Hey my name is Heidi. I go to Massasoit Community College. I listen to rock and metal music mostly, but I like them all. I love tattoos and piercings. I have 7 piercings now but no tattoos. More of each will come soon I hope. My boyfriend is the best person in the world and he means everything to me. He is not only my boyfriend, but he is my best friend and i would die for him.
Music: The Used, Accurate Enemy, Underminded, From Autumn to Ashes, Otep, Killswitch Engage, Marilyn Manson, Lamb of God, Haste the Day, Norma Jean, Bleeding Through, Atreyu, Posion the Well, Blink 182, Angels and Airwaves, Three Days Grace, Godsmack, Underoath, Green Day, Silverstein, Finch, Linkin Park, Eighteen Visions, Taking Back Sunday, Thursday, Powerman 5000, System Of A Down, Shinedown, Armor For Sleep, Every Time I Die, From First to Last, HIM, It Dies Today, Mudvayne, Rise Against, Lacuna Coil, Shadows Fall, The Vandals, Trapt, Chevelle, Saliva, Sum 41, Trivium, Taproot, Avenge Sevenfold, Breaking Benjamin, Manntis, AFI, Bleed the Dream, Adair, Motley Crue, G&R, 10 Years,Nirvana, Rob Zombie, Slipknot, Sublime, NFG, NIN, Chimara, CKY, The Bled, Tool, KORN, All That Remains, Metallica, Disturbed, Bury Your Dead, Staind, Static-X, Seether, Most Precious Blood, Unearth, there are so many more that I listen to but I can't think of them all now.
Movies: The Hills Have Eyes, Underworld, Underworld: Evolution, Running Scared, Four Brothers, Dawn of the Dead, Saw, Saw 2, Ladder 49, Euro Trip, The Crow, Final Destination , Final Destination 2,Final Destination 3, The Breed, The Forsaken, South Park: the Movie, American History X, 40 Year Old Virgin, History of Violance, Stigmata, War of the Worlds, Sin City. I watch all kinds of movies.
I'm not really a gothic person, I'm not a prep, I'm not a punk, I'm not emo, or a skater, I'm not really anything. I wear what I want and how I want to and sorry if you don't like it, thats just how I am.
I can be a very nice person but I can become the biggest bitch you will ever meet if you mess with people that are close to my heart.
I Caught Fire (In Your Eyes)"
Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been
Maybe you and me
So kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin
(I'm melting, I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Now
Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love
I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
(Stay with me lay with me now)
You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
Take my hand
We could take our heads off
stay in bed just make love that's all
Just stay with me now
I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me lay with me
(Stay with me, lay with me)
In your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes (I'm melting in your eyes)
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes
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Come Clarity
Rushing through thirty
Getting older every day... by two
Drawing pictures of innocent times
Can you add color... inside these lines?
[Chorus x2:]
I want you to lead me
Take me somewhere
Don't want to live
In a dream... one more day
Sure it would change my perspective
I'm certain I would change today
I'm certain it would change our ways
Would things fall into place?
I want you to lead me
Take me somewhere
Just don't want to live
In a dream one more day [x2]
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"All Around Me"
My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you
This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you
I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place
The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you
I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you
I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you owe me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed
All I Ask Of You
No more talk of darkness,
forget these wide-eyed fears;
I'm here, nothing can harm you,
my words will warm
and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry
your tears;
I'm here, with you, beside you,
to
guard you and to guide you.
Say
you'll love me ev'ry waking moment;
turn my head
with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you now and
always;
promise me that all you say is true,
that's all I ask of you.
Let me be
your shelter,
let me be your light;
you're safe,
no one will find you,
your fears are far behind you.
All I want is freedom,
a world with
no more night;
and you, always beside me,
to hold me
and to hide me.
Then say you'll share
with me one love, one lifetime;
let me lead you from you
solitude.
Say you need me with you, here beside you,
anywhere you go, let me go too,
that's all I ask of
you.
Say you'll share with me one
love, one lifetime.
Say the word and I will follow you.
Share each day with me, each night, each
morning.
Say you love me...
You know I do.
Love me,
that's all I ask of you.
Anywhere you go let me
go too
Love me...
that's all I ask of
you.
Her Portrait In Black
Hold your breath quiet now dont say a word
You could run (but) it wont do any good
Prayers forsaken when you lose faith inside
It's not time to die
Your life
Is it a lie
When you get what your looking for
Your craves subside
Or will you crawl into
A casket
An early tomb
Lay down and give up inside
She'd rather die
When you fall
So spent from emotion
She is what
Brings you to your feet
Where challenges lie
On the verge of destruction
She pulls you back
And she gives you wings
(death wont hold you as tight as she will)
Can you feel her
burning through your veins
She will always live forever
(Can you bear the burden?)
Can you feel her
burning through your veins
She will always live forever
(Can you bear the burden?)
[verse 3]
you'll turn your back, you'll patronize
She's pleading
You will question your every want
She's bleeding out
She's bleeding out
She's bleeding out
Death won't hold you as tight as she will
Can you feel her burning through your veins
She will always live forever
( Can you bear the burden? )
Can you feel her burning through your veins
She will always live forever
[Guitar Solo]
She's bleeding out
She's bleeding out
She's bleeding out
[heart beat gradually slows]
Death won't hold you as tight as she will
Can you feel her burning through your veins
She will always live forever
(Can you bear the burden?)
Can you feel her burning through your veins
She will always live forever
(Can you bear the burden?)
Can you feel her burning through your veins
She will always live forever
(Can you bear the burden?)
Can you feel her burning through your veins
She will always live forever
(Can you bear the burden)
Can you feel her burning through your veins
She will always live forever
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Make Up Your Mind
Make up your mind and I'll make up mine
Don't worry about me, I'll be fine
Those words that you said to me, why wasn't I listening?
I wish I hadn't met you at all, I started thinking
I'll sit back and relax and wait for the morning
We'll wake up, we'll make up and do this for the last time
We'll wake up, we'll make up and do this for the last time
If we break up, we'll wind up losing both of our minds
So wake up, let's make up and do this for the last time
Make up your mind and I'll make up mine
Don't worry about me, I'll be fine
The last time you yelled at me I swore that I heard you say
I wish I hadn't met you at all, I started thinking
I'l sit back and relax and wait for the morning
We'll wake up, we'll make up and do this for the last time
We'll wake up, we'll make up and do this for the last time
If we break up, we'll wind up losing both of our minds
So wake up, let's make up and do this for the last time
When will we make up, will we break up?
Let's wake up, let's wake up, let's wake up
Make up your mind and I'll make up mine
Don't worry about me, I'll be fine
Those words that you said to me, why wasn't I listening?
I wish I hadn't met you at all, I started thinking
We'll wake up, we'll make up and do this for the last time
We'll wake up, we'll make up and do this for the last time
If we break up, we'll wind up losing both of our minds
So wake up, let's make up and do this for the last time
Let's wake up, let's make up and do this
for the last time
If we break up, we'll wind up losing both of our minds
Let's wake up, let's make up
Last Night
I remember all the time you spent with me
It broke my heart to see you go
And I remember those times that you were there for me
And I remember the drive home
[Chorus]
Last night
I forgot to tell you
Last night you had to die alone
I remember always looking up to you
But you were never looking down
And I remember that warm September afternoon
And I remember all the sounds
[Chorus]
Last night
I forgot to tell you
Last night you had to die alone
Last night
I forgot to tell you
Last night I didn't want to say goodbye
You meant the world to me
And I know that we will be together in the end forever baby
Yeah forever baby
I'm feeling alone now
More than I've ever been
I just want to feel you in my arms again
[Chorus]
Last night
I forgot to tell you
Last night you had to die alone
Last night
I forgot to tell you
Last night I didn't want to say goodbye
Pretty Suicide
Three days gone by in the desert
I've broken down on the side of the road
The cars drive by and the dust starts rolling
Will I ever find my way back home?
Damn
Beaten down
I can't stand up now
I see it all flash before my eyes
Beaten down can I give up?
Cos it's only three more days till I die
[Chorus]
I'm highway bound for another pretty suicide
I'm highway bound and I don't know where I'm going
I see a face but I can't decide now if it's real or just in my mind
I see a face and he says with a smile
"Welcome to hell cos this is where you'll die."
[Chorus]
I'm highway bound for another pretty suicide
I'm highway bound for now
I can drive
I'm highway bound for another pretty suicide
I'm highway bound and I don't know where I'm going
I don't know where I'm going
Bleed
Let me bleed
Now the love is gone so just bury me
Bleed
Yes I'll bleed
Now the love is gone so just bury me
[Chorus]
I'm highway bound for another pretty suicide
I'm highway bound and I don't know where I'm going
Bleed
Let me bleed until there's no life that's left in me
Bleed
Let me bleed
Now the love is gone so just bury me
Bleed
Yes I'll bleed
Now the love is gone so just bury me
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know but I'm going down
"Blue And Yellow"
and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste my time with you
should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste my time with you
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way my hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
[whispering:]
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
Unspoken
And it doesn't matter
how you feel now, anything at all
Seems to be your only way, so vicious
Heavenly apart
When your envy is on a piece of paper
Let me sweetly smile
You're devouring all the crumb
I'm leaving caught up in your lies
You're on any other side
Clawing up my eyes
I'm feeling your arms around me
On the other side
It's time to go
I'm hearing your voice
without words
On the other side
But it doesn't matter
how I feel now, anything at all
Since I've left you with the wrong
impression while I'm still the same
When I turn around and look
at my life, shadows in disguise
but I'm working on
an interruption of hypocrisy
You're an any other side
Clawing up my eyes
I'm feeling your arms around me
On the other side, it's time to go
I'm hearing your voice without words
On the other side
Any other side
Tears Don't Fall
Let's go!
With blood shot eyes, I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone f***ing hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone f***ing hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time
Let's go!
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone f***ing hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Better!
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
My Last Serenade
This revelation is the death of ignorance
Tangled in a state of suffocation
Slave to self righteousness
Damnation is on your lips
From sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution,
From sorrow to serenity, its on your head
This is my last serenade
I feel you as you fall away
This is my last serenade
From yourself you can't run away
It's your choice, point the finger
But it's on your head
Your destination is a choice within yourself
Will you rise or become a slave
To self righteousness
Open up your heart and gaze within
