~ The Rose~
Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razer
that leaves your soul to blead
Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you it's only seed
It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of wakingthat never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dyingthat never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winterfar beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed
that with the sun's love
in the spring
becomes the rose
~ Bette Middler ~
~ About Me ~
I'm a loving and spontaneous person. I work full-time and am a mother of two. I have been with my husband 13 years. I have travelled alot, met tons of interesting people, have studied various religions and spirituality. Im a serious nature and animal lover, love music, movies and books. Im wild and fun to be around once you get to know me. But can be shy and reclusive at first. Ive been nocturnal since birth, and im interested in meeting anyone who is fun, openminded, has respect for themselves and others. I have had my heart cut out by liars, posers, users and abusers, and I have NO TIME for them anymore. I am looking for quality relationships, not quanity. I have been on my own since I was 13. I have hitchhiked all over the US, lived in the woods year round, travelled to rainbow gatherings and some of the U.S. sacred places. I am very ecclectic and openminded, im not predjudice against anyone, I am bi-sexual by nature and support gay rights. I am a hippie goth mystic type person. I listen to lots of music and am always looking for new people and experiences. I am a pagan ecclectic, into the kaballah and alchemy, and I lean towards the lighter side of grey, I am interested in druidism and the green craft. I am attracted towards the dark styles, industrial, gothic, vampy people..love piercings and tatoos ect. Medival styles are awesome.
i've been a hermit for a long time and im just starting to come out of my shell..
I am a person who does not fit into any catagory, clique ect. I feel that most people misjudge me because I look way younger than I am and I am quiet and reserved( until you know me! *wink*). I have very few close friends and am picky about who I let "in". Honesty,sense of humor, respect for life, and an open mind are just a few things im looking for in the people I meet. Im not here because im going through a "dark phase", im on a spirit path and darkness is a part of everything. The few friends I do have, thier ages range from 16 to 55 yrs old. I surprise most people when I open my mouth because I actually have something to say, I dont "shoot the breeze" that well (idle chatter) usually when I speak I have knowledge and/or experience to add to a conversation..I have been a bookworm/ wildchild rebel against authority, but social outcast all my life. I do not conform well.Although I am getting more at ease with others, I've been hurt bady in the past, and i'm healing some very deep scars and its taken a long time for me to awaken. I have sacrificed much and am mostly a solitary person, i was raised an only child, and especially around large groups or crowds, I get real quiet. I do know what I like, I know where Ive been and have a good idea on where Im going in my life. Im a person of contrast, paradoxical..im seriously loving and care about people, but if you rub me the wrong way, I will smite you LOL. Thank you for taking the time to read through my profile~
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Mystik
Birthday: May 3, 1970
Birthplace: Shawnee Mission, Ks
Current Location: Conway Arkansas
Eye Color: Blue/Grey
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5' 1/2
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Irish & german w/ tidbit of cherokee
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black & blue vans
Your Weakness: chocolate and mexican food
Your Fears: Spiders
Your Perfect Pizza: Made by me aka the pizza queen lol
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Move into my new house!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: *meep*
Thoughts First Waking Up: Do I have to??
Your Best Physical Feature: hair
Your Bedtime: 3am
Your Most Missed Memory: being a vagabond gypsy
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonalds or Burger King: Taco Hell lmao
Single or Group Dates: Friends night out lol
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Chai or green tea!!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate babey oh yea
Cappuccino or Coffee: grande iced mocha with 4 shots espresso & whipped cream :P
Do you Smoke: Camel Jade, and cloves
Do you Swear: Like a truck driver
Do you Sing: yes
Do you Shower Daily: If i have time, id shower TWICE!
Have you Been in Love: I am every day.
Do you want to go to College: got a CNA cert but want to go back to get a degree as a vet tech I think.
Do you want to get Married: Married 13 years
Do you belive in yourself: yes I believe I am insecure at times lol but I love myself
Do you get Motion Sickness: only while intoxicated
Do you think you are Attractive: On a really good night, im alright..
Are you a Health Freak: I love health foods, organics, was a vegitarian for 5 years, ive fasted for 7 days and nights and done raw food fast for a week..does that answer your question? But I just ate a reeses lmao
Do you get along with your Parents: Moms passed, and I divorced dad after I sued his ass
Do you play an Instrument: used to play Flute; currently play drums (hand drums)Djembe
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: pharmecuticals yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: NO
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: does a dance floor count? I got my first lap dance LMAO
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: Yes
Ever been Beaten up: Yes
Ever Shoplifted: Yes
How do you want to Die: During orgasm
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Happy
What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland, London and Glastonbury, England
Favourite Eye Color: green & blue
Favourite Hair Color: Red/Black
Short or Long Hair:I had long hair to my waist most of my life, but recently cut it all off.. I love hair, as long as its clean :P
Height: I love tall and short people
Weight: No preference for either...
Best Clothing Style: Grunge, goth, medival,hippie
Number of Drugs I have taken: mostly *hippy* drugs..LSD,Mushrooms,Pot. I DO NOT associate myself with TWEAKERS *cringe*
Number of CDs I own: Not enough, nor ever will be, probably around 75
Number of Piercings: 4 in my ears, one in my nose, would like my lip done..I think its sexy as hell.
Number of Tattoos: none as of yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: No regrets!
Status- Married ^ closet bi lol.. I dont cheat, but.. don't ask if I want to!!
Favorite Band- System of a down
Favorite Genre- Industrial, hard techno , rock
Hobbies- studying alchemy& the kabbalah,leatherwork,journal making,studying natural healing, blowing bubbles, chasing my kids around, herding my cat clan, graphics hoarding, shoe collecting, I love learning, knowledge, books and nature are all my passions.
Favorite Song- Outside by Staind (currently)
Favorite Color- Midnight blue, purple, green,maroon, black & silver oh and fuschia ;)
Favorite Fad- parachute pants and painted on jordache jeans.. that was then, but NOW I love the bondage pants, trench coats, fishnets, eyeliner..goths drive me wild! *meep*
Favorite Decade- 80's
Favorite Actor- Johnny Depp,Jack Nicholson,Jeff Goldblum,John Travolta,Keanu Reeves
Favorite Actress- janeane garofalo, Nicole Kidman, Winona Ryder,Molly Ringwald,Sandra Bullock
Favorite Movies- LOTR,Harry Potter(the books!),Interview w/ a vampire,the dark crystal, legend,Dogma labyrinth,Time bandits, Dragon slayer,The Matrix, The hunger, Im a movie fanatic so this is hard lol
Favorite Animal- Cat, ferret,wolf,owl,whale,
Favorite comic Characters- Underdog, brak from space ghost, bear in the big blue house LOL, im not *that* much into anime lol Akira was cool..I prefer comic books and CG flicks
Fav comic books- HellBlazer, Watchmen, Dark knight, swamp thing, mobius, cerebus
Favorite Drink- screaming orgasm, rum & coke w/ lime,bailies irish creme, kamakazi, margaritas, micro brew beers, good wines
Favorite Muppet- Animal!!
Favorite Flower- Water Lily, wild rose
Favorite Author- Laurell K. Hamilton,Ann Rice, Nora Roberts,Terry Brooks,J.R.Tolkien, Anne McCaffrey,Mercedes Lackey, Charlaine Harris,Katie MacAlister,MaryJanice Davidson,J.K. Rowling,
Favorite Car- H2 Alpha
Favorite Book- LOTR,Harry Potter,Vampire Lestat & the Vamp chronicles, Laurell K Hamiltons books, all Vampire erotica!!!
Favorite Subject- Science when I was in school lol, now its alchemy ;)~
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