The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

I am a person of many hidden talents but I decide to hide myself from the world because no one understands the hurt and pain I have been through. I had given up on the true things what life had given me I am not as I appear to be, death is my true calling and I heed to it, I challenge it every day and yet I still live, I am cursed and yet also gifted, the world does not know yet of my power but I challege anyone who can tell me who I am.