[*Recreate Me*]
ok well im jess... you average teenage dirtbag... im not very good with profiles... i dont like myself very much so itll all be negative.. hmm.... i love rock music and metal all kinds of stuff...cant stand rap!... i have no label im just me and if you dont like it then fuck you!...um... i can be pretty friendly it depends on if i like you or not.. i love peircings and tattoos...and fire cant forget that...im infatuated with dragons...got them all over my room... they relate to fire...*whoa fire*.....i tend to get majorly depressed of like 60% of the day.. sometimes longer depends on if people add more fuel to the fire...which usually someone always does.i hate most of the human race.. all we know how to do is destroy what we have,take advantage of it, and ruin everything... i like guys that are alot like me.. its better when you have things in common and agree on shit lol.. ive only found maybe 3 of them... and yea lets not get into that..it upsets me....hmm.. i hope to one day to lead a long trail of mass destruction... (not goin into details)... just one big thing to wipe out all the fuckin basterds in the world.. i have problems i no...but get the fuck over it cuz im sure most of you out there arent fuckin perfect either lol... i speek my mind and im not afraid of what people will say back to me.. hmm...i hate when people judge me ...expecially if they dont even no me.. so all you people that judge me.. fuck you and get a life... your worthless and i hope you get hit my a fed ex truck and die... i cant stand liers....if you lie to me and i find out i will never forgive you.. i cant stand being lied to... unless its for a good cause and you eventually tell me the truth.. other then that... i dont like you... i love my friends to death.. i wouldnt be here today without them... with all the shit goin on.. i thank all of them for being there and i love them with all the peices of my heart....i hate people that are fake and think there the best damn thing known to man.. all you people can go hang yourselves from a telephone pole!...i love to party... thats what i do best ;) i love alcohol..i get drunk like every night...gets rid of reality for a bit... lol... well thats bout it ill update as i go.. but im lazy so i prolly wont lol... hope you enjoyed reading all of that useless information about me...
....my flesh my bones my blood
they hold my hate ,my pain,
they hold my hate, my love
just take my breath and walk away....
xSkin to Skin..
Blood and Bone..
Your all by yourself,
but your not alone
you wanted in,
and now your here
driven by hate..
consumed by fear...
**dead girls cant say NO**
**these lines uopn my wrists are to prove that i exist...**
[if you listen..listen close...*beat by beat*..you can hear when my heart stops. i saved the peices when it broke and ground them all to dust]
>just hopin for the best, just hopin nothing happends, a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins, i will never ask if you dont ever tell me, i no you well enough to know you'll never love me"what are your cuts like?"
deep-ish cutting.
ok, these cuts usually lead to worse self-harm...as after you get used to the pain...you want to feel more, leading onto greater things. you dont do it for attention, other wise you would probly wouldnt do them as bad. mabye your like me and like to feel the pain and see the blood drip down your arm, you want to feel alive.may also be sucidal.
am i living to die..?..or dieing to live..??
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my little buddy :-P
*Cold was my soul untold was the pain*
.....its plain to see that everything i am is not everything you need.....
*She is not scared to die..best things in life drive her to cry*
*sweet razor wound, deep down slice my groove*
*I could live a little better with the myths and the lies,
When the darkness broke in, I just broke down and cried.
I could live a little in a wider line,
When the change is gone, when the urge is gone,
To lose control. When here we come.*
*** As a dreaming child I awaken to a nightmare...
.... After a gentle nudge...
.... I find out you're gone...***
As morphine tears through deadened veins...
...I'm numbing in these days
*I've slept so long without you*
*the darkest nights, the coldest days, the longest hours...could never change how much i love you*
