angelofdarkness1977's Profile at Vampire Rave.

5'10, 160 lbs, brown hair, blue eyes.
I like to role play, video games, computers, movies, romance, vampires, and numerous other things.

The stars will cry,
the darkest tears tonight,
as people never learn,
two wrongs won't make a right

I live in the shadows,
unincluded and alone,
Every small harsh glare,
cuts me to the bone.

Stinging echoes,
empty words of hope,
i've long since forgotten
how i managed to cope.

kept pretending i was happy,
your orders i complied,
Your shallow blinded self
Didnt see that i lied.

Self-absorbed and controlling,
Yet at the same time youre controlled,
Your bringing me down,
You wont release your hold.

shivers of sadness rush through me,
as i wipe away a solitary tear,
i dont understand why im hurting
but its all too much to bear.

i wait for the silence,
Only to hate it once more
Invading my senses,
It leaves a message i cant ignore.

I am all alone,
there's no-one coming to claim me,
i am unknown,
To my very own self
and no one understands

Who can free me from this eternal hell?
The world seems to have stopped.
Alone with my despair and hatred,
It seems there is nobody to love.
Nobody who wants to love me.
Nobody who wants to care for,
What am I to them?
I am a useless toy,
thrown out to rot.
For who could ever want me?
How I wish to rot,
to end the pain.
But for I,
there is no death,
no life,
only eternity.

Darker than most with deep and meaningful view of life.
You're smart, and know how to get your way-
sometimes even hurting others.
You can plot and scheme your way through most things but
the reason for your attitude is your differences.
You tend to be alone, and act differently then others-
you be yourself- not just follow the herd.
It is hard to earn your trust, and even harder to keep it-
but its worth it- because yourfriends are forever protected ...
but your enemies are doomed from the start!

What am I that stalks you in the night,
A being of darkness, you couldn’t hope to fight.
We are not strangers you and I,
I am older than you know, but still we all die.
You knew me as a child upon your mother’s knee,
You’ve known me forever but you did not believe.
I’ve lived through and era and I’ll live through more,
I’ve lost all that I love, but I’ve settled my score.
Is it fear which makes your heart to beat so,
I know you’re afraid as no mortal could know,
I can feel your heart; I can hear your breath,
It’s your choice now if I leave you to your death.
You don’t know what I’ve seen, can’t know what I’ve done,
You’re not grateful for blue water, nor for the rising sun.
What things are here now, what else exists,
You’ve lost you see, so why must you resist?
What other monsters hide in the dark,
A crucifix over your door, you think we fear this mark?
I’ll let you live, you don’t have to cry,
You know we’re not so different, nothing wants to die.

No one wants me now
i dont see why
I don't know how
They all say goodbye

I used to be wanted
I used to be loved
But now My soul is taken
From the heavens above

God has cut me down
He no longer needs me
May i say my last words
Then shall he sieze me

I work hard and it comes to be nothing
I tryed to do something nice and hoping it would work
But got turned down and felt like it was done for nothing
Nothing is turning into so something though now that I meet you
The man that I can rely on
a shoulder i can cry on
Some one to tell me who I am
some one to give me hope when I can't coop
You are real I know you are
I can see you, feel you and know you'll always be there for me
I know know there is a reason
for everything, and thats why I am thankful for
everything youv'e given me.

*ultimate myspace survey!*
YOU YOU YOU...
Full Name::	Mark Chamberlin
Nicknames::	angel of darkness
Birthplace::	Seattle, WA
DOB::	6-16-77
Hair Color::	Brown
Eye Color::	Blue
Screenname::	angelofdarkness1977
Favorites...
Color::	black, red, blue
Movie(s)::	vampire ones and action
Song(s)::	I Stand Alone by Godsmack
Band(s)::	alternative music and rock
Day of the year::	Halloween
Food::	dont really have one
Sport::	dont really have one
Store::	dont have one
Actor::	dont have one
Actress::	dont have one
Vacation Spot::	unknown
Season::	summer
Restaurant::	dont have one
Do you prefer...
coke/pepsi::	mountain dew
chocolate/vanilla::	vanilla
dogs/cats::	dogs
1percent/2percent milk::	2% milk
black/white::	either
sing/dance::	both
rock/rap::	rock
Love stuff...
Are you single?:	no, im happily taken
If so, do you have someone in mind?:	not yet
Who?:	?
What personality traits do you look for in the opposite sex?:	someone who can make me happy and not leave
What's the first thing you notice(physically) about them?:	their eyes
Would you prefer a good or bad boy/girl?:	either
Have you kissed someone?:	yes
Have you ever been in love?:	maybe
Have you had your heart broken?:	thousands of times
Other stuff...
Have you gone skinny-dipping?:	yes
Have you ever been out of the country?:	no
Do you believe in god?:	yes
Do you believe in yourself?:	yes
Do you want to get married?:	yes
Do you play any sports?:	no
What was the last phone number you dialed?:	my sisters
Do you have a best friend?:	nope
Have you ever wanted to die?:	yes
Have you seen someone die?:	yes
Have you gone swimming in an ocean?:	yes
Have you ever cried in public?:	no
What is your worst fear?:	get back to you
How long does it take you to shower?:	depends on my mood
What was the last movie you saw in the theater?:	dont remember
What was the last movie you rented?:	dont remember
Do you have a favorite quote?:	dunno
Do you have any regrets?:	i dunno
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Every year I come to the cemetery,
Our journals of love, I do carry.
Three years have passed since my lover's death,
With her own, she took my breath.
Shadows around me move on their own,
I see a face made of sacred stone,
My darling angel, where are you now?
To live this life, I do not know how.
Staring at me is the jilted moon,
Who never had her over which to swoon.
Six centuries shared has turned into six feet,
The wholeness once felt has become incomplete.
I hang my head to weep at our seperation,
To fully experience what is now depression.
As i hang my head, I do not know why,
But I feel eyes staring at me as I cry.
When will the season of winter pass from my heart?
And I know, it is when we are no longer apart.

If you deside you want to chat with me dont be afraid to come into my worlkd and enter the darkness to leave me a message. i would enjoy the conversation *as i slip back inot the darkness awaiting to hear your sweet voice to bring life to this lonely heart which might not be able to be minded*

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