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“We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion that for the moment we're not alone. But the truth still lies beneath, that loneliness consumes our every waking moment till the da
![]() http://world6.monstersgame.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=114282310 ![]() ![]() ![]() Only to find... The reason your closing your eyes... Is death." "That's how depression hits - you wake up one morning, afraid that you're going to live..." "Silence equals death. Do you CARE?" "I may look happy through the day, but I cry at every word you say." ![]() ![]() "How much of what we do today will matter once you're dead? Smile. LIfe's only temporary" "Some people say... Demons can't cry... But... If thats true... How come I can cry my heart out?" "All he wants is to go to sleep and never wake up" "The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you." Sometimes you have to smile, pretend every things Ok Hold back the tears, and just walk... away... With you by my side I had the world at me feet, now you're gone along with my world. It's like taking me to the highest mountain, showing me the world, and saying this is what you can't have. When you don't have anybody, then no one ever says goodbye. You don't have to wait for someone to make you laugh, or make you cry... I'm not old enough to care, but I am old enough to understand that when someone walks away, there always going to come back. And if they don't come back...they were never really there. So sorry for the person I became. So sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to try and never become that way again Cause who I am hates who I've been. Barriers don't keep others out. They fence you in. I’m mad at myself, not at you. I’m mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do... I feel oh-so-forgotten, so betrayed and so alone, without a trace of forgiveness, and no soul to call my own All the mistakes in the world couldn't measure up to the day I thought I could trust you. I'm not the guy that runs up to you when I see you And I'm not the guy who jumps at every moment To talk to you, but I am the guy who keeps it all inside And regrets it all later.... I miss the way we use to be, I miss the way you looked at me, I took advantage of what I really had, remembering the good times makes me sad, I messed up and I cant take it back, no one could ever compensate what I now lack, I've changed my mind so many times before, I was ignorant and blind, for the last and final time, I've made up my mind, Your the one that I love, I know we were meant to be, Please open your eyes and see, live in the present, and forgive me. I'm staring at your photograph, remembering each moment you made me laugh, I never thought it would end this way, that id still be missing you to this very day... I was laying in bed thinking of all the things that went wrong. I quickly gave up after realizing that it was much more challenging to think of what went right. The loneliest feeling in the world to be crying and no one is there for you. I don't have the words to make you feel better but I do have the arms to hug you, I have the ears to listen to whatever you want I have a heart that is aching to see you smile again When someone you love abandons you, it doesn't hurt just because they've changed, or lied, or went back on their promises, but because you know what they really are and what a beautiful person they can be. And when they take that away from you and won't let you see that beautiful person again, well nothing hurts more than having someone just decide to take your entire world away without consulting you first. Sometimes you've got to get hurt in order to grow, sometimes our visions seem clearer after our eyes are washed out w/ tears I want to be remembered as the one who Always smiles even when his heart is broken, And the one who would always brighten up your day Even when he couldn’t brighten up his own There's a smile on my face but I don't know why its there I put it on to satisfy all the people that don't even care Have u ever wondered what is worse...? Saying something you wish you didn't or not saying something you wish you had? No smile is more beautiful than the one that struggles through tears Missing someone gets easier everyday. Because, even though it is one day further from the last time you saw each other, it is one day closer to the next time you will If you love someone, then tell them because hearts are often broken by words left unspoken For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are "It might have been" I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you I look up at the stars.. I wonder who and where you are... I don't think I can take another lonely night... I am giving up this fight I look at you and think to myself, why do I miss you so much when you are standing right next to me? You hurt me so bad, You even made me cry, All I ever wanted was for you to love me, For you to give me a try... What do I do when the only person that can make me stop crying, is the one that made me start? She looked me deeply in the eyes. She lied and said "I won't make you cry" and when I thought it was to good to be true, she blew me off and found someone new Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right besides you and yet you cannot have them. Someday you will be sorry, Someday when you're free Memories will remind you, that we were meant to be How come you have enough time to go out and make other people fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the one who already does? Darkness As yet another dolphin dies a voice I cannot see calls out “Enough. Enough. I will not let this be.” And a dark cloud quickly rises from deep within the sea as a beast with many shapes takes form in front of me, its arms raised to the heavens in prayer or else in plea. A thought inside me whispers. “Be careful child, take care. this is no normal summer storm that is abrewing there.” The atmosphere around me is heavy with despair. There’s a shiver down my spine and static in my hair. From the beast a voice of thunder shreds the fragile air. “Behold I Am the Darkness. And I am the pain of a thousand species dying and of one that is insane. Enough! Enough, I say again. Let retribution come to those who live with such disdain.” The air is full howling and the beast becomes forlorn defeated by an anguish that never can be borne; it drops its mighty head and arms as if about to mourn. Then a gentle breeze arises and shreds the bitter storm, in just the way the rising sun dispels a mist at dawn. A barrage of emotions sweeps across my timid soul; I find that I am crying, weeping tears I can’t control. For all at once I know our planet as a living whole and I see how hard it is to live without a greater goal and know how far we have to go to fill our promised role. A quiet voice speaks next, across the troubled sea: “The story is not finished, and you must let it be. Though they have left your world, they’re living still with me. You cannot stop them dying so long as life is free. So return now to your dreaming and let the living be.” The darkness then descended to the molluscs and the krill; The sun once more was warming, the waters calm and still, and I wondered at the gentleness of such a mighty will. Yet my heart within me trembled and I felt a sudden chill, remembering the ease with which humanity can kill. Then I heard the darkness bellow from deep beneath the brine. “The innocent may well be yours, but the guilty will be mine.” And I heard the daylight answer as clearly as sunshine: “It is only for a little while that you will call them thine, then they, like you, will come to me, for this is my design.” Reality The world spins and turns Yet its movement we do not feel How do we trust our senses To know what is and is not real? Our eyes have the gift of sight But what is it they see? Is it the truth or is it the lies Or your own perceived reality? Life and death are a mystery I am sure that it has been said Maybe what is reality Is all inside your head The Visit Sound asleep at night Suddenly you awake You see a mist of white Your heart begins to quake You feel some sort of presence And as it approaches you You can feel the entity’s essence As it begins to slowly choke you You can hear your heart beating But you cannot move You sense the entity is revenging For something you did not do And realizing its mistake It suddenly releases you Your body trembles and shakes Too frightened to know what to do The entity slowly moves backward As you are gasping for air Before you can say a word The entity disappears Panic Attack finally, i found that courage to admit that those late night, seizure-like nightmares are more real than my painful collisions with the floor. and what’s worse than a black out is being fully aware of your body becoming this crazed character, fuming out of control. like a wave stuck beneath sand blocks, the earthquakes erupt from my pores. waking the madwoman beneath my tongue where she waits with her eye sockets hollow, her fangs puncturing her bottom lip. and she comes forth with possessive fingers that tug at my hair rather than smooth through the tangles. and what makes things so horrid is the fact that i am fully alert to the way my blood rages through my veins and i cannot stop the explosion in time to keep myself from turning into a stiff piece of flesh pounding against the walls. my knuckles are always unprepared for the nicks and the bruises. and my eyes have never been good at watching my own death replay in this slothful manner where my only comfort is the sting of the carpet burning its way through my skin as it reminds me, i am not fully gone. yet. i am only practicing for the heart attack that i painfully assemble, one jolt at a time. and i want, so badly, to swallow her whole- that raving lunatic that crawls into my skin those nights that i am completely alone. but what i wish for, even more is that when i feel it coming i could fall into hands that could hold my bones steady before i completely fall apart. Ignite My Flesh Ignite my Flesh— I hate what makes you. I’ll burn you down— I’ll be what breaks you! Summon again, The dark side of me. Ignite my Flesh— I’ll make you not be. You are wicked— Perversion of life. Like cheap wood, I’ll Ignite you with strife. You’re the dark rose That pricks holes in me. Ignite my Flesh— I’ll make you not be. Sweet Rape You’re brutal and majestic With a sugar coated forked tongue My serpent sweetheart You’ve come to kill me slowly To linger in my breath To thumb through my brain To take me to a place Swallowed by fear and pain You’re my sweet rape With candy diamond eyes That shatter into Violent shards While shades of suffering Eclipse my vision “Blood looks beautiful Against pale white skin” Welt marks graze my back Nails across my skin This is where it all ends My heart rape, My sweet, sweet rape You’re my serpent tongue poison Come and take me tonight Under and within the full moon I want my body to scream From your sadistic games I am ready Let me embrace you My sweet rape “I’ll wear my scars well I promise” Because You are my Sweet rape ![]() ![]() You Have Been Bitten By ToxicXxXAngel. ![]() ![]() ![]() SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts ![]() SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts ![]() ![]() |
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