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Hey, Somehow you have gotten to my page. Was it by accident? Coincedince? Maybe your here on purpose. Well whatever the reason you are here now so the fates must have willed it so. I love all dark things having to do with witches, ravens, wizards, vampires, werewolves, faries, elves. and other such beings. http://s4.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=35796 Love the moon and love the sea. I love fireplaces and I love to just lie on the ground and watch the clouds go by. I am nothing but a dreamer, a wonderer and a helpless romantic. The bigest thing right now in my life is GOD. It will always be. Right now in the world though there are a lot of misconceptions about christians. I can tell you right now I am nothing like them! I respect all people and do not in any way force them in to my ways of thinking. They have their own minds and should be able to make it up on what they feel is right. I'd like to give shout outs to these people for helping me to find myself (in a sense) lol Jason- thanks for coming all those years. When I was small I thought you were the coolest and I still do! I love you bud and I wish you happiness in your marriage and support you 100% in this war. You never leave my prayer. Deborah- You are like a mother to me. You have taught me so much and made me see things I didn't even realise. You were a blessing heaven sent. Travis- You are something else man. You have taken my old worn out beliefs and made them new and fun. Like the energizer bunnie you have reved my spirit up. Buck- The coolest preacher anywhere! You know how to have fun but at the same time know what you are are talking about. lol Txs for always being the cool guy you are. Alex- Hands down the most inspirational guy I know! You are so young yet so well versed and spiritual. You are my hero and I strive to be more like you evrey day! Vickey- i admire you beacause of where you have come from. You have shown me that anyone can change and to not give up on people. Mike- The most couragouse man in all the world! Not afraid to stand for what you believe in! I wish one day to posses at least half of your courage. Carrie- The sweetest person I know. Thank you for teaching me when I was small and continuing to push me even though we are miles apart. I love to read books of fiction. Not that I dont read nonfiction because I do. It's just I find these books more interesting. Fav authors- Eion Colfer, J.K. Rowling, Dan Brown, Holly Black, kazuki takahashi, Nobuhiro Watsuki, Yoshiki Nakamura, Taeko Watanabe, Yuu Watase, Mitsuba Takanashi, Matsuri Hino, D.J. MacHale. Also I love to write Fanfictions and write poetry. They are my way of exscaping the world when I feel sad or lonley or depressed. Sometimes I can onley exspress what I want to say through paper or on a keyboard. It's just the human in me that gets the words all jumbled up outside my head when I try to explain it. My works are by far not perfect and I am still learning the art of writing. My grammar Is horrible so please look over it. My lack of patience causes me to mispell loads of words. One day I will overcome this though (hopefully). I believe that dreams are ways of comunicating the obvious that we dont see in evreyday life. It's like a way of telling our minds whats up with the way we feel or what is to come. I also love to run and enjoy the beauty of being one with my surroundings. I love to play soccer and am thinking of taking up tennis. If you have any tips for me then please dont hold back on telling me ;) I love anime and manga along with videogames: mostly rpgs though. Right now in my life I think I will strive to earn my wings as a videogame designer and see how that goes. Examples- Witch Hunter Robin, Wolves rain, Vampire Knight, yu-gi-oh (my very first lol) godchild, Inuyasha, one piece, naruto, ruroni kenshin, full moon, Kaze hikari, crimson hero, full metal alchemist, cobooy bebop, and so many more! (I practacly live off of adult swim and shojo beat) Resident evils, mario (classic), banjo kazoie, harvest moon, Devil May Cry, Tales of Sympohnia, Kingdom Hearts, Septerrra Core. Though some consider me to be a cross between gothic/punk/geek/emo I say TO HELL WITH THAT. I don't classify myself and I dont put myself under a lable. I admire those who choose the lifestyle of either one of these and truly look up to them. *HUGS* TOTAL! give darkfarie more *HUGS* Get hugs of your own I have come to find that if you put to much into what people think of you then you loose what really makes you unique. Evreyone Is diffrent and should be praised for it. Anyone who thinks we all should be the same is just asking for a boring world. But if i absolutly had to clasify myself then i would have to say I have the characteristics of a emo/punk. I adore music of pretty much all types! but mostly punk. Music is the gateway to the soul and sometimes even medicine. A natural cure for depression. It can rev you up or bring you down. Fav bands- THE USED!!!!! M.C.R.!!!! Senses Fail, Slipknot, Coheed and Cambria, From First to Last, The Starting Line, A Perfect Circle, Fall out boy, Trapt, Good Charlot (before hillary duff), Simple Plan, The Killers, Evanessencce, Skillet, Cradle of Filth, Aiden, Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, Armour For Sleep, 30 Second from Mars, ect ect ect. I like to stay calm and be at peace with my surrondings. I'm into yoga and ti-chi to find "inner balance" I also do tumbling. I just wish I could get up the courage to actually do a backbendhandspring. My symbol is the yin-yang because it means balance and harmony. The exact thing I strive for in life. I hate disturbances of any kind and I hate drama. Im a vegan and I care very much for all animals and the invironment. It's sad but I dont like to kill anything even if it is for a better purpose. I love my friends, they are a mix of evreything you could think off. They have been there with me through many things and for that I feel as if i owe them the world! Right now though I have three main friends. Friends that understand me, love me for who I am, dont annoy me and most of all really care. They know who they are and I owe them evreything. I Love my family and I would do all I could for them. They are what keeps me going most of the time. Sometimes they cause me great pain but inside my heart I know that I could never really hate them. I always forgive and forget the little tussles we have. That is what families do! Unconditional love for one another. Things I want- A tat of a yin-yang with four dragons circling it. One for water, wind, fire, and earth It symbolises my family because my sis's element is fire, my bro's is water, my mom's is wind, and my dad's is earth. lol very balanced family. A piercing in my lip A pircing in my eyebrow Tickets to go see the warped tour ;) Blue or purple dye to highlight my hair a boyfriend maybe ;) ~~~~~~~~~~~ They say they love you You're sure that they do They treat you so kindly Like you want them to They hold you so close like they want you there But when you're not they don't really care They say all those sweet things Like there from the heart You just don't realise they're tearing you apart It seems so special when they gently stroke your hair But if it weren't you, another would be there You want to believe it deep down inside That they really care and will be by your side But really you know it, all boys are the same They take any girl, it's just part of their game ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~*Untitled*~ Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there, I do not sleep I am the thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints upon the snow I am the sunlight on ripened grain And I am the gentle autumn rain When you awaken in the morning hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight I am the soft star that shines at night Do not stand at my grave and cry I am not there I did not die ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Did you ever really like a guy And know he didn't care? Did you ever try to talk to him But he pretends that you're not there Did you ever really like a guy And know he didn't feel the same? Did you ever hope he'd be the one Who'd one day change your name? Did you ever wish upon a star That he'd look into your eyes? Did you ever wish He'd say he loves you More than any other guy? Did you know that it wouldn't happen? That there's no way it could Ever come true? Did you ever think it's so unfair No-one could love him More than you Did you ever feel the same as me And hope he'd understand? Did you ever hope he'd Change his mind, And one day Be your man? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A poem I have written. THE REALM OF SHADOW ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Lost Beyond a time Beyond a place Trapped inside A world of lies Deceit runs ramped Fuelled by hate The murder of the masses Decided by the forgotten Spared by the light Extorted by the shadows Raped by the moon To the earth The stars do kiss To make up for the lost Take away the pain Crimson warmth Cover the flesh Bind the heart Find the soul What does your birth month reveal about you? March Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody. Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
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