I never really know what to describe in my life that could be so flattering to myself. I am 19 years old. I have been in foster homes, and I've been kicked out of 6 schools. I've been into detox, I've been arrested. I've squated in abandoned houses and cold warehouses.
I've cheated on someone special in the past. I've stolen and let someone else take the fall. I've purposely hurt people to get my way. Despite all of my own regrets and faults, I still believe myself to be a loving and good person. I'm thoughtful, fun to be around, and a loyal person.
I am a Pansexual woman which means I love men, women, cross dressers.. trans, and I am not ashamed of my sexuality nor am I ashamed of my past, current or future partners.
I practice BDSM on a day to day basis, currently I am trying to perfect my Shibari on a female slave known as Darla. My sweet little slave. My favorite BDSM past times are; play piercing, objectification, blood play, forced femme and humiliation.
I am a slave to all music. I don't single out any genres, whatever mood I'm in will determine the music I play. Although I do download music and torrents, I still try to buy the CD as well. It's just a responsible thing to do I feel.
I like to spend a lot of time at home so I manage to make time to write often or whenever I please, I've been using the journal here on Vampire Rave, it's awesome to use. Thank you Cancer and VR. I will make a donation soon enough. =]
My BDSM Lifestyle;
I identify myself as a Switch, for those of you who don't know what that is; this means I can either be Dominant or submissive. For the last little while, it hasn't been playing the largest role in my life but I am slowly altaring this. I have about two years of experience. Most of which was serving as a submissive to a couple.
That is also another thing, dealing with couples is like first nature to me. Only recently have I been trying the whole monogamous thing, and let me tell you.. it hasn't been working out that great, but that changed. Such is life.
Anyway, I have lots of interests that range from light bondage and blindfolds to straight jackets and hoods. I also have a fascination with pain, but pain sluts are ridiculously tough to find so I don't make that a requirement for my subs.
I have one female slave named Darla but she's been a busy bee with school, which of course I understand.. she's my favorite pain slut. and now I have a new submissive and his name is Joshua. He is a good boy, he is my first money slave. He spends his money on all kinds of neat things we use during sessions. He is a good boy but still needs to be disciplined!
Of course I don't have sexual intercourse with my slaves though, BDSM is sometimes just a beautiful and intimate act of trust.. a release that's different for us all. That adrenaline rush that waits within me and when I practice BDSM; I feel it.
Likes;
Sissy boys, lightning storms, dacryphilia, weed, mushrooms, salvia.. 30x and 40x. Lying in the grass, camping, hiking in the dark.. exploring cities and landscapes at night, daydream about all my greed.
Dislikes;
Dirty bongs, stupid kids, annoying speeches, loud mouth obnoxious people, spoilt rotten rich kids.. the list goes on and on. Meh..
