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My name is Tammy or Tams, as many friends call me. :) Let me take a moment to explain me... As with most of us, we are constantly battling the head with the heart. Our head THINKS and our hearts FEEL, so very often they are on totally different ground. I am no exception...only many more facets. In my job, I am to bring comfort & compassion while pushing down my own hurt. In doing this, it often means contradiction. My heart & head MUST work together. In my private life I'm perfectly content in being alone, yet am very loving, passionate  & affectionate & hunger for the same. My mind is full of chaos while my hands work organized, routinely & very OCD driven. I am random & spontaneous while at the same time, a creature of habit & even methodical. I am a very passionate woman in many ways. Natural & simple. Wild & free spirited. Dark & edgy. I am loyal & proud of my heritage, (half Sinti gypsy and half Chickasaw native American). I believe in the underdog & will cheer them on heartily. When I love, I love deeply. Family, friend & lover. I can write beautiful words, but they mean NOTHING if I don't honor them. All I ask is that you do the same...AND MOST IMPORTANTLY... say what you mean & mean what you say or don't waste my time.