Black Swan/Witch In Search Of 'Others'...
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(Jan 8)
PLEASE!-
If you plan on rating Me, please make sure you have the time to read ALL of My profile first, I know its kind of 'wordy', but I have done My best to give you a feel for who I am in here, and would appreciate it if you don't just skim by and rate randomly.
Thanks!
(UPDATE 3-3-08; finally learning HTML, so adding bit by bit as I get the hang of things, still experimenting - thanks for bearing with me in this work in progress! - I should also add, I have now been inducted and then booted from two covens; I am not here that often, so inducting me is pointless. I hope to be able to spend more time here in the future, but as of now I have too much going on in R/L. I love this place, and I love the people I've met/talked with, but it is only a place I use to occasionally escape, not a place where I spend every spare moment I have.)
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*I just wanted to first and foremost say a big*
xoxoxoxo THANK YOU!!!!!!! xoxoxoxo
-To all who have stopped by and made me feel welcome here. I really appreciate the kind words, and I must say it feels nice to have someplace to go where I can be Myself (not that I wasn't before!), and meet people with similar.....'tastes'... *smile*
As soon as My computer either starts behaving, or gets replaced, I will be able to spend much more time here, and will definitely be joining in the fun more.
And I promise to get back to everyone who has taken the time to rate Me, and rate them back as soon as I can!
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THINGS THAT PISS ME OFF-
BTW- If I say anything in here that offends you, let Me know....I may want to do it again.
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I am a very up-front kind of person, I say what I mean, and I don't hide anything about Myself. I would rather find out immediately if someone is a judgmental fool, than waste My time. I don't like closed minded people, so I'll admit to sometimes saying things that I know might 'shock' or 'offend', just to let those people reveal themselves. I know, childish....but so much fun! *evil grin*
I am actually one of the kindest, most generous people you will ever meet, I just have very little patience for those with small minds, or worse- hypocrites.
I will not (EVER!) lie about who I am, what I love, or hate, or think, or do. If you can not deal with that, well then....FUCK OFF!!!
WANNA GET BLOCKED??
A good way to get yourself 'BLOCKED' by Me, is to come at Me with a 'hey baby waz up?' or any other stupid and/or disrespectful come-on. First of all, I'm NOT your fucken 'baby'. Secondly, I don't tolerate being talked to disrespectfully by ANYONE, under any circumstance. PERIOD.
AND I WILL CERTAINLY NOT TOLERATE BEING TALKED TO LIKE SOME GHETTO HO!!
I mean, REALLY...do guys actually think thats gonna turn Me on?? Do girls EVER like that shit??
Tell Me I'm sexy, or beautiful, etc, I like to hear that as much as the next girl, but be CLASSY about it!!! DUH!! ;)
Now that thats cleared up.....
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Darkest Greetings All,
(Dec 31)
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! I just spent a fucken hour trying to finally fill this out more, and my piece of SHIT computer just erased everything ERRRR!!!!! Thats why I've kept it short, my computer is old, and NEVER does what its told!! Thats why theres nothing except pics of me on here, if they weren't up, my page would be blank, 'CAUSE MY COMPUTER SUCKS MONKEY BALLS!!!
I will try again, as soon as I have tired of throwing it against the wall. Which may be awhile, heheh....
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(Jan 7)
OK, I'll try this again, see if it works ;)
GENERAL INFO/WORK
My name is Alexandria, but I will answer to Alexa, Lex, Mistress, and of course 'Goddess' ;).
I am a Libra, and have all the delightfully conflicting characteristics of one!
I have four tats (planning on at least one more in particular), and numerous piercings-including 4 in left ear, 3 in right, tongue, both nipples, one septum, and one left nostril (I have had all-tats & holes-10 years or longer, ;) I'm much older than I look or will admit to, hehehe....but always a child at heart.
I am half Native American, and half French- (My Mother is full blooded Cherokee, and My biological father was full blooded French)although I and both My parents were born here in America (My biological father's parents were born and lived most of their lives in Paris, France).
I've been working as a Professional Dominatrix off and on for many years, and although I definitely love and enjoy what I do, its really just a living. I mean, I love fetish imagery and clothes, ALOT, I'm just not into BDSM in My sex life. Well, maybe just a LITTLE bit-but thats a subject for another time.
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RELATIONSHIPS/SEX/LOVE
I guess you could say that I'm about 90% lesbian, 10% bi. I am just much more attracted physically to Women than I am to men. And can you really blame Me?? Women are just beautiful creatures!! But I don't like to limit Myself, and by that I mean that in My experience, good souls come in all different shapes, sizes, and colors, and I am not going to put limits on who I can or cant love.
I LOVE GIRLS! lol (yes, this is Me on the left)
"Where are your HANDS??" Where do you THINK?! :D
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LOVES/HOBBIES/DRUGS
I love everything and anything BLACK (of course), and all animals, esp. cats, snakes, rats, horses, spiders (and they, spiders I mean, seem to be attracted to Me, as well, I am constantly finding them crawling on Me and My clothes and/or belongings!!).
I love red wine, opium dreams (& all drugs, pills, and/or herbs etc that make one feel relaxed-'downers' I guess. Sorry all you non-users, and NA addicts, who might judge Me for this, but I believe there is a huge difference between 'using' and 'abusing' drugs. And I am all for using them! *smile*).
I love candles, incense, magick, energy manipulation, history, occult studies, astrology, astronomy, astral projection, lucid dreaming, science, ancient religions/philosophies/lore, scented oils, musty old books, 'dark' art, Victorian clothes, art, literature, and romance, and I especially love curling up in bed on a dark and stormy night, either reading E.A.Poe, or having My lover read him aloud to Me....mmmm ;)
I absolutely ADORE reading, and spend most of My free time doing just that! And there is just something so sensual and relaxing about being read to...its My favorite way to fall asleep. *smile*
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FAVORITE AUTHORS
A few of My fav authors are:
Douglas Adams, Piers Anthony, Stephen King, George Orwell, Peter Straub, Aurthur C. Clarke, J.R. Tolken, Norman Mailer, Jean M. Auel, Anne McCaffrey, Edgar A. Poe, some Dean Koonz, and Anne Rice (Yep! And a big F.U. to anyone who thinks I'm lame because of it!)
There are a ton more, but I will have to continue later...
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MY #1 PASSION
I am very much an artist, in pretty much every sense of the word, and it comes out in all I do, from how I dress and wear My make-up, to how I view, and live My life. I love to draw, paint, and write, and have had some degree of success in all three.
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MUSIC LOVES & HATES
I LOVE HIM!!! 
(BTW, last three concerts I attended; Linkin Park, HIM, Siouxie w/Rasputina opening for her - ALL AWESOME)
A few of the bands I enjoy (in no particular order, and certainly not a complete list):
Black Sabbath (& Ozzy), HIM, Slayer, Black Flag, AFI, The Buzzcocks, Deep Forest, The Cure, Siouxsie And The Banshees, NIN, Bjork, The Violent Femms, Supergrass, The Buzzcocks, The Rolling Stones, Marilyn Manson, David Bowie, My Life With The Thrill Kill Cult, The Velvet Underground & Nico, Blue October, Portishead, Prince, Sinead O'Connor, The Prodigy, The Police, NightWish, Gene Loves Jezebel, Shakira, The Doors, Peaches, Evanescence, Led Zeplin, The Gorrillas, The Eurythmics, Bikini Kill, Danzig, Rasputina, Dead Can Dance, Type O Negative, Curtis Mayfield, White/Rob Zombie, Sin Division, Enigma, Queen, The Offspring, Lacuna Coil, Simon & Garfunkel, Enigma, Duran Duran, Delirium, Massive Attack, Beck, Linkin Park, Bad Religion, The Circle Jerks, Emilie Autum, The Sex Pistols, Pink, 10,000 Maniacs,
I also really love old blues, classical, and some jazz...
(I'll probably add more as I think of them)
!!-I HATE, HATE, HATE ALL RAP & HIP HOP-!!
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THE REASONS I'M HERE-WITCHES & VAMPS
I actually came to this site to possibly find some wiccan covens here in LA. I've been a solitaire witch for too long, I want to learn and grow from others, not just books.
Also, I am here because I love vampyres (of course!). And I don't mean vampyre lore, or mythic vamps (although I love them too!), I mean 'real' vamps. I've been a 'donor' (both psi and sang) before, and although thats not quite what I have in mind now, I suppose under the right circumstances I would be open to it again...
I was out of the 'scene' for awhile (due to an 8 year relationship w/a mundane, that ended recently) and so now I am just looking to meet others with similar interests. I don't go out much during the day, and am just searching for 'friends' who like what I like basically I guess ;).
I am attracted to vamps the way the ocean is to the moon...
Does that make Me odd?? So be it then.
Any takers?? ;)
(Just to clarify- even though I am enthralled by vamps, I DO NOT in any way desire to 'become' one, or to be 'turned'. I have enough difficulties without adding more! And besides, I know that thats not how it works!
I just like the company...nothing more, nothing less)
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You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
?? Which Mythical Creature Are You ??
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OTHER PROFILES
Anyway, you can see more about me on a couple of different sites.
www.gothicmatch.com/goddessworshiper1
www.myspace.com/goddessworshiper1
So, till next time...
Bites & Bloody Kisses From Hell,
~Lex
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You're like a Dark Unicorn!Take this 
