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I'm usually a goofball and don't care what people think about me. If they have a problem with me.......well thats their problem.....not mine! I'm 5'11.....it would be awesome being 6ft (he he he)...... have chin length red hair with drak brown roots(it kind of reminds me of fire for hair...ha ha ha), hazel eyes (and sometimes they change colors) and white with a bunch of freakles. Its fun to have sugar highs...it seems to freak out people when I have one(LOL). I don't do drugs, or smoke.....in my opinion its bad for you. But I drink sometimes(thats always fun too!). I am the cat piper in my house...... 2 black cats (Trinety and Salem), calico (Jasmine), grey cat(Ninja) and 1 black/gray/white tabby (Itty Bitty). Some of my favorite colors blood red and black which represent blood and death.....which are some of my favorite things.......some of my friends call me Vanica....which means Lady of Pain..... in celtic.....or sometimes they just call me Red... i'm also an earth sign......or a taurus so beware.......ha ha ha......

*****MOVIES*****
Edward Scissorhands
Pirates of the Caribbean
Van Helsing
UnderWorld
The Lost Boys
Queen of the Damned
The Fast and the Furious
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The Harry Potter series
The Craft
The Nightmare Before Christmas
Corpse Bride
Hocus Pocus
The Witches
Labyrinth
Blue Collar Comedy Tour
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*****MUSIC*****

Rob Zombie
God Smack
Likin Park
Three Days Grace
Lamb of God
Korn
Avril Lavigne
Evanescence
Disturbed
3 Doors Down
ICP
Twiztid
Marilyn Manson
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I like to sew or do crafts and here are a few things I have done…

- prom dresses
- teddy bears
- blankets
- made latch hook rugs into pillows
- capes
- tissue boxes
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In my free time I like to…

- hang out with friends
- go see movies
- surf the internet (if I can get on at my house)
- swimming
- play pool…..I’m pretty decent at it
- go bowling…..my limit is 2 to 3 games (after that I get worse) LOL
- rollerblading at the skate park (sometimes)
- cruise around in my jeep or go 4-wheelin in it
- read fiction novels like the Harry Potter series and The Chronicles of Narnia
- watch cartoons like Family Guy, Futurama, The Simpsons, Invader Zim……
- singing…..but not for people to hear except in choir
- LOVE to go clubbing or dancing at clubs
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Here are some poems I wrote..........


Souls of the Dark...............

The darkness hides my cries
From these sadden eyes
For these times are sad
And lost all that I had
There is no one to hear the cries of the lost souls in the dark
There is no sign of marks
My insides want to die
But still I sit here day by day and listen to people lie
This darkness I call my home
And I don’t feel alone
Hiding tears that fall
The ones I don’t want anyone seeing at all
The last souls share my pain
In this never ending rain



Shadows.............

I sit here in the dark of the night
No sightings of light
Moving mysteriously
Creeping around the corners of the walls
And the creaking halls
Eyes pierce through the darkness
Feeling of being watched
But there is no one there
There is violence brewing in the air
You lay unknowing what’s going to happen
Feel fear upon the night
There is no one to comfort you
The loved have gone into the shadows of the dark
They have turned against you in the dark
And it left its mark



The Unliving..................

It seems no time has passed
But centuries have gone by just like that
The decaying church there it sits
The shadow towers over past souls
Creatures are hidden there
With glowing eyes they watch
Fragile things are scarce
They crave of taking life
Instead of things that crawl
The dreadful terror came upon the night
And it was out of sight
To hear screams are sweet to the ear
I swoop down on innocent victims
The taste of blood is so sweet
It’s so sweet it’s bitter to the teeth
When blood starts running down those rosy cheeks
Realizing what just has been done
When there is nothing left inside
But still I crave
The red hunger inside
Dead bodies lay on the floor
Scratching at the door
Their ending lives
There are cries of no more
Wind softly touches bodies long forgotten



Seeing Angel Appear.................

Eyes filled with blood
Blood stains the taste
Feeling of invincible
Unlimited power
Except to the light of day
No power can over come me
Millions of lifeless bodies on the ground
There are still faint cries
Changing form of unnoticeable
Wind touches their faces ever so slightly
Came with a slight stir
But not cared
You see an angel appear
But not from above
You want to scream and run away
But you can’t
I have control
You have changed your mind
You want to stay
Your life is meaningless to me
There is something about you
I can not touch
There are no words to be spoken



Tortured Souls..........

There is nothing to live for
When being compared to everyone
Your worthless
Not valued
Tears fall down soft white cheeks
Eyes are redden
All they can do is criticize you
On your faults
Always being put down
Hardly praised
Your always judged by how good you do
Not what you do
Even if its for the good of man
There is no point
If there’s misery in your life
The heart aches
Just sorrow, pain and suffering
No happiness left
To fill this empty vessel
All your heart wants to scream
Is kill me now
No reason to be happy anymore
Why should people care
If you suffer alone
Everyone is trying to make their life perfect
But screw up others
Hurts to breathe
You leave this world with painful suffering
Person decides to help you
But its to late
There lay a lifeless body
You bend down to touch
Soft but cold as ice
What poor tortured soul