I am Helz.......i dont just believe in faeries, vampires and pixies they are what keeps me going sometimes, I guess we all need our little friends to remind us who we are. I like the weirder things in life.............a bit like me indeed! i tend to come out with some very odd things............the word is pigeon at the mo........i will update you if it changes. Really want to meet some more people that will appreciate the freaky dark side, and understand my like for all things gothic. I like to live my life in a bit of a fantacy, what can i say keeps me sane!
..................................Family..........................................
I live at home with me dad and me sister.
My mum died two years ago of a brain tumor...and for two years could read, write or talk properly....
My mum was the most amazing person you could ever meet....outside she looked like a serious adult but iniside she was a 50 year old child that wanted a hippie van and goat in the back gardern. To be honest there is nothing i can say that will let u know what she was really like...........i guess get to know me and u will have some idea.......I share her insane nature
My dad is also amazing.....atlhough I know i am his daughter and therefore biased but he really is. I mean bring up two teenage girls is a hard job for anyone let alone someone who works 13 hour days, whilst still finding time to be with us. He is also rather liberall.....although being a tee-total irish man he still manages to understand that i need to explore my boundaries.
My sister.....what can I say.....I will do anything for her! She is my little baby and although at times she is annoying I know I can count her to be there for me like I am for her. She is the only person who knows truely what I am going through.
Finnally there is my wonderful boyfriend. Okay not a traditional family member but he is considered one full heartedly. He is an amazing guy and although not on here yet (due to internet problems) also has the heart of a true goth. Not much more i can say other than I love him more than anything.
...............................Music.............................
I actually couldnt function well atall without music. i am not saying it is my life....my friends and family have that role but it has, like them, got me out of some bad times....and trust me bad times there have been.
Marilyn manson
Nickelback
Amy Lee....Evanesence
My Chemical Romance
Mediaeval Baebes
Kings of Leon
Cradle of Filth
............................Films..................................
I love all sorts of films depending on me mood. However I mostly watch horror films, although I am yet to find one that really scares me. Love anything by Alfred Hitchcock or Steven King.
**-Underworld-**
**-Underworld Evolution-**
**-GI Jane-**
**-Dracula-**
**-Mean Creek-**
**-The people under the stairs-**
**-Chucky (all of them)-**
**-Akira-**
**-Girl Interrupted-**
**-Rescevoir Dogs-**
**-This is England-**
**-Indian Jones-**
**-Armegedon-**
To name but a few (will update later)
.........................Likes............................
I like nothing better than being out with people......or meeting new people.
I think everyone is worth my time although and I think the best people are those that can get off their high horses and talk to the plants on the ground others trample....You never know when u may find a beautiful rose
Although I often moan about it i do actually enjoy learning.....and like the weirder things like maths and chemistry :S
I love odd things and people.......that can express who they are and dont fear being judged
This guy is amazing...he is always there for me no matter how silly my little problem is.....even if it is me being upset coz my hands are unusually cold. He is a true gentleman and has become very special to me :D xxx
Other random likes
-*-Pigeons-*-
-*-Poooooo-*-
-*-Life and death-*-
-*-Madness-*-
-*-My mum-*-
-*-My dad-*-
-*-My sis-*-
-*-My boyfriend, Paul-*-
-*- Pixies-*-
-*-Old ruins-*-
-*-Castles-*-
-*-Vampires-*-
-*-Lead (plumbum)-*-
-*-Happy people -*-
-*-Childrens programs-*-
-*-Spaghetti bolognese-*-
-*-open mindedness-*-
-*-Humans-*-
...............Dislikes......................
RACISM..or infact any form or discrimination. It is ipossible to judge someone purely on one attribute such as skin colour or religion.....we are complex human beings, everyone has feelings and the right to be talked to and treated well no matter what!
Although i may now sound slightly hypercritical i also get annoyed by those people who pretend they are the victim in situations and will not stand up and fight for their believes!
People are all intitled to there own opinion.....although mine tend to be very strong i like to think i never push them on people....I think everyone has the right to know the facts and be able to make up their own minds
Other random dislikes
-*-Roast beef-*-
-*-when theres no pitta bread-*-
-*-suicide-*-
-*-Wining-*-
-*-selfishness-*-
-*-attention seeking-*-
-*-Some animals(sorry)-*-
-*-things breaking-*-
-*-lack of loos-*-
-*-OTT sarcasm-*-
-*-patronising-*-
