I’m not mysterious, I’m not amazing, I’m not even of particular interest. I am who I am, so deal with it. I can be sarcastic and I love to joke, but I also like to be serious- have serious conversations. I will not try to be a person of the darkness… if you think I am then I am and if not then I’m not. I myself see myself in the middle. I’m bi in more ways then one. I like to walk between the two worlds… beauty and light, also, morbid and dark. I like to be gentle and sweet but also rough and mean. I am a creature of many feelings, but you won’t get to see many of them. I like to keep the negative ones to myself which I’m sure you all understand. To me, showing such feelings is a weakness and I fear being weak, I hate feeling weak… I like to be powerful, like to feel powerful.
I consider myself quite the individual; however, you will find that I like the same things as many other people do. I love the Harry Potter books, I like some of the latest fashions, enjoy some of the newest shows, my favorite flower mine as well be a rose… You may find this all typical and just like other people, and you would be right. It’s what I like though and I’m not going to pretend that I don’t just so that I’m different. That is not who I am. I will not decide to dislike something because everyone else likes it. I will like and dislike what I choose because of how I feel about them, not for any other reason.
That’s me in a very, very small nutshell.
Loves:
Music
Girls
Boys
Gay people
Books
Art
Drag queens
Lightning
Food
Candles
Weapons
Uniquness
Fire
Wind
Hell, how about I just put nature... lol
Dancing/music
Vampires
Dragons
Unicorns
Mythical Creatures in general mostly
Hates:
Ignorance
Drugs
(Cigarettes..
Alcohol..
Marjiunna..
Heroin..
Etc…)
Egotistical mind sets
Rasism
Sexism
Homophobia
Addictions
Close-mindedness
the act of calling things clique… I find that hypicritical
When people are judgmental
Total selfishness
Being/feeling weak
I love to read. It is my cure for everything: bordem, stress, sadness, and more. There is a list of my favorite books farther down in the profile. I highly recommend to those with accounts here the Kushiel series by Jaqueline Carey, The Black Jewel Trilogy by Anne Bishop, House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielweski(sp?), The Anita Blake Vampire Huntress series by Laurell K. Hamilton, the Mercedes Thompson series by Patricia Briggs, The Silver Wolf books by Alice Borchardt(Anne Rice's sister.), and the Abhorsen series starting with Sabriel by Garth Nix.
Umm... otherwise I like to write, hang out with my friends, be a weirdo, make people look at me weird... and yeah. Fascinated by the morbid things of the world, as well as the beautiful. Yep yep. There... I think that's good enough.
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Also, very interested in all the arts. I want to get into animation for a career but love to practice the other arts. What is life without art hmm?
Also very interested in the human mind, or rather, psychology. Love thinking of the way people think and thinking deeply and having intelligent or philosophical conversations. Good things. Yesh yesh.
Confessions
I believe in no god
Right now I like boys more then girls
I try to be completely honest but fail sometimes
I’m a pervert
I love dark things
I love beautiful things
I find blood beautiful
I want to have sex before I die
Secrets
I love girls
I love boys
I lack faith
S&M fascinates me
I would love to be a vampire
I fear death
I enjoy hurting people
I enjoy pleasing people
Often I find it more pleasurable to please then be pleased
I
want to believe in something supernatural
I have a hard time trusting people
I am
extremely paranoid
How to impress me:
-Say something thoughtful/intelligent
-Have your display picture and some of your other images be your own.
-Spell things correctly to the best of your ability.
-Use capitals, commas, and periods in your sentences, particularly in paragraphs.
-Tell me more than what quizzes and surveys will
-Actually comment/don't use the annoying, generic, and completely apathetic image stamps unless you have more to say.
Much liked quotes of the moment:
"You'll watch it for hours,
for days, maybe even for years,
trying in vain to believe you are some kind of indispensable,
universe appointed sentinal,
as if just by looking you could keep it all at bay."
~House of Leaves
"Love is hard,
harder than steel
and thrice as cruel.
It is as inexorable as the tides,
and life and death alike
follow in its wake."
~Kushiel's Chosen
