lIVING jUST fOR dYING! oNLY iF yOU dECIDE tHaT !
i AM IN bAND cALLED TrD:- Total Request Dead aND I AM THe Lead GuiatArist of The BanD. I am huge Fan of Pain and NeW DaRk EXperiEnces............
How evil are you?
Do YoU had Ever Felt Like SomeThinG or Someone in YoU That Wants tO GeT oUt and Kill, sacrifices, Destroy, Demolish This Fuckin'Life?.........well I fEEl likE that and No onE can't Explain me BeCause They Had eVer Felt Like THat ...so PLEASE if you know what i feel TELL ME !
NO SALVATION
NO FORGIVNESS!!
NO ONE DOeS ANYTHING FOR NOTHING!!
tHAT IS My second Quote of me
FUCK IT ALL
FUCK THIS WORLD
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR
DON'T BELONG DON'T EXIST
DON'T GIVE A SHIT
You cannot trust anyone in this dying world even yourself!!!!!!
I am a self-harmer....and because of that I have lost some''friends''......I dont have many friends
I am lonely...........
I Shoot with my guitar and I play with the shotgun that I wish to have.........
I am a huge Fan of Marilyn Manson And Slipknot. "Rock" is my life , my breath he is the water and I am the pool, He is the night And I am the moon .
About yourself Personality Quiz |
Created by EvergracedLain and taken 1038 times on bzoink! |
| Whats your full name? | Matthew |
| Nickname? | Spitknight |
| Age? | 16 |
| height? | i am medium.....not too long but not very short...medium |
| Weight? | I am Thin..really thin |
| Natural hair color? | Dark Brown |
| Eye color? | i d ont know sometimes isee them brown and sometimes green it is misterious |
| Glasses/contacts? | none |
| Peircings? | none |
| Tattoos? | FOR NOW none!!!! |
| braces? | none |
| What is your worst fear? | myself |
| Do you cuss? | yes |
| Do you smoke? | yes a lot.... |
| Do you drink? | a lot.... |
| Do you use drugs? | sometimes but rarely..... |
| Have you ever stolen anything? | yess... |
| If you could chose how you wanted to die what would it be? | slit my whrists |
| Have you ever tried to commit suicide? | no |
| What label would you be classified under? | The Druged Possesed Devil Boy goth.......that what they call me at school....... |
| Favorites |
| Color | B L A C K |
| Band | Slipknot |
| Song | Surfacing |
| T.V. Show | none |
| Cartoon | none |
| Movie | Queen of the Damned |
| Video Game | Many..... |
| Book | I Hate books!!!!!!!!! |
| Food | Pasta |
| Drink | Vodka |
| Flower | Black Roses |
| Animal | Cats.....and Bats |
| Website | www.vampirrave.com |
| Life |
| Do you have a Job? | No |
| Do you own a vehicle? | no |
| Do you excercise daily? | no |
| Are you kinky? | sometimes |
| Are you a virgin? | NNOOOO!!!!!! |
| Are you a biter? | Yes |
| Do you masturbate? | sometimes |
| Do you watch pornography? | sometimes |
| Are you religious? | NO |
| Do you like school? | I fuckin' Hate IT!!!!!! |
| What do you like most about life? | "Rock" and Girls |
| What do you dislike most about life? | Life itself |
| Have you ever ran away from home? | nope |
| Have you ever gotten kicked out of your house? | yes |
| Do you have a true love? | maybe |
| Have you ever gotten in a fist fight? | yeah.... |
| Did you win? | we were draw |
| Whos your best friend? | Ryan ....my vocalist of the Band |
| Whos your next to best friend? | I ...Myself |
| Whos the other guy? | ME |
| Have you ever lost a friend? | No I dont have many friends .....I am Hated by many people..... |
| Have you ever fucked stuff up for no apparent reason? | Yes |
| Have you ever been to a concert? | Yes |
| How many? | Once |
| Does the world piss you off? | Really hard in my Ass |
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Name: Matthew
Location: In a small fuckin'place called Malta
Things I like :
PAIN on myself
"Rock"
BlacK
Negative Creatures
Anarchy
Darkness
Evilness
Smoking
Drinking a lot
Things I Dislike :
R'n'b and shit like that...
Things I hate :
SCHOOL
RELIGION AND SHIT LIKE THAT
Songs I Love :
Surfacing : Slipknot
Duality : Slipknot
Wait and Bleed : Slipknot
My PLague : Slipknot
The Heretic Anthem : Slipknot
Vermilion.pt.2 : Slipknot
Her Ghost in th Fog : Cradle of Filth
From the Cradle to Enslave : Cradle of Filth
A Gothic Romance : Cradle of Filth
Sweet Dreams : Marilyn Manson
Antichrist Superstar : Marilyn Manson
Disposble Teens : Marilyn manson
LunchBox : Marilyn Manson
The Beautiful People : Marilyn manson
Rock is Dead : Marilyn Manson
Going Under : Evanescence
Taking over me : Evanescence
Nothing else matters : Metallica
The God That Failed : Metallica
For Whom The Bells Tolls : Metallica
Whisky in The Jar : Metallica
Amerika : Rammstein
Morgenstern : Rammstein
Zwitter : Rammstein
Du Hast : Rammstein
Raining Blood Black Magic : Slayer
Bodies : Drowning Pool
Heaven's A Lie : Lacuna Coil
Blue Monday : Orgy
Downed with the Sickness : Disturbed
Soul on Fire : H.I.M
Sweet Pandemonium : H.I.M
Resurrection : H.I.M
all soundtracks of Queen of the Damned......................
...................................................................................spitknight
Vampire: A creature of the night, you feed off the
blood of human beings to survive. You often
times feel like an outsider looking in on the
living. Just on the edge, but never fully a
part of the life you left behind when you where
embraced. You are a predator, and people are
your prey. You have all the time in the world
to plan out your un-life, but your sensations
are a pale mockery of what you once had in all
things save one, the feeding, the embrace, the
feel of blood as it flows into your body to
sustain you. It is the one thing that you can
feel fully, and you cling to it.
What type of World of Darkness Creature Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
1) Do you often sleep more than 9 hours a night? No
2) Do you own an SUV? No
3) Do you speed while driving? No
4) Do you cut people off? No
5) Have you ever lied? Yes
6) ...To your family? Yes
7) Do you curse (swear, cuss, etc)? Yes
8) ...a lot? Yes
9) Have you ever cheated on a test? Yes
10) Have you ever skipped class? No
11) Have you ever called in sick just to get the day off? Yes
12) Do you drink? A Lot
13) Do you smoke? A Lot
14) Are you under age for either? Not for all of them
15) Ever driven drunk? No
16) Ever tried an illegal drug? Yes
17) ...multiple illegal drugs? No
18) Do you use drugs habitually? No
19) Ever sold drugs to others? No
20) ...to kids? No
21) Have you ever shoplifted? Yes
22) Have you shoplifted more than once? Yes
23) Have you ever stolen from your friends or family? Yes...money from my Parents
24) Have you ever cheated anyone out of money? No
25) Have you ever sold someone something for more than it was worth? No
26) Were they friend or family? .....
27) Have you ever cheated on your signifigant other? No
28) Did you feel sorry afterwards .....
29) Have you ever dumped your signifigant other for someone else? .....
30) Have you ever killed an animal? Yes
31) ...on purpose? Yes
32) Are you a virgin? No
33) Do you consider yourself kinky? Sometimes
34) Do others consider you kinky? Some of them
35) Have you ever looked up porn on the internet? Yes
36) Have you ever possessed pornographic material? No
37) Do you masturbate? Yes
38) Have you ever slept with someone just to get something in return? No
39) ...for money? No
40) Have you ever posed for nude photos? No
41) Have you ever had a one night stand? No
42) Multiple one night stands? No
43) Do you ever think about committing murder? Every single day
44) Have you ever downloaded illegal software (warez, Divx, mp3)? Yes
45) Have you ever cursed in church? ....
You Are A Black Angel, The Angel That Only Lives To
Destroy.
What Kind Of Angel Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Your connection with darkness is through
self-harming. Life has hurt you so badly and it
feels like it always will. Of course, you just
want to get rid of it and has found out that
cutting releases your pain and tension. After
all, now it's you who decides to inflict pain,
not someone else. Perhaps you even feel guilty
afterwards when you've "come to your
senses". Due to this you tend to wear
long-sleeved shirts, if it's the wrists your
cutting. You fear your scars will be seen and
often keep away from people physiclly. Some
cutters just want to get caught doing it, to be
saved and for someone to care for them and
understand. This is the point where I'm
supposed to say that you should talk to
someone. The thing is though, I know as well as
you, it's hard seeking help. But it's still
highly recommended that you stop harming
yourself.
What is your connection with darkness? (pics) brought to you by Quizilla
Your element is Darkness. You are the truly evil
one with a black heart and no soul. People
avoid you since you cause so much trouble and
enjoy seeing others in pain. You would like
nothing more than to rule this earth and be
hailed by all. Everyone is annoying and stupid
anyway and are a waste of oxygen. You are
probably a cast-away from society and family
and have had a tough life where you learned to
live the hard way. Now you want revenge on your
pain and can no longer feel love nor care. You
do not wish to befriend anyone and you
certainly do not wish to be in love. As a
student of having learnt everything the hard
way, you tend to be manipulative when you want
something for yourself. In your head there is
only you that matters, and why shouldn't it? No
one cares about you so why should you? In
school you probably ditch classes and go
somewhere else instead of sitting in a
classroom. It is not that you are stupid,
because you're probably very smart, but
everyone annoy you. And having to sit in the
same room, breathing the same air as your
enemies is not desired by you. Rate and
message!
What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!] brought to you by Quizilla
Punk
What Kind Of Person Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Mors
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla
In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)
What Lies Behind Your Eyes? brought to you by Quizilla
Destruction
?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla
Your a Vampire! Maybe a tad goth...your obsessed
with the night. Maybe Killing the living,
Sucking the blood off the innocent. You my
friend are the deadliest creature out there.
Are you a Vampire/Goth/Punk/Poser/Emo/ or just a plain PREP!? brought to you by Quizilla
When i kill myself i'll... |
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The world is cruel, fate is bitter and there's no
place for you anymore. Your thoughts can often
lead to, 'Why live when I feel like dying ?
Yours is an illness of sorrow.
What's Your Disorder ? brought to you by Quizilla
the sad teen. Everything in life is f*ckin'
miserable. You constantly look over your
shoulder and wonder who is judging you...even
when you are alone. So naturally, you have
become a little paranoid and pessamistic. Your
personality can be one demensional but
confusing. You are constantly bored with life
and wish that something could spice it up. You
have a unique view on life and have identified
the problems with school society (Ex...what
makes popular people, how the student mind
works...) You would rather be alone because you
hate being hurt. You tend to think that no one
understands you, not even your parents /
guardians / friends. But that is just the
opposite! The people who love you want to
help, but they don't know how because they have
a feeling that they will say something wrong
and turn you away. You have to let them know
that you are willing to hear what they have to
say...and it might do some good to listen to
them.
Some fields you might consider going
in when you are older...Judge, author,
songwriter, producer, therapist, psychologist,
philosopher, or forensic scientist. You need a
job where you can express yourself and your
views on life. Or you need a field where you
can judge others and predict what is going on
in others life. Either way... you have the
personality to get you a good job that will
support you throughout life.
What type of teenager are you?
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Goth
What Kind of Goth Are You?
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Your Heart is Black
What Color is Your Heart?
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You are sad because of your grief
Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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You are a REAL GOTH. Congradulaions :) Let Darkness
Be Your Guided Light. (You must be
artistic...some how all goths are. drawing,
painting, musician. stuff like that)
Are you a TRUE goth?
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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You are a sire! You protect your vampire family at
any costs (sides your life of corse.) You Vamp
anyone you think may help your family become
stronger. You have one favorite childe (they
probably have sex with you dont they?) You lead
and protect your family. You love getting
worshiped and love the attention of the younger
vampires.
What would your vampire Status be?
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WHY DO WE LIVE?
WHY DO WE LIVE??
WHY DO WE FUCKIN' LIVE...??????????????
WWHHYYYYYY??????????????
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