"To say the truth, reason and love keep little company together now-a-days"
I'm Shalena. I'm 19. Born on March 11th, '90.
I'm sarcastic. Cynical. Artistic. Creative. Blunt.
I am nice to anyone who doesn't give me reason to be anything but that.
It is rare that I hold grudges; Some people's lives are just too damn short.
I have much more self respect than people think I have.
I will not seem like it unless you know me very well, but I am really sweet. I just tend to be guarded and cautious.
I'm Quiet if I don't know you. Outspoken when I want to be.
I have a Love/hate relationship with most things.
I'm a sucker for big blue eyes :)
The majority of my friends are dudes, which is cool because I don't think too much like a girl, but I love make-up :), shopping, and things like that.
Old Muscle cars are my favorite.
My passions are music, art, drawing, dancing, singing and I'm damn good at all of it.
I fucking Love metal.
I play guitar and drums, I'm not great but I'm learning still.
Partying is fun, every once in a while, but I don't like doing it a lot any more.
I hate touching newspaper and cardboard.
I'm going to be a cosmetologist, makeup artist, tattoo artist and clothing designer.
I find talking long walks in the woods, any time of year, but preferably the warmer ones, to be one of the best things in the world. It is runner up to listening to great music.
I draw, paint, make clothing, alter others, and write poems that will make you feel something.
I am more complex than I'd like to be, really.
I love to read.
I am compassionate...genuine, affectionate, and forgiving.
I like what I like, even when you don't.
Vampires are my thing. Noo, not because of Twilight
I think more than I speak.
I am single, and not really interested in anyone at the moment.
One day, though, I would love to have someone to call my own...a sweet-hearted man; not an inconsiderate boy.
I am bisexual, and not afraid of your judgments because of it.
I don't like people in general, but I do have my friends
I take some people's shit, but not for long.
Don't fuck with me or the one's I care for, and you'll be good.
LIVE FOR TODAY
"There are two bodies — the rudimental and the complete ; corresponding with the two conditions of the worm and the butterfly. What we call "death," is but the painful metamorphosis. Our present incarnation is progressive, preparatory, temporary. Our future is perfected, ultimate, immortal. The ultimate life is the full design." - E.A.Poe [from "The Mesmeric Revelation"]
"...My church is not of silver and gold, It's glory lies beyond judgement of souls..."
"...It's Not Our Fault If Death's In Love With Us...It's Not Our Fault If The Reaper Holds Our Hearts..."
"Pain is secondary to breathing, for me. I'd in many ways prefer not to be in pain, among other things...but none more than that first necessity of breathing...however unappealing"
MY FEARS
Ecclesiophobia-fear of churches. Achluophobic-fear of darkness. Emetophobic-fear of vomitting. Automatonophobic-fear of anything that falsely represents a sentient being. Pediophobia-fear of dolls. Coulrophobic-fear of clowns. Gerascophobia-fear of growing old. Ichthyophobia-fear of fish. Ligyrophobia-fear of loud noises. Necrophobia-fear of death. Pocrescophobia-fear of gaining weight. Soteriophobia-fear of dependence on others.
I have met this guy :)
Im not into anyone style of music, i like all kinds of music as long as it has a good beat. i dont care for freaks in uniforms who's agenda is to resort to one style of music only and i will never turn into one of them. being apart of a subculture is about being yourself not being like everyone else who likes the same music..
Patricia Day
