I'm quite a strange person to get used to. I am interested in the paranormal and the occult, and training ninjutsu . I consider myself as a dark neo-pagan since I feel more comfortable in the darker aspects of nature.
I believe that the most important things in the world is loyalty and honesty, anyone who breaks these basic principles is not worthy of being a friend (and I hate it ALOT when people think I betray them, the people I love tend to go paranoid on me) . . . it is a great shame that most people today, some who call themselves friends or lovers, do not know the meaning of the words. I hate to make enemies and to fight with people. However, some people can do much less damage as enemies, then as being friends or lovers.
I tend to go to the extreme edges of the spectrum; I go out of my way to protect and help those people that I love, and being very cold to those who trigger my other side.
I'm cursed with the fact that my mind never stops working, even while sleeping. I always analyze everything. Being a science person, to me, the human race is a very interesting phenomenon to study, but I still can't understand it yet. Humans tend to create a dream world and torture themselves living between the dream world and the physical world, rather than to admit the truth and try to change what's wrong with their physical life.
Hope you guys/gals will enjoy my journal. I usually write something everyday about the fuck ups and life experiences I pass through from day to day.
Anyone want to chat, can add me to MSN: psi_vamp317@hotmail.com
