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Quote: If you don't love yourself first,then no one will
Hi my name is confusedmama and I am new here. I believe that my calling is to be wiccan since I am a newbie I would like to find out more about myself and the world of wicca. I really don't like people who are fake,and try to be something they're not. The only ones I know on this site are Shadowxlycan,and truevamp. I hope to meet more people who are called to be a true wiccan. I am friends with Hauntingthoughts and a few others. I am in a relationship with Shadowxlycan but because of the stress of loosing our daughter to CPS we're pretty much sorta seperated,with the hopes of getting back together. our five month old baby girl Autumn Sky Smyth
was born on st. Patrick's day,03-17-07 at 6:45 a.m. at Devos Childrens Hospital in Grand Rapids MI. our daughter was born with a very mild case of Spina Bifida and so when she was four days old had to have surgery on her lower back to repair her spine. her daddy Shadowxlycan and her are my life and without them in my life I am forever lost. they give me reason and the strength to be able to go on with this miserable life that I seem to be living. I lost my mom when I was 26 and my dad when I was 10. when I met her daddy in GR i knew that he was the one I was meant to be with NO MATTER what the first day I met him and looked in his eyes. I fell in love then and as time went on have fallen much deeper in love since then. I am 29 yrs old and I was born in Kalamazoo MI. as I got older and started loosing loved ones the pain just got worse and I started to get interested in Wicca but till his cousin Truevamp moved in and gave me a Wicca charm I really wasn't to into it. then at night I would fall asleep and I would have these strange dreams where his {shadoxlycan's} sister who's wiccan keeps appearing in my dreams no other wiccan elder ever apears now I am wondering what is up he says his sis and i have a bond.so i joined to not only try and figure out my call in life and more about myself,but to make friends and seek advice.well when i can figure out more to put in I will I am just at a loss right now so i hope u rate me fair as I will do the same for you. Oh one more thing I would lay down my life for my daughter and her daddy shadowxlycan if I ever had to,so ladies thinking of flirting with him don't get your hopes up of a relationship cause this is one confusedmama who has every single intention of doing ANYTHING it takes to win back MY MAN shadowxlycan. see he's my heart and soul so please ladies have a heart and don't try and take him.give a lady a break we just lost our daughter and now we really do need eachother. oh yeah and all u men that may have the idea that I'm on here to date well keep dreaming because I am still with my daughter's daddy {Shadowxlycan} and yes we love eachother so look elswhere if you're looking for a relationship. Like I said I am already happily taken and ladies so is he.My Grandparent's on my dad's side are still living,they live in Kalamazoo.I have two older sister's one who lives somewhere in Florida,and the other in Kalamazoo.all ladies who wish to flirt with Shadowxlycan may do so but he's not interested in a relationship plus he don't believe in long distance relationships.but he is a good friend to have especially when/if u ever need advice.he has a good heart he's just confused right now.as for me and who I am I am still trying to figure that one out. I know that I am a mommy,and a girl friend/fiance,but as to my call in this life to me that is a mystery,one in which I am in search of finding out,while in the process of getting my daughter back home.I have been interested in wicca for yrs but never had the guts to look into it,always afraid of getting ridiculed,made fun of.like I said after my mom died the pain in my life has just gotten sharper,so i decided to do a little research into wicca.
~This profile was done with help from truevamp~
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