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About Me

My name is Eva-Lynn. I AM 17 years old, a junior in high school, I live with three other people, and four animals. I have three half-siblings, and two step-siblings. I own one six year-old cat named, Precious; and a two year-old cockatiel named, Phoenix.

My goals are to finish high school with grades no lower than a B-, attend college for some few years, and move on with life trying to achieve my goals. I'm not entirely sure on which college(s) I should attend, but I do know what I want to try or be in life: a tattoo artist, a writer, and a photographer.

I have been drawing since the age of 4, and I haven't stopped. Drawing is very important for me because it's a way of getting out my creativity. I have been paid for drawings requested by people, and I was even offered a chance at getting my drawings published.

I've been writing for several years. Poetry and writing stories are two things I'm incredibly good at. I'm hoping that someday, I can write a lengthy story that will get published for the world to see. Currently, I am working on a story that I hope to complete in the next few months.

Photography is a passion I have recently discovered. I found that I love handling the camera. I will take pictures of anything and everything I feel should be captured for a deep meaning or memory. I am hoping to go into the field of modeling or forensics.

I'm generally a kind-hearted person with a cold, outer disposition. I'm rather optimistic, but pessimistic at the same time. I enjoy my independence and solitude, and I hate having either of the two taken away from me. I'm not a social person to those I don't really know or understand; but to those who I've known for years, or well enough, will see the more outgoing and optimistic side of me. I enjoy blending in with the crowd, rather than being the stand-out entertainer. I'm an easy person to talk to, extremely empathetic and understanding, and very open-minded. I do not judge or look down upon anybody for any of the things they do in life. I have no reason to judge others because it's not my life. I love making people laugh, and the things I say are definitely out of the ordinary.

Sometimes, my sense of humor rubs people the wrong way, and they take it as me being a bitch, or asshole. But that's not the case at all. I do not mean to be mean to people, but I can be a little too blunt and hurtful without intentionally trying to. So I try to avoid being too straightforward right in the beginning, because I realized that not everyone appreciates my morbid and sometimes perverted sense of humor that I've grown up with.

I never strive to be what I'm not. I stay true to myself, and let the people who deserve it see everything that's real about me. It's not easy gaining my trust, and it takes time to get me to truly open up. But if people give me the time and patience I require, they won't be disappointed.

Friendships and Love

I will be friends with anybody who wants to be mine. I warned you earlier that it takes time for me to initially open up, but patience and trying will play out well in the end.

My friends come in a wide variety. I will befriend the biggest of loners, to the biggest social butterflies. I'm not an uptight, judgmental person who turns somebody away. If you want to be my friend, talk to me. I may not say much in the beginning, but that certainly doesn't mean I don't want to be your friend.

Just remember not to take advantage of me, ignore me, or disrespect me. Do not talk down to me, or intentionally piss me off. I don't hold grudges easily, but if you do all those things to me, you will be on my hate list forever. I'm not a physically violent person, but push my buttons enough, and I will strike you with everything I've got.

I don't care if you come up to me asking for help, or need a source to vent yourself out to. But I believe in equivalence. What I do for you, you must do in return for me. If you ask for help, that means that you must be there for me when I need help. I'm not a selfish and conceited person, and I don't usually believe in talking about my own problems because of that, but there are times where I simply cannot keep it inside anymore.

No, I'm not saying that if I buy you a present, you need to go out and buy me one in return. I don't care about material possessions, as it has a very negative effect on our friendship. You can't buy my trust--it has to be earned the old-fashioned way: communication.

But I could never learn to trust if I meet you in a group. In order to truly trust somebody, I need to be on that personal level. The people that I trust the most are people I've spent a lot of alone time with. I'm not a group person, so it'd make no sense if I could truly befriend somebody in a group. This probably sounds like a lot to ask, but at least then I know who's real.

With love, I've only fallen head over heels with somebody once in my entire existence. We had feelings for each other, but I'd never gotten to know him on that personal level, so I didn't trust him. There's no point in being in a commitment when one doesn't trust the other.

Generally, though, those who get really close to me view me as a sister they can look up and relate to, or a cousin.

Philosophy

I am the archer, and therefore, I'm a philosopher. I am constantly thinking about anything and everything. I seek the knowledge and understanding of everything. With every silent moment I have, I am thinking about something. I am very much aware of the contradictions we make, the little phrases we ignore, and the things we hardly realize exist.

Because of this, I am constantly questioning the values of life and death, the existence of love, and just anything that pertains to knowledge. I feel very intelligent in this area, and I probably wouldn't mind studying this even further in college.

I'm a firm believer in astronomy. I read a lot into relationships as far as friendship and love go. I read about my own zodiac in particular, because I want to see just how much of it is true. Most of it is.

"The Archer is keen on having anyone or anything around that will provide just a little more insight or education with regards to life in general. Because of their fascinatingly intellectual and adventurous nature, your Sagittarius friend is likely to be constantly surrounded by comrades and acquaintances. If anyone ever loved having a pie thrown in their face, it's a Sag. Often the class clown, their sense of fun and love of madcap exploits draws people to them. As a bonus, their knowledge of travel, philosophy and culture makes them fascinating conversationalists. If you meet a Sagittarius while hiking through the Himalayas with a pack strapped to your back, you've made a friend for life. Looking to discover more and more about the world around them, the Archer will make friends with people from all over the world and from every walk of life. An instant bond can be struck if you're attending a class on a foreign culture or language. You can count on those midnight phone call to be answered by your Sagittarius friend promptly and effectively, and they will never grudge a favor. In return, however, you should keep your sense of adventure intact and be ready to run with the Archer wherever their whims lead them."

"Strongly Sagittarian men and women are both lovable as friends and desirable as long-term partners. As a consequence, they are much sought after by the opposite sex. And yet, paradoxically, they often only establish satisfactory long-term emotional relationships in the second half of their lives. This is because they have a tendency to reject, kindly but firmly, the love that is offered to them. This is not because they do not wish to take on responsibilities for others they will shoulder them uncomplainingly - but because they set an enormous value on their emotional freedom. Once they do settle down, however, Sagittarians make devoted husbands, wives and parents. In spite of this devotedness, Sagittarians are quite remarkably lacking in jealousy and possessiveness."

"They have both profound and widely ranging minds, equipped with foresight and good judgement, and they can be witty conversationalists. They love to initiate new projects (they make excellent researchers) and have an urge to understand conceptions that are new to them. they think rapidly, are intuitive and often original, but are better at adapting than inventing and are at their best when working with colleagues of other types of character that compliment their own. They are strong-willed and good at organizing, a combination that gives them the ability to bring any project they undertake to a successful conclusion. Their generosity can be balanced by their extreme care at handling their resources."

"Sagittarians are ardent, sincere and straightforward in love, normally conventional and in control of their sexual natures. Yet if thwarted, they may easily allow their failure to embitter their whole lives or they may revenge themselves upon the opposite sex by becoming cynically promiscuous. They are more apt then the average to make an uncongenial alliance.

If their marriages are successful, they will be faithful spouses and indulgent parents; but their innate restlessness will inspire them to use even the most satisfying ménage as a base from which to set out on their travels. They need to fell free and are often faced with the choice of allowing their careers to take over their lives at the expense of the love of their spouse and family. Sagittarian women are the counterparts of their men; even if they have no career to rival their love, they find it difficult to express affection and may run the risk of being thought frigid.

In other personal relationships they are reliable, seldom betraying any trust given to them. They can, however, be impulsively angry and both male and female Sagittarians know how to be outspoken and exactly what expressions will hurt their adversaries most. On the other hand they are magnanimous in forgiving offenses and are responsible when looking after the elderly in the family."

Music

I'm not picky about music in the least bit. I enjoy a huge variety of music. I like anything that sounds good, anything that pertains to my emotions, and anything that relates to what I'm experiencing.

Here's a big list of bands I listen to:

Lacuna Coil, Flyleaf, My Chemical Romance, Bullet for My Valentine, Nine Inch Nails, Linkin Park, The Used, Fall Out Boy, Nirvana, Nickelback, Metallica, Ozzy Osbourne, Black Sabbath, The Honorary Title, Cranberries, Evanescence, Cradle of Filth, Slipknot, Kittie, Avenged Sevenfold, Breaking Benjamin, Seether, Taking Back Sunday, Motion City Soundtrack, Panic! At the Disco, Dr. Demento, Tegan and Sara, Vertical Horizon, Uncle Kracker, Black Eyed Peas, System of a Down, Kid Rock, CrazyTown, Yuki Kajiura, Insane Clown Posse, GreenDay, Bowling for Soup, Blink 182, t.A.T.u., Enigma, Ani DiFranco, Gym Class Heroes, Plain White T's, Daft Punk, Korn, Godsmack, Disturbed, Limp Bizkit, Pearl Jam, Poison, Pantera, Default, Puddle of Mudd, Foo Fighters, The Killers, Taking Back Sunday, 30 Seconds to Mars, Everlast, Eminem, Dir en Grey, Stone Sour, The All-American Rejects, Marilyn Manson, The Eurythmics, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Smashing Pumpkins, Papa Roach, The Gorillaz, Simple Plan, Saliva, Rob Zombie.

I like to watch TV. I watch a lot of anime more than anything else; but since my mom took away my cable, I haven't watched much of any TV anymore.

But if I could own DVDs of any of any show, I'd choose these:

Wolf's Rain, Cowboy Bebop, Rurouni Kenshin, Witch Hunter Robin, Naruto, Bleach, Hamtaro, Blood+, Tenchi Muyo, Cyborg 009, Yu Yu Hakusho, Dragon Ball Z, Paranoia Agent, Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex, .Hack//SIGN, .Hack//DUSK, .Hack//LIMINALITY, Full Metal Alchemist, InuYasha, Zoids, One Piece, Digimon, Beyblade, Monster Rancher, and Pokemon.

American shows:

SpongeBob Squarepants, Fairly Odd Parents, The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, Courage the Cowardly Dog, Dexter's Lab, Drawn Together, American Dad, Futurama, Family Guy, The Most Extreme, Animal Cops (anything), Two and a Half Men, Everybody Loves Raymond, and South Park.

Family

My family means everything to me. Family togetherness is the most important thing in my life. Not being able to see my family is hurtful, and it makes me question the love they all claim to have for each other. Unfortunately, family love is the one thing a lot of my family members seem to lack.

Ever since my uncle (my mom's older brother) died of a heart attack four years ago, my family has basically split into cliques like high school. After his death, everybody went their separate ways. My mom's oldest brother was divorcing his wife, my step-dad had been cheating on my mom with another woman and was moving in with her; they're divorcing; everybody was suddenly too busy doing other stuff that seemed nonexistent before.

Nowadays, I've still got plenty of relatives who don't want to be around anymore. The saddest part is my dead uncle was the one keeping my family together.

The closest person I have in my family is my cousin, April. She means the world to me, and I would cry myself into death I lost her. She's an incredible person, I think. A few months ago, she gave birth to two premature babies (they were due in January, but due to stress, they had to come out then). She's got a little girl, Anna, and a little boy, Justin. Justin is going to come home soon, but the doctors think Anna might have another hole in her heart.

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I'm a huge animal lover. I have a big soft spot for them. I've always felt it was easier and much nicer to connect with animals over people. I've always had animals in my life, and I couldn't imagine my life without one. I've always had a cat in my life. I've found that I'm much more of a cat person than a dog lover. I think sometimes I've found that I act like cats.

Right now, I have a six year-old tortie calico short hair named, Precious. She's my baby, and she'll always be my baby. If you want to see a couple pictures of her, check out my portfolio. She really lives up to her name. Having been the only real cat living in my house, she's definitely taken up the throne as Queen of the Household. She's a bit short-tempered, though. She's bull-headed, stubborn, and feisty. She's a bit of freak out. Sometimes, it scares me. She's very territorial, but that's to be expected when you're the only feline of the house for 6 years.

Who'd want to be Queen/King Kitty for that long, then have a little kitten usurp your throne? I sure wouldn't. But then, I might soften up a bit because it's just a kitten... =]

Because I live at home, I can't have too many animals. I don't have a job to support myself, much less afford even the simplest things. So I have to wait until I find a comfortable place to settle down in. At least for a while. But when I do get a job and house of my own, I will get more cats. I love cats, I love kittens, and I'll never see my life without one.

I have a 2 year-old cockatiel named, Phoenix. She's white and yellow, with those adorable reddish-orange cheeks. She's a pretty girl, and even though I've only had her about seven months, I've definitely fallen for her.

My mom taught her how to whistle, but you know it's easier to teach boys than girls. So when she first tried, I came out of my room and asked, "Mother, what's dying?"

She said, "You're bird's trying to whistle."

Me, "Are you trying to kill her?"

She actually sounds like she's being stabbed with a fork in her chest. Sad, but really funny. She usually does that whenever I leave the room. (She thinks if she does a trick, I'll come back. Baby.)

She's feisty, also. She doesn't like to be pet too much, and she tolerates little when it comes to fingers. She doesn't bite really hard, either. She gets you multiple times, but it's nothing. She's more or less more bark than anything else.

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