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So you want to know about me. All I am certain of is I am a puzzle to myself. I don't feel pity for people, I can feel other's emotions which I guess makes me an em-path. I do what I can to help people but it gets old fast. I am very protective over the people I am close to. In all honesty, I get tired of being good and I have rare temptations from my darker side. Feels more right and natural then this human life I live everyday. Which I guess is the reason I am here. To learn and embrace the darkness. Of course, I'm getting a little off track, so let us get back on it.

I always try to look on the good side of the things, but with the way I am, it doesn't always happen. I end up thinking of the worst case scenario so I am mentally prepared for the worst. I don't mind listening to people about their problems, just don't ask me to fix them for you. They are your problems and you need to learn to deal with them yourself. I had my share of mess ups in my life and mistakes that I made, but I accept them and move on. I am who I am and I accept it. In my situations, I have learned to adapt so I can survive. I have been told there are two sides to every coin, but living it is a entire different story. To have some thing in your head among normal society will lead to deadly results if you are not careful, but to not embrace what you are is a fate worse then death yourself. So you are left with a choice to make, to live as what you are and be hated by society or to lose yourself entirely for a chance at a normal life. I have made my choice to become myself and nothing shall falter my decision. I just do not know who myself is. I respect the ones who will respect me and I shall trust until I have reason not to. This is the way I shall live and it is my own decision, so it shall be my own fate.