"I am the punishment of god...if you had not committed great sins, God would have not sent a punishment like me upon you." ghengis kahn...
hey everyone who reads this. i'm new to vr.. just wanted to share myself with the world... i was born in Texas. Grew up in Arizona and forced to move to ind. with my job i work for a roofing company called cedar built. my favorite thing to do is cage fighting, i'm a natural born brawler. i grew up with a rough childhood. my dad was a marine, grew up to quick when my brother and i got that age he bailed on us and my mother who is very sick. we take care of her everyday.
i'm simple... i don't fuck with fake people so if you are get the fuck off my profile... i'm straight up, honest, i set a standard of not to be fucked with no matter who you are, you step to me it will turn into a blood bath... but anyways i'm a very nice person hahaha and have fun exploring threw my profile :D
I was going to be a father.... but unfortunitly the girl i was with killed my baby had a miss carage... she couldn't handle the preasure of being a mother... i thought the same for a sec but knew we could handle it and i was excited... i bragged every day about it. until i got a call from the hospital when i was at work.. i ran out on my job. trust me when you take away any parents kids, you have truly given them nothing to live for... i'm 5'11 sandy blohnde hair physically fit. i have seven tattoos two on my wrists for my son and on my right wrist also has flames going up my arm representing my kid. i have ftw on my chest cause i hate this world and it only takes me two mins of a persons presents to know if i hate them or not... o and i hate the government. hahaha lol. i have a cross with virtus on my arm... one of them drunk nights and SEMPER FI on my back cuzz my dad was one even thow i hate the piece of shit hes still my father... my hobbys are writting, readiing, sketching. i plan to pursue my opurtunities in tattooing as a career... i play guitar alot... love music .. heavy metal dun dun dun.. lol... basically not your average guy i'm wierd different and i like it that way... i dnt change for anyway so if you try to...go fuck yourself... and if anyone has a problem with my profile just shut your mouth dnt judge and you won't be judged thanx.....
my favorite bands?.... whitechapel, chelsea grin, texas in july, bring methe horizon, suicide silence...
favorite food? dnt really know...
favorite color/colors? red, black.
do you drink? yes sometimes...
fav. sport? ufc.
do you play in a band? yes... i play lead guitarist, vocalist.
have you ever done drugs? yes not gonna say how many times...
have any pets? yes, i have full blood mastives, they are my hounds of hell..
how many fights have you lost in you career of cage fighting? i have lost three out of fifteen so far.
what's your bands name? WHEN CHAOS N TRAGEDY STRIKES...
are you a nice person? when i want to be.. but yes i am..
what do you care bout the most? my nease, she is my world and my family.
what's the worst thing that has happened to you? crazy ass bitch took my son away from me...
do you ever miss anyone? hell no. except my son.
do you want to answer anymore of these questions? no...
do you wish you cld take bck mistakes you have made in life? no.... cuz i wld have never learned what life truly is...
you dnt understand me you prolly never will which is okay alot of people don't. i dnt fuck with drama so leave me out of it, unless someone is dieing or bleeding...
i can be perverted at my moments to make someone laugh make sure there not uncomfortable and make them feel like they belong...
i really hate liars... so if you choose to lie to me dnt let me find out or i will tell you go fuck yourself and most likely never speak to you again....
if anyone needs tattoo please let me know i just started... but i was born an artist... so contact me if you want...
the picture of the hounds of hell was actually supposed to be a sketch of my mastives... i wanted them to look a lil more evil, dark, but i think i cld have done a better job than what i did... and the sketch with the skulls and flowers that is all on my nightstand where i stash my sketches and decerated it last halloween i have a wierd looking lamp but i didnt put it in the sketch lol...
This is the sonnet of the wretched
Can you hear their screams?
Your prayers won't be heard
They will rise
When daylight dies they come and bring an abrupt end to your sinful life
There's nothing you can do to stop them now, it's too late
Just run and hide and hope they will never find you until it's over and they're gone
You think this is hell? You don't know the half of it,
And this is just the beginning of the end for you
There's nothing sacred here, Everything you once loved has been defiled
There's only pain, and sorrow
They bring the end
And there's nothing that can save you from this cruel fate
But it's your fault, it is you that brought them
They felt the presence of your blackened heart
And smelt the stench of your abject existence
They've come to cleanse your soul of it's affliction
You can't repent because it's far too late
Just wait until they have you in their grasp
Now you will feel what it's like to be in hell
And your only company will be the horde
This is now the end your soul is cleansed your mouth is stitched your eyes are blind
And your blackened heart ceases to beat anymore,
Now they have gone. Disappeared without a trace.
This is the sonnet of the wretched
Did you hear their screams?
Your prayers were not heard
They have cleansed all sin and evil
Lay to rest
Breathe!
Lies!
Useless waste of human flesh,
Fucking everything you see.
Body like an hourglass,
Your're just like a succubus.
No! I will not fall victim to your disease,
Or your hideous vagina trap.
Like fucking a malady filled
With gangrenous wounds.
No! I will not fall victim to your disease,
Or your hideous vagina trap.
Like fucking a malady,
I want nothing to do with you.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/chelsea_grin/crewcabanger.html ]
Love is dead,
Instead you'd rather give head.
Love is dead,
Instead you'd rather give head.
You stupid trick, I will end this!
You stupid trick, I will end this!
You stupid trick, I will end this!
You stupid trick, Your life is meaningless.
"Hit the lights, it's, boner time!"
Oh!
Love is dead.
Instead you'd rather give head.
Love is dead.
Instead you'd rather give head.
Hit the lights, it's boner time.
Useless waste of human flesh.
I will end this.
6 a.m. Christmas morning.
No shadows,
No reflections here.
Lying cheek to cheek
In your cold embrace.
So soft and so tragic
As a slaughterhouse.
You press the knife
Against your heart.
And say,
"I love you, so much you must kill me now."
I love you
So much
You must kill me now.
If I was your vampire,
Certain as the moon,
Instead of killing time,
We'll have each other
Until the sun.
If I was your vampire,
Death waits for no one.
Hold my hands
Across your face,
Because I think
Our time has come.
Digging your smile apart
With my spade-tounge.
The hole is where the heart is.
We built this tomb together,
And I won't fill it alone.
Beyond the pale
Everything is black,
No turning back.
If I was your vampire,
Certain as the moon,
Instead of killing time,
We'll have each other
Until the sun.
If I was your vampire,
Death waits for no one.
Hold my hands
Across your face,
Because I think
Our time has come
Blood-stained sheets
In the shape of your heart,
This is where it starts...
Blood-stained sheets
In the shape of your heart,
This is where it starts.
This is where it will end.
Here comes the moon again.
6:19 and I know I'm ready
Drive me off the mountain.
You'll burn,
I'll eat your ashes.
The impossible wheels seducing
Our corpse.
If I was your vampire,
Certain as the moon,
Instead of killing time,
We'll have each other
Until the sun.
If I was your vampire
Death waits for no one.
Hold my hands
Across your face
Because I think
Our time has come.
Beyond the pale
Everything is black
No turning back.
Beyond the pale
Everything's black
No turning back.
This is where it starts.
This is where it will end.
Here comes the moon again.
This is where it starts.
This is where it will end.
Here comes the moon again.
Here comes the moon again
Here comes the moon again
"Redeemer"
The hunger inside given to me, makes me what I am
Always it is calling me, for the blood of man...
They say I cannot be this, I am jaded, hiding from the day
I can't bare, I cannot tame the hunger in me...
Oh, I say I did and always searching, you can't fuck with me
So instead you'll taste my pain
The hunger inside given to me, makes me feel alive
Always out stalking prey, in the dark I hide
Feeling, falling, hating, feel like I am fading, hating LIFE!
They say I cannot be this, I am jaded, hiding from the day
I can't bare, I cannot tame the hunger in me...
Oh, I say I did and always searching, you can't feck with fate
So instead you'll taste my pain
You say your life I'm taking, always bothering me, I can't take this anymore,
I'm failing, always smothering me
You look down on me, hey what you see, take this gift from me, you will soon be ME!
Nothing seems exciting, always the same hiding... hiiiddinggg...
It's haunting me. It's haunting me. It's haunting me. It's haunting me
It's haunting me...
WE WEAR THE MASKS. BY:DUNBAR
WE wear the mask that grins and lies,
It hides our cheeks and shades our eyes,—
This debt we pay to human guile;
With torn and bleeding hearts we smile,
And mouth with myriad subtleties.
Why should the world be over-wise,
In counting all our tears and sighs?
Nay, let them only see us, while
We wear the mask.
We smile, but, O great Christ, our cries
To thee from tortured souls arise.
We sing, but oh the clay is vile
Beneath our feet, and long the mile;
But let the world dream otherwise,
We wear the mask!
i have been alive for as long as i can remember, and i have spent all those years, decades, centuries, searching for the one tht is like me and still havent found her yet...........
