Stuff About Me
I’d like to be a vampire elf, That would be swell.
Ok so I’m kind of a girly girl. I know, ew. But I am. Well, at least outwardly. I’m embarrassed by it but I really care what people think of me. I like them to think of me as sweet and innocent. So, pretty much the kind of person that your grandparents approve of. I pretty much am. I don’t drink or smoke or even swear all that often (I don‘t mind when people swear I just sound ridiculous and awkward when I do). And I’m rather a prude. I don’t care if people make fun of me for that, that’s who I am and I like it that way.
So that’s the part of me that people see. But there’s another part of me, that has influenced who I am more than anything else in my life. I’ve struggled with depression since I was 14. I have a great family, a great boyfriend and a stable financial situation so there’s really no reason for me not to be happy. Too bad I’m a weirdo.
I think I just must be one of those people that haven’t found themselves yet. I haven’t really found a place or a group of people where I really felt where I belonged. I’ve always felt very different from everyone I’ve ever met. I’d like to think that I’m the only one in the world like me. I’m probably not all that unique, and maybe everybody feels that way and I’m just dwelling on it too much. Who knows.
Anyway, that’s the part of me that really attracts me to dark things. I love vampires. You don’t even know. Wait. You probably do know because you are on vampire rave too. Sweet. Well, anyway, I also like the idea of witches. Anything to do with magic really. I like watching really sad movies by myself and blubbering like a lunatic. I also have a slightly morbid part of my imagination that likes to think up elaborate deaths that make me chuckle, which is weird because I’m very squeamish and I would probably lecture someone who did the same sort of thing and tell them that they should have more respect for life.
The thing that I hate most about myself is that I have little self confidence and as a result I easily am swayed to believe things. I'll listen to someone say an opinion that is different than mine and I'll automatically assume that they must be right. Then I'll think about it a little while later and be like... hey, wait a minute.
There are some things that no one will ever change my mind about. Not even for a second. I won't drink, i'll never drugs and I'm not going to have erm... intimate relations with anyone for some time. I mean, if I can't even say it then obviously it's not a good idea for me.
I also strongly feel that discrimination of any kind is wrong. That includes homophobia and bashing other people's religions. I don't actually have a religion, but i don't care what yours is as long as you're happy with it and you aren't hurting anyone.
I don’t like to be serious that often. When I need to be, I can be, but I like being able to go off on crazy tangents in regular conversations and start talking nonsense and pretend that I’m serious about it. (Like that matt link is going to get et by a bear)
I'm not that great of a writer but that doesn't stop me from making up stories. I love pretending that I'm a vampire or making up a scenario about becoming a vampire. Yumtious, really. And no one reads them but me so it doesn't really matter if they're written well. I know what I mean.
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Favourites
Movies: Donnie darko, underworld, underworld evolutions, queen of the damned, monty python and the holy grail, monty python and the life of brian, Dracula dead and loving it, nosferatu, the princess bride, the A&E pride and prejudice…
I don’t like horror movies. They scare the crap out of me, even if they are really lame.
Books: anything by terry goodkind, anne rice’s vampire chronicles (I’ve only read the first two so far), the dragonlnace chronicles, Green rider, First rider’s call, bram stoker’s Dracula, pride and prejudice, the axis trilogy by sara douglas, ender’s game speaker for the dead …
I usually don’t like any books that are realistic. There must be dragons and magic and the rather standard fantasy type plot
Music: a million things from almost all genres. Some of my favourite bands are Metric, Disturbed, Marilyn Manson, Abba, Shanana, Evanescence and lots of others.
I’m not a country fan and I don’t like much rap either. I, like many others, am offended that hilary duff and Lindsay lohan and paris Hilton are making music. Why couldn’t they just say no?
People: Definitely my cousin Kiara. She’s nuts, like me. We have many differences but I think she’s the person most like me. I have so much fun with her and I can share almost all of my secrets with her. I don’t like to Debbie down about my depression so I usually don’t talk to her about that. She has the same taste in books as me and she’s recommended some good ones to me. She’s a prude too. We go on hiking trips together sometimes and we usually end up reciting a movie like monty python and the holy grail or scream Christmas songs in the middle of july or make up random stories or songs. We have different religious beliefs, but neither of us are the type to push our beliefs on other people. It makes for some interesting conversation. We laugh so much when we‘re together. Especially when we get in our lunatic mode. I realized this summer how similar we think in some ways. I figured it out when she asked me a really really weird question. She asked me if I ever thought about maybe there’s some alien race somewhere that has three genders. Instead of telling her she was crazy, I admitted that I had wondered about that before. Then we got lost in a conversation about how 7 amoebas, each a different colour of the rainbow, created the universe.
Another one is my boyfriend. He’s so good to me and he doesn’t mind that I’m weird and sometimes get random urges to steal his hat, fill it with rocks from the playground and then put it back on his head or that I‘ve decided that bears are out to get his friend. He also puts up with my prudishness. We’ve been going out since last November and he hasn’t been a poo about it at all. He also doesn’t make fun of me when I blast Abba while driving and sing along. He’s also really cut back on his partying because he knows I don’t really like it. I didn’t even ask him to, he’s just that awesome.
Strong Bad- I really don’t think I have to explain this one.
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