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I am invisible, understand, simply because people refuse to see me
Hi, I'm Rosalind. This update is going to be a little bit of a work in progress as I created this account about seven years ago. Some things are the same, but a lot has certainly changed. For now:
A little about me...I'm roughly 5' but I like to give myself that extra inch so I'm 5'1...My hair color changes very frequently therefore, I couldn't give an exact color for that. Same goes for my eyes; I enjoy playing with contacts so...
I LOVE tattoos and piercings!!! I love to read, I write poetry, and am currently working on three novels. My necessities in life include; eye liner, chaptstick, music, and books. I also LOVE going to shows/concerts.
I'm someone who believes in taking every day at a time and trying to make the most of every situation. I love meeting new people and hope to one day make a difference in at least one person's life.
Random bits of things:
Favs (I'll try to limit these to top 3):
Books: East of Eden, Jane Eyre, Get me out of Here
Short Stories: The Tell Tale Heart, WestWard Ho, The Yellow Wallpapper
Authors: Steinbeck, Poe, Dan Brown
Poet: Anne Sexton
Movies: Girl Interrupted, Secret Window
TV Shows: Criminal Minds, Supernatural, I Love Lucy
Bands: Slipknot, Linkin Park, Manson
Songs: From the Inside, Diluted, Saint
Drink: Whiskey
I'm a pretty easy going person and looking to meet new people that I can relate to, so if you want, feel free to send me a message!
I had one of these on my profile before and removed it, but since i have extra time on my hands I figured what the hell, may as well complete a new one so here goes:
~*The Basics*~
Your birthday: December 31st
Height: 5'1
Eye colour: dark brown
--Do you like it?: eh it's hair
Natural hair colour: dark brown
--Do you like it?: same as before
Gender: Female
Religion: I am religious, but don't really identify with a specific religion
--Have you ever changed religions?: Well, I was raised pentecostal and doubt really consider myself such, so...
--Would you consider it?: ...
Where do you live?: USA, Florida
Have you ever moved cities or countries?: Yes a few times
Your job: EEG Technician
--Do you enjoy it?: yes
~*Favorites*~
Movie:
TV character: Jeannie from I dream of Jeannie.
Movie character: Lisa fron girl Interrupted although her character is changed from the book
Literary character: Cathy Ames/Kate Trask from East of Eden
Cereal: Frosted flakes
Fast food place: Panera
Dessert: Apple pie
City: Don't have one
Place to travel: I don't travel much, but I've been to France (Paris, Nice and Normandy) and then in the US; Mississippi, Georgia, Ohio (lived there for a bit), and Alabama.
Airline: n/a
Shampoo/conditioner: Paul Mitchell's tea tree, i love the way it makes my scalp tingle
Lotion: Nivea
Subject in school: Literature
Teacher: My French teacher was amazing. Mrs. Lopez
Football team: n/a
Hockey team: n/a
Athlete: I don't have one
Sport to play: Volley ball or soccer
Sport to watch: Gymnastics (yes, that's a sport)
Fruit: Kiwi
Vegetable: Fresh green beans or broccoli
Snack: Hummus and pretzels
Meal: Braised beef tortellini in marsala sauce
Restaurant: I don't think I have one
Grocery store: Publix
~*Have You Ever*~
Gone on a blind date?: No
Flown in an airplane?: Yes
Thrown up on an airplane?: No
Peed in the shower?: 🤔
Peed your pants after you hit double digits?: Possibly
Enjoyed Shakespeare?: Of course
Been to the opera?: No
Been to the theatre?: Yes
Streaked?: Nope
Seen a streaker?: no
Been mooned?: no
Mooned someone?: no
Flipped someone off?: Who hasn't
Been in a fist fight?: No
Been drunk?: lol
Had alcohol poisoning?: no
Been walked in on while you're naked?: partially naked
Slept in a snowbank?: no
Made a snow angel?: yes
Lost any teeth?: yup
Been in the hospital?: yes
Been in a major accident?: no
Burnt yourself?: yes
Passed out?: no
Watched a soap opera you didn't understand?: idts
Prank called 911?: no
Made fun of emos?: no
Acted like an emo, just to see what it's like?: seriously?
Cheated on a test?: eh, it's possible
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
Lied to get out of trouble?: it's possible, maybe when I was younger
Started a fire?: yes
Roasted a marshmallow?: yes
Set a marshmallow on fire?: yes
--How many times?: Who knows
Wanted to drop out of school?: All of sophomore year of hs
--Did you?: nope
~*Randoms*~
Are you single or dating?: Single
--How long?: 3years
--Are you happy?: Sometimes
Last 4 digits of your phone number: 0062
Your house number: yea...no
Why are you taking this survey?: Because I'm bored
What school do you go to?: Not in school
What do you want to be when you grow up?: Well I am already an adult, but what I really wanted to be at this age was an entomologist
--Why?: Because I love insects, just learning about them
Any plans for the near future?: Find a bigger place for my daughter and I
What was your favourite grade of elementary school?: 1st and 4th
--Why?: I had amazing teachers WI really went above and beyond, so i have great memories from those years
What are you wearing right now?: tank top and yoga shorts
--Any particular reason why?: that's what I slept in
What was the last thing you ate?: tacos
If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?: Purple
How are you feeling today?: eh, my day hasn't really started yet
How many keys are on your keychain?: 2
--What are they for?: Car and house
What does the room you're in look like?: a room
--Do you like the room?: I suppose so
Do you own an iPod?: no
--If yes, what kind?:
Do you wear glasses or contacts?: no
What's your view on laser eye surgery?: whatever, it's an individual decision
--Would you ever consider it?: no
Weirdest thing about your parents: never really thought about it
What did you do this weekend?: I went to a birthday party
--Was it enjoyable?: yes
What's your greatest fear?: That I'll never have a true connection with anyone
Your greatest strength?: idk
What country do you fear the most:
Have you ever been in a third-world country?: no
--Would you ever want to live in one?: probably not
What song do you have stuck in your head right now?: That damn let it go song, my two year old is obsessed!
Will poverty ever end?: no
--Why or why not?: it has been accepted. There are efforts, but even donations to fix the problem don't actually go to the problem. And with the issue of overpopulation, how would even be possible to help entire nations in poverty, there aren't enough resources.
Will we destroy our own planet?: absolutely
--How? Hmmm, let me count the ways...
Man--inherently good, or inherently evil?: depends on the man
Slipknot is in my top three for sure with music, but I like a little of everything (well not really rap) so here's so more stuff I like to listen to:
Incubus
Nirvana
Jimmy eat World
Taking Back Sunday
Linkin Park
Maroon 5
System of a Down
Panic! At the Disco
Marilyn Manson
No Doubt
Alanis Morissette
AFI
AAF
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Korn
Rascal Flatts
Leann Rimes
Chevelle
Hawthorne Heights
The Beatles
Staind
Madonna
And more, pretty much anything that catches my attention and I like it. I don't discriminate I'll give anything a listen at least once!
Diluted
I'm cold, I'm ugly
I'm always confused by everything
I can stare into a thousand eyes
But every smile hides a bold-faced lie
It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
My heros are dead, they died in my head
Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
Something inside me has opened up again
Thoughts of me exemplified
All the little flaws I have denied
Forget today, forget whatever happened
Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies
I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe
What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?
I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
I decrease, while my symptoms increase
God what the fuck is wrong
You act like you knew it all along
Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing
All I ever wanted out of you was
Something you could never be
Now take a real good look at
What you've fucking done to me
What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?
Gimme any reason why I'd need you, boy
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
I see you in me
I keep my scars from prying eyes
Incapable of ever knowing why
Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer
Why am I so fascinated by
Bigger pictures, better things
But I don't care what you think
You'll never understand me
What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?
Fuck!
One of my favorite horror movies although it has nothing to do with Vampires it has everything to do with crazy fucking people.
Then there's one of my favorite vampire movies. (From Dusk Till Dawn)
Also a favorite, although after a while they did get a bit ridiculous
Wanting to Die - Anne Sexton
Since you ask, most days I cannot remember.
I walk in my clothing, unmarked by that voyage.
Then the almost unnameable lust returns.
Even then I have nothing against life.
I know well the grass blades you mention,
the furniture you have placed under the sun.
But suicides have a special language.
Like carpenters they want to know which tools.
They never ask why build.
Twice I have so simply declared myself,
have possessed the enemy, eaten the enemy,
have taken on his craft, his magic.
In this way, heavy and thoughtful,
warmer than oil or water,
I have rested, drooling at the mouth-hole.
I did not think of my body at needle point.
Even the cornea and the leftover urine were gone.
Suicides have already betrayed the body.
Still-born, they don't always die,
but dazzled, they can't forget a drug so sweet
that even children would look on and smile.
To thrust all that life under your tongue!--
that, all by itself, becomes a passion.
Death's a sad Bone; bruised, you'd say,
and yet she waits for me, year after year,
to so delicately undo an old wound,
to empty my breath from its bad prison.
Balanced there, suicides sometimes meet,
raging at the fruit, a pumped-up moon,
leaving the bread they mistook for a kiss,
leaving the page of the book carelessly open,
something unsaid, the phone off the hook
and the love, whatever it was, an infection
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