bbbchick's Profile at Vampire Rave.

I am now a member of purgatory, something i couldnt be happier with. Zila thought it would piss me off, but in actual fact she did me a favor, anything to get out from the grips of her stupid little coven, hello people there is a world outside of the computer, and being a member of Vampire Rave shouldnt be a full time job, i am now free to use this site as much or as little as i please, And the fact that i dont have to listen to that vindictive sooky bitch any more who is too childish to even cope with is amazing!!!! So thanks Zila, ohh and btw, fuck you! I did once have her blocked, only because i didnt want to deal with her or her neurotic behavior, but in retrospect why?? It kinda hilarious~ like a train wreck waiting to take place, i cant take my eyes off it, entertainment at its finest~

Hello all, and welcome to my world. Allow me to introduce myself - I'm Heather, aka bbbchick. I am a complex individual. Sometimes I ask myself why I am so complex? I dunno, the only thing I figure is that the world is a harsh, unforgiving place, but I believe we were all put here for a reason. My reason - something I'm still unsure of.

I am probably one of the most down to earth people you would ever meet. There are no smoke and mirrors with me. I don't play games. I call it how I see it, and speak the truth, even if i think you don't wanna hear it. I believe that regardless what type of a relationship you are trying to start, whether it is with a male or female, romantic or strictly friends, you should be yourself. No sense pretending and hoping that when finally expose your reals self, you hope for acceptance. That's why I am me 100%!

Life is so ironic to understand fully. It takes sadness to know what is happiness. Noise to silence and a broken heart to find true love.

Vampire rave has opened me up to a whole new world of interesting people, people who aren't afraid to be themselves; who love life and death all in the same. I like that! I am unique - maybe that's a good thing!

I consider myself a funny individual - always ready to crack a joke, put on a happy face, try to brighten someone elses day. Truth be told im just trying to mask the fact that most of my days are spent alone, struggling, and looking forward to the day to end so that I can get up and do it all over again tomorrow.

Dear Lord,

I pray for Wisdom to understand man;

Love to forgive him;

and Patience for his moods.

Because, Lord, if I pray for Strength,

I'll beat him to death.

AMEN

I am a great friend to have, although I dont have many "friends". I kinda stick to myself, maybe because I've learned from past mistakes, and I try not to trust as easy. I count on no one but me, 'cause in the end I am all I really have.

I believe in many things:

- Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

- Life is too short to waste time hating anyone...

- You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

- Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

- When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

- Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

- Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

- Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

- You need to Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

- Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.

- The most important sex organ is the brain.

- Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

- Frame every so-called disaster with these words “In five years, will this matter?”

- Always choose life.

- What other people think of you is none of your business.

- Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

- Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.

- All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

- The best is yet to come.

- Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

- Paranormal is real. What makes us special to think that once we die this is it.

- I believe in fairys. I want to catch them in jam jars.

- Rely on no one but yourself

- You don't have to be in a relationship to be happy!

- Don't let someone elses bad day, be your bad day.

- Every day above ground is a good day!

- When all else fails, just smile, trick your mind into believing things are good!

- I am a BITCH ( Beautiful Individual That Causes Hardons)

I am single. Don't misinterpret that for desperation. I'm single because I choose to be. Seems my whole life I have a magnet on my back that attracts the wrong type of men. My role shouldn't have to be one of "mother" or psychiatrist. I want someone who calls me beautiful instead of hot or sexy, who will lie under the stars and listen to my heart beat, or stay awake just to watch me sleep. I want to be able to go to them hair a mess, no make up and looking atrocious and they still smile and tell me I'm beautiful. I want someone who will hold my hand look into my eyes, and know I'm the one. And, I'm sorry until I find that person, alone I will be. Which is fine, because I don't think I should have to settle for anything less.

I'm a true Sagittarius - have a positive outlook on life, am full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar, enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because our minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. We are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when our hopes are dashed. Our strongly idealistic natures can also suffer many disappointments without being affected. We are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. We are usually on the side of the underdog in society; we will fight for any cause we believe to be just, and are prepared to be rebellious. We balance loyalty with independence.

I live in a small Atlantic Canadian Province, the beautiful Newfoundland. I have never left the rock. One day I would like to explore the world, visit haunted castles, meet new exciting people, and live life. This is my home, I love it here, the friendly people, low crime rate, beautiful rustic scenery, this is who I am, and newfie chicks kick ass!

MY HOMETOWN

Favorite Movies:

Twilight series(all of em), The Notebook, Devils rejects, Thirteen

Favorite Tv Shows:
Paranormal state, Extreme Paranormal, Ghost hunters, Republic OF Doyle (which im in) , Friends, Two and a half Men, The Tudors

Favorite Books:
Lovely Bones, Twilight, New moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, The Notebook, Black and Blue

Favorite Color:
Purple

Children:
Boy -9
Girl -3

Hobbies:
UFC!!!!
Pool
makeup design
cooking
reading
writing
filling my head with useless garbage
Tarot
Crystal/Healing stones
Divination

Fairies