I am simply what i am. A gypsy amongst other things. I love to play games though on more then one occasion my games have almost proved deadly to play. Though they did get by with more then a few scratches they lived. Oh well. I live in darkness and it seems i look for someone like me, if not a friend. If not i am lonely and look for someone as a companion or more. I love honesty, lieing only makes things worse. And i can always tell when people lie. Beauty,music,and love are my big weakness and i fall too easily. Once i have love i guard it. Deny me my love and i become something you do not wish to see. I am a fallen angel of love it seems and am put in the darkness as my punishment. But i like it here, so come out and play with me, that is if you do not like the light too much.
I crave the more beautiful things in life, such as art, music and writings. I find that looking and studying such things makes us understand true beauty even more so, not the double standard that society shows us today, what they think beauty should be.
I also believe that everything should be fun. If it does not have the benifit to be such, then it is possible that it is not worth doing.
Well every one has there opinions don't they
Since my awakening i have strived to find someone like me, a fallin angel that seeks love and companion ship over others like or not like them. I had thought i found someone as such a long time ago and found he only wanted to run his blade through my heart and leave me in such pain.
Such a sad story, but it is true, and it did happen. But here i am strong, and strong willed hoping for acceptance by others who has some kind of grasp about who i really am. That is if they don't annoy me first.
In a whole that is me if you wish to know more ask a specific question and i will be sure to try and answer it by updating my profile for you.
Because of so many questions aimed at my direction i must explain my little thing about apologizing to me. Often enough my friends and family say "cat i'm sorry" i just seem to shrug it off and say don't be. They always ask me why. My theory is, is that if you truly love your life and think that it is at it's most wonderful at it's current state then why regret anything you've done. If you regret something you've done in your life, and would go back and change it, it could possibly change the person you are now. I, there fore regret nothing. Simply because i wouldn't change anything i've done to change who i am now. Because i do not regret anything i find no need for anyone else to. There in lies the base to my theory. If i do not regret anything, you shouldn't if you like who you are. If you regret nothing then do not say sorry for something....just learn from it and don't do it again. Do not say sorry to me unless you regret one thing, and that is never meeting me.....I know alot of theory to take in but sai las vies.....oui mon amie? welcome to my world. Once you go in its impossible to come out
i am a writer and musician. i have fun with what i do. if you asked me what music i thrive in i would say old rock and new rock. i play acoustic guitar and electric rock.
but first and foremost i am a lover at heart. and thats what alot of my writings and songs come from.
i love movies. no not chick flicks even though im a girl. i love horror, vampire movies, and more along those lines. i find them interesting how hollywood portrays them with little to no knowledge. oh well they get an e for effort.
scketching, painting drawing. i do them alot in my spare time. i have alot of that now adays it seems purely because as of late my parents dont exactly agree with.....this life style so i do all i can to keep away from them. ah to only be able to say i have parents who embrace it.....ohwell
i am who i am and nothing more. . . .
if you choose to speak with me yet cant accept who i am then please leave your comments to yourself. i have enough problems to deal with without having to put up with people who dont see things the way i do..
id like to say i do not suffere fools, that they simply test my patience, but at times we all find ourselves the fool. but it is true fools do not have that much leway in my world, they will find themselves outcasted or even worse. . .
we are all entitled to our mistakes. . . i myself have made many. . . i understand this. . . but i try not to make too many. . . and only after so many i do not trust nor deal with the person anymore. . .
call me difficult. . hell call me anything you want. . . but i am what i am and nothing more
i guess i look for someone who can make sense of everything i do to them at the end of the day . . deal with all the crazy bull shit i could put them through . . and still say i love you. . . .
i have five peircings and two tattoos, and oh my god do i love tattoos and piercings, i plan on getting more very soon, if you have a tattoo i hope theres a story behind it, i know theres one behind each of mine, and i love talking about them, id love to hear the story, and piercings are just hot lol
welcome to my world, good luck getting out.
