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Zephuriusx



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Open the Box..........

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try and pick the lock........and if you choose....open the door and walk through the Labyrinth of my mind…..


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Zephuriusx is Pronounced: ( Zef er i us )

I am an alter ego of myself, I am an enigma wrapped up in a puzzle with a bow that is a riddle. I am an oxymoron hypocrite that has an open mind. I am a humanist that hates what humans do. I am a mirror that reflects nothing but what I want you to see.....Did I confuse you??.....well with that said.....
I'm an Artist/Writer/Musician...that sides with the darker things in life....but yet can see the lighter things......oh no there I go again with the Yin and Yang.....well I am a Gemini for Demi-Gods sake...LMAO.....




I am 5ft 10 inches, I’m not skinny but a bit slim(there are photos of me). My job helps me maintian my weight..(158 lbs) even though I have a high metabolism. I have a few piercings and tattooes. I plan on getting more Tats. I am a generally nice person at heart but there is a bad side..(as we all do)..that comes out from time to time. I'm not the person that plays games..( if you like games....how about a nice game of chess)......or likes drama or stirs up things just because life is sometimes boring. If I say something I mean it. I am very protective of my friends and family. If someone has a problem with me...bring it up with ME, don't play littles games of telephone or get others to do your "dirty" work for ya. To me that just shows me who you really are...which is a good thing, I do use the DELETE button of life. I love telling stories of my experiences…but yet it is hard for me to open up to people. I have been bruised, mindf**ked, and put back on the shelves, so I will not show you the door to get closer to me…(if that is your choice)…..you will have to find that out on your own.


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I have a beautiful 13 year old daughter that is wise beyond her years that lives with me. I still think to myself..”I must have done something right to be this blessed.” She is my ..”Little Booger”, and my heart. I live with my ex-girlfriend ( not her mother ) because it is stable for my daughters well being and gives her more structure ( it is hard for others to understand….but it is for my daughters sake….so enough said). I live in what I call my cave, my space, my solitude.





I work hard…sometimes harder than my body could take…(I’m a stubborn bastard sometimes)…I enjoy my job…but as with all things….you have your good days, your roll with the punches days….and the…”SHOOT ME NOW!!!” days. I work for a small Land Surveying/Engineering firm as an “instrument handler” …..a “RODMAN”…..you can say…I walk around all day holding my rod. I am on my 8th year working there and I am slowly learning how to be a crew chief..(the transit man).


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I call myself a balanced artist. I write, draw, paint, and play music. I try to space my time to do all but as I do one the others suffer by themselves. To me everything is art and I view things in a creative way. I’m a complicated person and have my own views on things but I have an open mind and listen to others views….I don’t have to agree…or visa versa. I highly believe in Karma as I am a Buddhist......but yet I am tainted and poisoned by my experiences…..what I call the ghosts of the past...……( I have a good friend that calls me the Dark Bodisava….that is because I have a pessimistic side…that creeps up every now and again). I might be hard to get along with for some people....or just the plain opposite. Well you can't please everyone...I am just me. Nothing more, nothing less, and I don't want to be anyone else other than me. Take me for who I am...or just don't bother. I enjoy learning….about people, things, just the process of learning is an addictive pleasure.


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As I being a Vampire, To be blunt and honest, That question has yet to be answered. I always had a fixation with blood. I have tasted my own blood many times from little wounds. I have tasted others blood...and enjoyed it. I don't feel a real need for it but I do get my urges. Maybe it is a fetish thing more than a Vampire. I am in the learning process on that endevour. I also find a sort of kinship with Werewolfs.....the animalistic side....and among other factors. I have in the past...(be it drug induced friends or the way I shape my beard or sideburns...LMAO)...have been called a Werewolf. Just inhancing my knowledge on these questions I have of myself.

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I have a wide range of musical tastes, You'll find that I am partial to the harder stuff.
Some of my favorite Bands:
Alice In Chains
Black Sabbath
Marilyn Manson
Jethro Tull
The Beatles
Iron Maiden
SlipKnot
Mudvayne
Van Halen
Ozzy Osbourne
Queensryche
Metallica
Frank Zappa
......I listen to a lot more but that is a taste.



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Nutshell (by Alice In Chains)

We chase misprinted lies
We face the path of time
And yet I fight
And yet I fight
This battle all alone
No one to cry to
No place to call home

Ooohhhh...ooohhhh...
Ooohhhh...ooohhhh...

My gift of self is raped
My privacy is raked
And yet I find
And yet I find
Repeating in my head
If I cant be my own
Id feel better dead

Ooohhhh...ooohhhh...
Ooohhhh...ooohhhh...


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SKATING AWAY (by Jethro Tull)

Meanwhile back in the year one --- when you belonged to no-one ---
You didn’t stand a chance son, if your pants were undone.
`cause you were bred for humanity and sold to society ---
One day you’ll wake up in the present day ---
A million generations removed from expectations
Of being who you really want to be.
Skating away ---
Skating away ---
Skating away on the thin ice of the new day.

So as you push off from the shore,
Wont you turn your head once more --- and make your peace with everyone?
For those who choose to stay,
Will live just one more day ---
To do the things they should have done.
And as you cross the wilderness, spinning in your emptiness:
You feel you have to pray.
Looking for a sign
That the universal mind (!) has written you into the passion play.

Skating away on the thin ice of the new day.

And as you cross the circle line, the ice-wall creaks behind ---
You’re a rabbit on the run.
And the silver splinters fly in the corner of your eye ---
Shining in the setting sun.
Well, do you ever get the feeling that the stories
Too damn real and in the present tense?
Or that everybody’s on the stage, and it seems like
You’re the only person sitting in the audience?

Skating away on the thin ice of the new day.


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BEFORE I FORGET (by Slipknot)

Go!

Stapled shut, inside and outside would and I'm
Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home
Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm
Catastrophic, not again
I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline
I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene
Catch me upon all your sordid little insurrections,
I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle

Fray the stings
Throw the sheathes
Hold your breath
And listen!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!



I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm
Wiggled like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt
Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions
I've got no right to way, I'm just caught up all the battles

Locked in flesh
Pushed in place
Hold your breath
And listen!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

My end
It justifies my needs
All I have to do is delay
I'm given time to evade
The end of the road is my end
It justifies my needs
All I have to do is delay
I'm haven't time to evade
THE END OF THE ROAD!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
BEFORE I FORGET THAT!

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, OH!


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DETERMINED (by Mudvayne)

GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH

I'm tired of holdin' up the weight,
the weight of the motherfuckin' world.
What I wanted to do, but just can't wait
DO RIGHT NOW !!!
We could start a little fire just to get in the flame
The type that'll blow away.
I'm speakin' of my 15 minutes of fame
Come on now 1 2 3...

GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH

I'm flushing the trust of everyone,
stabbing in the back and thinkin' they can break me.
Set my sight can't die until I'm done
MIND ENDURANCE !!!
Never wanted any more than what I deserve,
better bring it I'm takin' it all.
Fuck an inch 'cause I'm bringin' a mile,
It's on now 1 2 3...

GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH

This fire, is growing, it's burning, deep inside of me.
Focused, driven, certain, the way it's got to be

FIRE, GROWING, BURNING, DEEP INSIDE OF ME !!!
FOCUSED, DRIVEN, CERTAIN, THE WAY IT'S GOT TO BE !!!

CROOKED (No Trust)
LIAR (Conman)
DRUNK WITH (Power)
MENTOR (Taught me everything that I know)

SO WRONG,
WRONG
WRONG
WRONG

1 2 3 !!!

GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH

GO, I'M FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, I'M FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH


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(S)AINT (by Marilyn Manson)

I don't care if your world is ending today
Because I wasn't invited to it anyway
You said I tasted famous so I drew you a heart
But now I'm not an artist, I'm a fucking work of art

I got an F and a C, and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like u

You wanted perfect, you got your perfect
Now I'm too perfect for someone like you
I was a dandy in the ghetto with a snow white smile
But you'll never be as perfect whatever you do

What's my name? What's my name?
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
Hold the S because I am an ain't

What's my name? What's my name?
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
Hold the S because I am an ain't

Ah-ah, Ah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I am bone top, a death set, on a mop stick
You infected me to diamonds, I took all your shit
Your sell-by-date expired so you had to be sold
I'm a suffer-genius and then a sex symbol

You wanted perfect, you got your perfect
Now I'm too perfect for someone like you
I was a dandy in the ghetto with a snow white smile
But you'll never be as perfect whatever you do

What's my name? What's my name?
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
Hold the S because I am an ain't

What's my name? What's my name?
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
Hold the S because I am an ain't

Ah-ah, Ah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I got an F and a C, and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is u

I got an F and a C, and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like u

I got an F and a C, and I got a K too
And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like u

I am the penny in the ghetto with a snow white smile
Super ego-bitch, I've been evil a while

I am a dandy in the ghetto with a snow white smile
Super ego-bitch, I've been evil a while

What's my name? What's my name?
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
Hold the S because I am an ain't

What's my name? What's my name?
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
Hold the S because I am an ain't

What's my name? What's my name?
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
Hold the S because I am an ain't

What's my name? What's my name?
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
Hold the S because I am an ain't


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River Of Deceit (by Mad Season)


At least so the prophet says
I could either burn
Or cut off my pride and buy some time
A head full of lies is the weight
Tied to my waist
The river of deceit pulls down
The only direction we flow is down
Down, oh down
My pain is self-chosen
At least I believe it to be
I could either drown
Or pull off my skin and swim to shore
Now I can grow a beautiful
Shell for all to see
The river of deceit pulls down
The only direction we flow is down
Down, oh down


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SOUL TO SQUEEZE (by Red Hot Chili Peppers)

I’ve got a bad disease
From my brain is where I bleed
Insanity it seems
Its got me by my soul to squeeze

Where’s all the love for me
With all the dying trees I scream
The angels in my dreams yeah
They turn to demons of greed that’s me

Where I go I just don’t know
Vie got to got to gotta take it slow
When I find my piece of mind
I’m gonna give ya some of my good time

Today love smiled on me
It took away my pain say please
Oh let your ride be free
You gotta let it be oh yeah

Where I go I just don’t know
I’ve got to gotta gotta take it slow
When I find my piece of mind
I’m gonna give ya some of my good time

Oh so polite indeed
Well I’ve got everything I need
Oh make my days of greed
And take away my self-destruction

Its bitter baby and its very sweet
I’m on a roller coaster but I’m on my feet
Take me to the river lay me on your shore
Well Ill be comin back baby Ill be comin back for more

Do do do do ding go sing a dong bong go ding ba domba somba nomba cong dong bing
I could not forget but I will not endeavor simple pleasures aren’t as special but I wont regret it never

Where I go I just don’t know
I’ve got to got to gotta take it slow
When I find my piece of mind
I’m gonna give ya some of my good time

Where I go I just don’t know
I might end up somewhere in Mexico
When I find my piece of mind
I’m gonna keep it for the end of time


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RIVENDELL (by Rush)

Sunlight dances through the leaves
Soft winds stir the sighing trees
Lying in the warm grass
Feel the sun upon your face
Elvin songs and endless nights
Sweet wine and soft relaxing lights
Time will never touch you
Here in this enchanted place

You feel there’s something calling you
You’re wanting to return
To where the misty mountains rise and friendly fires burn
A place you can escape the world
Where the dark lord cannot go
Peace of mind and sanctuary by loud waters flow

I’ve traveled now for many miles
It feels so good to see the smiles of
Friends who never left your mind
When you were far away
From the golden light of coming dawn
Till the twilight when the sun is gone
We treasure every season
And every passing day

We feel the coming of a new day
Dark gives way to light a new way
Stop here for a while until the world,
The world calls you away
Yet you know I’ve had the feeling
Standing with my senses reeling
This is the place to grow old till
I reach my final day


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GOODBYE TO ROMANCE (by Ozzy Osbourne)

Yesterday has been and gone
Tomorrow will I find the sun
Or will it rain?
Everybody's having fun
Except me I'm the lonely one
I live in shame

Chorus:
I said Goodbye to romance, Yeah!
Goodbye to friends, I'll tell ya!!
Goodbye to all the past
I guess that we'll meet,
We'll meet in the end

I've been the king, I've been the clown
Now broken wings can't hold me down
I'm free again
The jester with the broken crown
It's won't be me this time around
To love in vain

Chorus:
I said Goodbye to romance, Yeah!
Goodbye to friends, I tell ya!!
Goodbye to all the past
I guess that we'll meet,
We'll meet in the end

Bridge:
And I feel the time is right
Although I know that you just might
Say to me
What’cha gonna do
What’cha gonna do

'Cause I have to take this chance
Goodbye to friends and too romance
And to all of you
And to all of you
Come on now!!!!

Solo

Chorus:
I said Goodbye to romance, yeah!
Goodbye to friends, I tell ya!!
Goodbye to all the past
I guess that we'll meet,
We'll meet in the end

And the weather's looking fine
And I think the sun will shine again
And I feel I've cleared my mind
All the past is left behind again

Chorus:
I said Goodbye to romance, yeah!
Goodbye to friends, I tell ya!!
Goodbye to all the past
I guess that we'll meet,
We'll meet in the end.


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CAN’T STOP THE RAIN (by Peter Criss >KISS<

This is New York, yo
(It's getting dark)

Night falls on the city
Finds me all alone
Makes me wonder
Should I just go on home

And I walk up the stairs
To see if you're sill there
Would you mind if
I found you alone

Then a cold wind came callin'
Strange how it knew me by my name
See the night would fade
But the pain's gonna stay
Makes me wonder
Have you ever made love to me

I can't stop the rain, here it comes again
Lightnin' strikes across the sky
Oh, I can't stop the rain, here it comes again
Lightnin' only blinds my eyes

Ain't it sad
When the only love I ever had
Just slips away
Right through my fingers

Ain't it a shame when I think of your name
The only memory I have is it

I can't stop the rain, here it comes again
Lightnin' strikes across the sky
Oh, I can't stop the rain, here it comes again
It takes a witch to curse that goddamn sky

I can't stop the rain, here it comes again
Lightnin' strikes across the sky
Oh, I can't stop the rain, here it comes again
'Cause lightnin' only blinds my eyes

Oh, I can't stop the rain, here it comes again
'Cause lightnin' only blinds my eyes

Can't stop it, blinds my eyes


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Ziggy Stardust (by David Bowie)

Oh
Ooohhhh yeah
Ah
Ziggy played guitar, jamming good with weird and gilly
And the spiders from mars. he played it left hand
But made it too far
Became the special man, then we were ziggy's band

Ziggy really sang, screwed up eyes and screwed down hairdo
Like some cat from Japan, he could lick 'em by smiling
He could leave 'em to hang
They came on so loaded man, well hung and snow white tan.

So where were the spiders while the fly tried to break our balls
Just the beer light to guide us,
So we bitched about his fans and should we crush his sweet hands?

Oh
Ooh oh

Ziggy played for time, jiving us that we were voodoo
The kids were just crass, he was the nazz
With god given ass
He took it all too far but boy could he play guitar

Making love with his ego Ziggy sucked up into his mind
Like a leper messiah
When the kids had killed the man I had to break up the band.

Oh yeah
Oooooo
Ziggy played guitaarrrrrr



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THE FINAL CUT (by Pink Floyd)


Through the fish eyed lens of tear stained eyes
I can barely define the shape of this moment in time
And far from flying high in clear blue skies
I’m spiraling down to the hole in the ground where I hide
If you negotiate the minefield in the drive
And beat the dogs and cheat the cold electronic eyes
And if you make it past the shotgun in the hall
Dial the combination. open the priest hole
And if I’m in Ill tell you what’s behind the wall
There’s a kid who had a big hallucination
Making love to girls in magazines
He wonders if you’re sleeping with your new found faith
Could anybody love him
Or is it just a crazy dream
And if I show you my dark side
Will you still hold me tonight
And if I open my heart to you
And show you my weak side
What would you do
Would you sell your story to rolling stone
Would you take the children away
And leave me alone
And smile in reassurance
As you whisper down the phone
Would you send me packing
Or would you take me home
Thought I oughta bare my naked feelings
Thought I oughta tear the curtain down
I held the blade in trembling hands
Prepared to make it but just then the phone rang
I never had the nerve to make the final cut


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Have You Ever Seen The Rain (by Credence Clearwater Revival)

Someone told me long ago there’s a calm before the storm,
I know; its been comin’ for some time.
When its over, so they say, it’ll rain a sunny day,
I know; shinin’ down like water.

Chorus:
I want to know, have you ever seen the rain?
I want to know, have you ever seen the rain
Comin down on a sunny day?

Yesterday, and days before, sun is cold and rain is hard,
I know; been that way for all my time.
‘til forever, on it goes through the circle, fast and slow,
I know; it cant stop, I wonder.

Chorus
Yeah!
Chorus


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I am a Horror fanatic....When I get the chance I go to Horror conventions.....great place to meet new friends....and see old ones.
My Favorite Horror Movies:
Hellraiser:Hellbound..(well anything Hellraiser...as you can tell)
House of 1000 Corpses
The Devils Rejects
Saw....1 2 and 3
Bride of Frankenstein
Anything with Vincent Price
Se7en
Audition
NightBreed
and the best of the cheesy movies
Killer Tongue


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NikkiAidyn
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As above, so below, as within, so without, as the universe, so the soul…

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