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YES YES IT`S ALL ABOUT ME!
this page is made about me so i`m gonna b selfish and write just about me me me and me nothing else but me!
lol jk..... i`m a big freak and ppl tend not to like me because i`m fat i`m bitch i`m this and that... and i admit i am all of those things and i change and ppl still don`t like me....... well...... i don`t know what to do? if u have some ideas that u think i could use pls tell me.... help me!!!
Yeah i try to change, but i also try to make other ppl change..... i have a father and a mother like most ppl do... but..... yes... they divorced when i was a year and a half and since then my life is true hell... i got use to it... it`s not the most beautiful thing to live by.... but since it`s like that u just have to compromise..... or try to kill your self... like i did twice.. Well there are two persons that i trully care about... those are my cousin Nev and my ex boyfriend Radovan ....... well.......Nev gets mad at me every freaking day....... i anoy her with everything i say,,,, i don`t know what to do anymore... it`s hard when u love someone that much that you would give your life for theirs and litterarly GIVE UP YOUR LIFE just to make them happy-and they don`t even care for it..... they know u love them to death and they just throw it in garbage,,, like nothing happened..... the other person that i love it my ex as i mentioned...... that is one looooooonnnnnggg story... i was a bitch and i got it not when i broke up... but when i tried to find another boyfriend..... noone was good enough like him... and no one will ever be... we broke up on a february 14{ Valentine`s day} i broke up with him..... at the time i tought it was a good reason ........ and now.. i just see what fool i am and what i did let go...
i miss him..... i miss him everyday every night...
i want him beck but ..... he doesn`t want me beck and ... yeah he have found many girls that he likes better than i ever was...and he is happier now..... so ... i can`t nor i will do anything about it.... i just hope he gives me another chance one day i meet him....... oh well..... shit happens....

Since i feel that no one loves me anymore I just want to say something... there is the list that Kurt Cobain made and it`s:

1. don`t rape
2.don`t be predudice
3.don`t be sexist
4.LOVE YOUR CHILDREN
5. love your neighbor
6.love your self

and DON`T let your opinions obstruct the before mentioned list....



and i have to add some more to that....
Don`t be rasist
Don`t kill
Don`t do drugs
Try to be nice to those who love you
and don`t let go what you have...

I watched one movie a long time ago that made such an impact on me and i want everyone else to know about it.......
it`s all about happiness of the world
In a school teacher gives a HW to kinds to write their ideas what could help todays society.... and one of the kids had the best idea of:
"IF EVERY PERSON ON THIS PLANET COULD HELP ANOTHER 3, A SMALEST THINGS LIKE MAKE COFFE FOR THEM, HELP THEM CROSS THE STREET, THE WORLD WOULD BE BETTER IN A MATTER OF HOURS."
and so... it was. but..... since no-one remembers that movie i had to mantione it..... just to let some people know that.... if u help 3 people and those 3 people help next three people and look..... how many people feels better? yes a hole buch... SIMPLEST THINGS MAKE OUR LIFE HAPPY...so....... yes.......... eventho I know right now that not even 2 people is going to read all of this... everything i wrote but..... i worte it so i`d feel better about me and about the fact that it might help someone else.......


well people........ that is it from me.... bye!