
I'll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'till it bleeds.
Wish I'd died,
Instead of lived.
A zombie hides my face.
Shell forgotten with its memories;
Diaries left,
With cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother,
I don't need to be.
I don't need to be.
I'll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'till it bleeds.
You don't need to bother,
I don't need to be.
I'll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on,
Once I hold on,
I'll never live down my deceit--------your god--Reveal to me this ugly thing
I must've meddled by your head
It's getting out of hand again
Nobody sees it, but I can
You thought of everything, I bet
But did you think that I might die?
I haven't really smiled, and I don't know how long you know
Something's going to give again, somethings going to give again
I try to fight, but did you listen?
Even though you're gone, I'm never finished
I can never be your God
And I don't even think I want the job, anymore.
Say something, anything to me.
I did believe, but I have doubts
So many reasons to hold on
Conflicting interest is not it
I guess I'm better off in the end
Coz you were always there to blame
I havent' felt so bad, and I don't know how long you know
I can't get away again, I can't get away again..
I try to fight, but did you listen?
Even though you're gone, I'm never finished
I can never be your God
And I don't even think I want the job, anymore. [x2]
What am I supposed to now?
How am I supposed to live now?
All I ever did was try, but the story ends
So I guess I'ma have to die
Where am I supposed to go now?
Go ahead, and go away [x4]
Go away.
What am I supposed to now?
How am I supposed to live now?
All I ever did was try, but the story ends
So I guess I'ma have to die
What am I supposed to now?
How am I supposed to live now?
What am I supposed to Now?
How am I supposed to live Now?
How am I supposed to live?-----get inside--Seed, gotta let it grow, why ya gotta watch when I let it feed?
Better look into the mirror for the face you hide away, everyday
But I don't give a fuck; I let it roll - I smoke the old
Gotta run, gotta rend, gotta maim, gotta make it through another maze
STAY AWAY!
Please: wring the blood from my hands
Don't pretend that you understand me
I don't even want you looking at me
Motherfucker, GET INSIDE!
Get inside, get inside (motherfucker)
Christ, have you seen this guy? Make ya sick, gonna peel away all the impurities
Cuz all you wanna do is keep curin' me, but I don't give a fuck I kill everyone
You'll be mopping up blood and guts and all the shit when I'm done
Isn't this fun? Gimme a gun and I'll tell you all the secrets I hide
BEFORE I RUN!
Please: wring the blood from my hands
Don't pretend that you understand me
I don't even want you looking at me
Motherfucker, GET INSIDE!
Get inside, get inside (motherfucker)
[Solo: Josh]
Maybe if you look away, I can slip away, gotta get away (RUN, MOTHERFUCKER)
Right now I stare at shit, I'm a heretic, but I'll never give you none of it
Tied up in the back of the lab, laid on the slab, got the gift of gab, what'choo want from me?
I don't even know I got a damn disease, but I KNOW YOU WANNA KILL ME!
Please: wring the blood from my hands
Don't pretend that you understand me
I don't even want you looking at me
Motherfucker, GET INSIDE!
Get inside, get inside (motherfucker)---blotter---
LET'S GO!
I only wanted, only wanted just to touch you
I couldn't bear it, couldn't bear it if you leave
It doesn't matter, doesn't matter if I scare you
I only wanted, only wanted someone else's skin
To feel you there
To Touch my face
To Keep me whole
Help me see....my high life
Give me your life...YEAH
I didn't wanna, didn't wanna be the first one
I haven't ever, haven't ever been discreet
It isn't over, isn't over by a long shot
I didn't wanna, didn't wanna be the only one
To feel you there
To Touch your face
To Keep you whole
Help you see..... my high life
Give me your life
INCREDIBLE... AND CHEMICAL
Before I show you where the secret is
I want to turn you into this
I want to give you all my nothingness
I want to cover you with this
See my life... give me your life
Let me see... my life
Give me your life
INCREDIBLE... AND CHEMICAL---inhale--Come one and all and see the broken man, talking to himself
He sits and waits for something better, he'll never find it here
The people touch his hair and pinch his cheek; he can't even feel it
There it goes again, he's listening to someone
He hears the bitter laughter
And all he wants to know is...
Why....... does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try......the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
He wipes his hands on anything in reach, he never feels clean
He shakes at night because his nerve is gone, every muscle hurts
Come one and all and see what happened...that broken man is me
There it goes again, I can hear it louder
It doesn't feel good anymore
All I want to know is...
Why...... does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try........the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
NOW I KNOW I DISAPPEAR!
I CAN'T FIND MY WAY FROM OUT OF HERE!
EVERYTHING IS FADING ON ME!
SOMEONE TELL ME... someone tell me...
Someone .. tell me
Why.........does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try..... the inhale that makes the exhale so much better
WHY?! YOU'VE GOTTA TRY!!
THE AWAKENING
This is something I am working on.
It is about what being GOTH meens to me.
"That man is truly good who knows his own dark places."
- Robert Nye
"Everyone's gunna hurt you...
...you just have to decide whos worth the pain"- Kym
THE PEPOLE I LOVE
Amoreena ,Micheal, Kym,and Kat .
I would do anything in the world for you guys.
To the pepole I love
Shadow
A damn good women and a big part of my life. Her friendship is something I value vary much.
Amoreena
She is the best part of my family. I love her so much.
Micheal
wow what an outstanding man.
He is my best friend and is always there for me. He is blood. I would die for him.
Kym
She is so nice. She understands me and is always there.
To my VR friends
lutigerenglelost
She is realy cool. I like her alot and she understands me. She is chill and funny.
I hope to get to know her alot more.
vamp66
A realy sweet girl.
I would like to get to know her more.
DeathsEmbrace
One bad ass dude.
Rock on bro
darkseleene
One kick ass chick. She is realy fun to talk to.
immortalxkiss
truely a kick ass friend.
blackwolf1874
This guy is one rad dude. He is my bro of vr.
Rock on man.
lownignitus & LownignitusWench
Realy rad pepole. I wish them the best in life.
Juicebox89
She is one rad chick and i hope to get to know her alot more. I thank her for caring about shit that is going on.
You rock thanks.
MAY THE DARKNESS EMBRACE YOU ALL !!!!!!!!
