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Craving the crimson drops of life
In the darkness is where I hide while I look to the heavens and softly cry, craving something so sweet holding nothing but a bitter drink in my hand, nothing able to help me while I spiral down into the whirlpool of darkness that surrounds me and tries to beat me. I won't let it though...
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Name: Raine
Age: an old soul in a young body
Height: 5'8"
Weight: 150 lbs.
Eyes: I don't have a set color to my eyes, they shift to much. They used to be a green-hazel color, but depending on the side that wishes to come out of me, they change at their own accord.
I am not like most that are around me, thinking about the pathetically mundane things in their life that would drive me up the wall. Who is with who, who is the hot thing right now, what is the hot thing right now, personally, if I had my way I would kick all of their asses out of the window of life and set them in my own personal hell and see how they like it.
I am a pagan, no, not wiccan for I don't follow the three fold path or worship the goddess, I worship the good and bad spirits that fill this world. I am a extremely open minded person, but I will not take kindly to having someone throwing their religion in my face and telling me that if I don't believe in that particular th ing, that I will go to hell. Correction, we are in hell, and Hell itself has many pits in it, weither it is Limbo or Purgatory, or Earth, all is Hell, just a different pit is all.
I have the tendency to come of as a bitch to people when I am not, I am just a very brash person with a big personality. 'Big things come in small packages'. I believe in that because of the things that I have seen.
Because of what I am, I have come to understand many things about myself, like for the fact that I am a living embodiment of two Burdens, Pain and Fear. That is me.
I have also had many past lives and know that my soul is as old as the early beginnings of Ancient Egypt in which I was a well respected Animal Empath.
I do believe in many things, but I don't really feel like putting them up here yet, because I am not even close to completeing this profile and putting all that I want to in here.
I am in a relationship with a guy that I have come to love with all that I am and more, and I refer to him as Andret, and I will probably write about him a lot in my journal on here.
I will post many spells, potions, poetry and short stories on here as well, because I am a writer and because of my religion, I like to try and help people when I can. If you need help with finding something, please, don't hesitate to ask me.
Alas, that will wait for another time. Until then, I will talk my leave and return later to finish this up.
Feel free to comment or get a hold of me if you wish to talk about anything I have listed above.
Until then, till next we meet and may many blessings fall upon you.
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Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.
You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.
Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes
Member Since: | Jul 23, 2005 |
Last Login: | Sep 10, 2005 |
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