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Welcome to my life
Feeling alone, feeling out of place.
Wont someone show me that there is something more to life? Wont someone show me im not alone. Tears fall from my face, death flying by. Shadows i see voices I hear. Peoples pains i take in...Make it all go away. Make me feel like i belong. Help me feel like i belong to a family... being adopted is hard..was i a mistake...or is this all a thing called destiny. Was there someting im missing? Wont anyone be sent to save my soul from the darkness. It calls me, pulls me, learks in every corner of my life...Am i insane? or is this where i belong
Im lexi, I have had alot of accounts on VR but my religion always pulled me away somehow. I just cant stay away from here, because its one place i feel like home. I have recently started my awakening, and I am having the hardest time finding help. I am having many blood cravings, yet no one around to help me. My own blood doesnt help me much. Im not sure when my sleeping will change, or when the sun will start to hurt my eyes..I am not looking forward to that part, but this is the road my life has I must take it. I am having alot of emotional problems...and I absolutly hate it. Im just looking for friends who will understand me in this and the ones that care...it would mean the world to me, to know im not alone... I dont have a mentor, or anyone to walk me throught this...Im on my own and that alone is the harest thing for me.
Alot of people think im crazy but I see things, sometimes I
can control it, others i cant. I am getting stronger but i can only be as strong as one who is to defend on her own.
I am not the best speller, but as long as you know what im getting at im ok.
I am a christian, at least as far as a vampire can. Its hard i wont lie.
It is really hard to live in a place you don't feel you belong. I wish someone could just write me and tell me what i need to do, or even help me.
My msn is crystal20187@msn.com
I have no problem blocking or reporting creepy people. So dont try.
I guess my main thing is i feel lost, I am under age, almost 17, but still under age...and no one seems to want or care to help me. It really stinks...
I dont like people telling me they want me, or anything sexual becaus I respect myself to much for that, so please respect me so I may respect you.
I can be bitchy, but only if you push my buttons.
I have a problem with the night, i am attracted to it. Old graveyards really make my adrenalin strike...I love going to places that are abandoned. However i am afraid of being alone at night in the dark. There are alot of weird people out there, and to me its better to be safe then sorry, vampire or not im still human.
Have you ever been camping and find a place with just trees and no people. Have you ever wanted to just run...run into the mountains and get lost. Run and not look back..
I have that problem..except that i have a fear of being alone.. It is because im adopted..
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I was adopted from Russia, and know NOTHING of my mom, brother, or sister, or dad...I just know my moms name...
I dont even know if cancer runs in my family, but my docter said it might...
