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Quote: "I've built a wall - not to block anyone out but to see who loves me enough to climb over it."
About Me
I am a crazy, random fool and nothing i seem to do ever works out well. I suppose you could call me a fucked up mess - but i dont care - i'm proud of being an fucked up idiot 'cause i'm proud of who i am! don't like it? Blow me.
I have blonde hair and blue eyes, i am a 5 foot migit, but hey - you cant win em all!
I am really into biting, bondage and kinky sex, i am willing to try anything once. For those of you who do actually read profiles - don't be thinking this makes me easy, IT CERTAINLY DOES NOT!!!!
I went through a pretty shit break up a couple of months ago. But thats history - im better of without the waster!!!!
He's resorted to telling everyone that im stalking him and that i won't let him move on!!! - It's kinda pathetic really.
He can't live without me - at least thats how it seems. Well good riddence to bad rubbish is what i say...
Oh, n Ste, if you do read this - If you'd said no then you might still have me.
-You are the weakest link! - Goodbye!
I like making freinds with people, but i dont like people on higher levels who are tetchy over the least little thing - yeah ok they've been on here for ages and they've done well but thats all it is - it dont make them superstars!
I'm a generally laid back person but if someone upsets me i let them know about it. If people dont like me then fine - they can clear off - i honestly don't give a toss.
I am loyal to my friends and family and i will protect the people i love (although i say people I include my dog Sophie in this as she is everything to me) to their death.
When it comes to second chances - nah!
I have given people second chances in the past and all they've done is stab me in the back and hurt me. Second chances make you more vulnerable as if you have given someone a second chance they know exactly how to hurt you. And because you've had the decency to forgive them once it hurts a damnsite more.
Third chances - WOAH! - DON'T EVEN GO THERE BUDDY!
Poem
Here's something i wrote when a freind told me the only guy i ever really liked wanted her instead of me. This was me pretending that i didn't care about him - even though everyone knew i did :)
Love Hurts Angel
I go to bed, i try to sleep, but i lie awake.
You and him, just too much for me to take.
When love hurts, it won't work.
I guess i was just being a jerk.
The two of you together is far more than i can take.
But there's no easy way to break someones heart.
I know the end wan't like the start.
Love does the cruelist things,
Abuses your delicate angel wings.
I close my eyes, i see your face,
But we're both running a seperate race.
Angel i love you, angel i do.
Angel i love you, oh yes i do.
For you i'd swim the roughest sea,
To be together you and me.
Angel dry your eyes,
There's no need for you to cry.
All the fallen tears are mine,
You'll always be my valentine.
Although i wont fall apart without you,
She's my best mate, can't believe its true.
You hit where it hurts and the pain is so bad.
I'm glad its over, I chose the wrong lad.
Quotes
If you liked my poem then there is more in my journal.
Some quotes i like :)
I love to shop after a bad relationship. I don't know. I buy a new outfit and it makes me feel better. It just does. Sometimes I see a really great outfit, I'll break up with someone on purpose.
(Rita Rudner)
“I can resist everything except temptation” (Lady Windermere’s fan, Oscar Wilde)
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.
(Anonymous)
The walls we build around us to keep sadness out also keeps out the joy.
(Jim Rohn)
“Until you have lost your reputation, you never really realize what a burden it was”
(from Gone with the wind)
“Men aren’t attracted to me by my mind, they are attracted to me by what I don’t mind” (Gypsy Rose Lee)
“I have bursts of being a lady, but it doesn’t last long”
(Shelly Winters)
A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked.
(Bernard Meltzer)
“A girl can wait for the right man to come along, but in the meantime that still doesn’t mean she can’t have fun with all the wrong ones”
(Cher)
Some things i believe
That fearless is letting yourself fall in love again even though you've been hurt so many times before.
That love is the impossble dream.
That it's better to be nothing without him than someone with him.
That if your gonna play with fire - you should be the one that gets hurt.
I don't regret anything I've done - It's the things i've not done I regret.
| Greed: | High
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| Gluttony: | Medium
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| Wrath: | Very High
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| Sloth: | Medium
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| Envy: | Medium
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| Lust: | High
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| Pride: | Medium
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Likes
*Randomness
*Music (not chavvy stuff)
*Animals
*Jamie - yummy :P
*Chocolate
*Colours - black and red
A big shout to all you guys
I have some of the best mates in the world...
They've been there with me through all the giggles and the tears... They deserve A BIG THANKYOU!!!!
So, Shelly, Jamie, James, Lois, Phillip, Emma, Sam, and Dave, and anyone else i might have missed...
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
??Which colour of Death is yours??
Dislikes
*Anything chav related- especially ex - boyfriends!
*People who are stuck up
*Vegtables - yuk!
*Miss Winder!
| Member Since: | Feb 23, 2007 |
| Last Login: | Apr 02, 2009 |
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