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Lost in the darkness, alone and afraid. Not knowing where I am, Or what might happen. ~ Unknown Hello, my name is Kai. I am a nocturnal creature by nature. I sleep by day, and rome at night. Before you ask I am not a vampire, I don't claim to be a Vampire. I am simply a person with nocturnal habbits. I love the night, and I love the somber atmosphere that comes with the darkness. I am also Anti-social. by this I mean I don't like to be around people much. I became this way as a young boy, after being both physically, and emotionally abused by an alcoholic, abusive Step-Father, and then went through the same thing with my Dad's second wife (My Step-Mother) who not only physically and verbally abused me, but made suttle sexual innuendos toward me. After this I became very closed off to people in general, but especially Alcoholics and people with loud voices or anger issues. I grew up in a small town, and was treated like a wierdo, the outcast, or the misfit of the community, which ever word you want to use to define it. People would often point at me and laugh, and it was obvious they were saying things about me. I became very cold toward people and have only let a few special people close to me over the years. One of these people was the only female in my whole life that I have ever truly loved. I still believe to this day she was my soulmate. She was taken out of my life after commiting suicide 30 years ago. I will talk to you if you send me a message, as I am not a rude person. If I don't answer right away, please be patient as I may be working, or busy writing. I will answer messages as soon as I get a chance to do so. I guess that's all for now. I may or may not add more to this profile later. Thank you for stopping by. |
Member Since: | Apr 24, 2010 |
Last Login: | Jul 20, 2016 |
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