well here it its the person i am,
well i admit like most people ive got issues, pretty messed up in the head, is it the drugs, is it the hurt, or is it just me ? i think its all three
sure ive got a pretty fucked up life, but im still here so i must be here for a reason right?
im 21 workwise accountaing/admin most people know me as a party animal, yeah i have my days when im depressed and all messed up, but i also know how to have a blast and drop all the crap that is happening in my life, i'm into raves, underground partyies my fav metal club blink rock on! drugs ohhhhh i love then, but yet dont most people, music wise i'm a gabber freak, speedcore,terrorcore,darkcore and metal,
im into movies love my horror :), i have a great interest for serial killers i wish i could see what runs through there minds, basically i come from downunder , ive travelled abit in my time but nothing beats Australia for me, im into picreings i have my tounge,left nipple and quite a few on the ears next one is hopefully labret, my mission is to get angel wings tattoed on my whole back
dress wise i vary im a cross of goth,punk & Raver
i'm not really into any witchcraft of coven, in which i found really fucks with my head, i find that i can be a loving ,kind person but i can also be a real bitch at times as well. i tend to give people a chance or to but after that, you dead in my eyes, aint no coming back,
im always up for meeting new people worldwide as i find its amazing you meet real people,
as for my love life ummmmmmm next question, ive been hurt alot in that department, ive hurt people as well, these days i dont really look to be with anyone, more into my partying, but hey if it comes along im always up for it
"oh for those of you who dont know me im on the left in the pic"
signing off
Amy
Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be.
You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive.
We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it, we came to accept that we are all equal. Not only to the darkness, and to ourselves, but to the very music slamming into us and passing through our souls: we are all equal. And somewhere around 35Hz we could feel the hand of God at our backs, pushing us forward, pushing us to push ourselves to strengthen our minds, our bodies, and our spirits. Pushing us to turn to the person beside us to join hands and uplift them by sharing the uncontrollable joy we felt from creating this magical bubble that can, for one evening, protect us from the horrors, atrocities, and pollution of the outside world. It is in that very instant, with these initial realizations that each of us was truly born.
We continue to pack our bodies into clubs, or warehouses, or buildings you've abandoned and left for naught, and we bring life to them for one night. Strong, throbbing, vibrant life in it's purest, most intense, most hedonistic form. In these makeshift spaces, we seek to shed ourselves of the burden of uncertainty for a future you have been unable to stabilize and secure for us. We seek to relinquish our inhibitions, and free ourselves from the shackles and restraints you've put on us for your own peace of mind. We seek to re-write the programming that you have tried to indoctrinate us with since the moment we were born. Programming that tells us to hate, that tells us to judge, that tells us to stuff ourselves into the nearest and most convenient pigeon hole possible. Programming that even tells us to climb ladders for you, jump through hoops, and run through mazes and on hamster wheels. Programming that tells us to eat from the shiny silver spoon you are trying to feed us with, instead of nourish ourselves with our own capable hands. Programming that tells us to close our minds, instead of open them.
Until the sun rises to burn our eyes by revealing the distopian reality of a world you've created for us, we dance fiercely with our brothers and sisters in celebration of our life, of our culture, and of the values we believe in: Peace, Love, Freedom, Tolerance, Unity, Harmony, Expression, Responsibility and Respect.
Our enemy of choice is ignorance. Our weapon of choice is information. Our crime of choice is breaking and challenging whatever laws you feel you need to put in place to stop us from celebrating our existence. But know that while you may shut down any given party, on any given night, in any given city, in any given country or continent on this beautiful planet, you can never shut down the entire party. You don't have access to that switch, no matter what you may think. The music will never stop. The heartbeat will never fade. The party will never end.
I am a raver, and this is my manifesto.
