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octurnal? Bah! I am more than that... My dreams haunt every moment of my sleep, and my memories when I'm awake. My sorrow grows every moment like a vast abyss, trying to swallow me whole.





I am an insomniac, thusly you can typically find me awake at all hours of the day or night. I enjoy most music, especially anything that sounds tragic and depressing. I am lonely around here, considering I am the only one of my type in my area. I like to consider myself a poet, writer, and artist, but I don't think I'm very good at any of the three. I enjoy role-playing of just about any sort, but I haven't done it in a long time, so I am a bit rusty.





I am also very much the hopeless romantic, and would love nothing more than to find the one person that loves me for me, good, bad, and all.


The Answer
by Blue October


If I can't crawl inside of you,
I'm laughing with a broken face
I stumble across my self esteem.
But to picture the pleasure is making me want my space.

Understand...
that God wrapped you like a bow.
But in my head...
There's some shelves that need cleaning,
from basement to ceiling, control.

If what you're seeing is an open book,
thats great 'cuz I'm an open book.
But I'm real shy.

There's a part of me seeking and desperatly needing
to open up.
That's strange 'cuz I'm an open book,
a confused boy.

I'm an automatic steeple for depressed and lonely people.
My heart while in its cage, is used to give and not
receive a thing,
But the only funny thing is that I dont know how to give myself advice.

I've got this post dramatic thing
I've got this tattoo of a ring that lies
around my wedding finger and thats where I want to state this claim.
That I've got to learn to live and dream
before I go and get myself in love.

In love.

Theres Zoloft, Welbutrin, theres Paxil thats proven,
no side effects.
But the rest left unnamed 'cuz they worked like a charm on me.

But when your savings is drying,
you can't stop from crying
you've got to suck it up.
You're not her buttercup,
you're not her favorite book.




I think that this last picture sums up my lifestyle rather well...




In case I run out of messages and you still want to chat...
AIM:
vestriseelite
Yahoo!:
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