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I have brown hair/bergendy i will be changing it this year, to be bleach blonde on top.. and black and red on the bottom or underbneath what ever goes...im about 5'2 and loving the ppl here....

i wanna be somebody that im not, ya know what i mean, i hate being myself even though other people say theyd rather be me then be themselves, they dont know what i go through and how i feel and how i look at my self, some people call me beautiful and cute, but i dont feel i am.....what is there to do? theres ppl who want me...u know in that kind of way everyone wants to be wanted..but am i being used...do they really want me for me...or are they just looking for a piece of ass...i cant help it though..i love being loved...even if its for that moment...






im so sick and tired of being alone, it hurts, i wanna get out of this world and live my life without everyone judging me all the time. and when my very own mother tells me that im probably going and fucking other people all the time, and im gonna be a hoe when i grow up and im not gonna have a good education, and that im gonna end up working at mcdonalds or some shit, and then i got my best friend, my partner my everything telling me that im probably doing the same thing with guys, i mean what is it with people do they not understand that i dont want to be a hoe, and dont want a reputation like that, it sucks knowing that people think so badly of me and they dont even really know me....ugggh... i want to get out of this world, i want a new life.... i dont really understand ppl...they judge ppl on there looks and not on who they are...and then when someone says something about them....they want to go on a rampage or something...get what im saying...


IM GONNA LEAVE U AT THIS AND MABY SOME OTHER TIME ILL RIGHT MORE. LOVE YALL....TANYA....