The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

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Interests General: Music, tattoos, animals (was doing rescue.. Reptiles, birds, cats, dogs, fish), plants, computers, travel, Ancient times, reading weird books, taking pictures, all the girly stuff........ make-up.. hair.. all the wrong men, and the outdoors to name a few.
Music: all
Movies: all .....Vampire moves, mob movies, horror movies, comedy.....all
TV: all.. but I don't watch much TV
Books: Occult
Heroes: My Mother
Status: Single
Occupation: Personal Banker
Sign: Libra (Anytrhing you want to know about me, read a libra profile.)
Here For: Friends, Networking ... to talking to people have similar interests.
Orientation: Straight
Home Town: WVA
Smoke/Drink: no/Yes
Children: no

Congratulations you have achieved level 4 witch status... you have studied hard and learned well!!Take this quiz!

Aloof and animalistic, you belong to the Gangrel Clan. Closely associated with werewolves, you are the shapeshifting vampire. You prefer nature than to live in the city and prefer the company of animals than of humans. You are more known to keep to yourself then to help others. You are the lone wolf of the decendents of Caine. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Libra!
Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped. There is a mellowness and sense of relaxation in the air as mankind enjoys the last of the summer sun and the fruits of his toil. Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking. They have elegance, charm and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music and social living) and the pleasures that these bring.

They have good critical faculty and are able to stand back and look impartially at matters which call for an impartial judgment to be made on them. But they do not tolerate argument from anyone who challenges their opinions, for once they have reached a conclusion, its truth seems to them self-evident; and among their faults is an impatience of criticism and a greed for approval. But their characters are on the whole balanced, diplomatic and even tempered.

Librans are sensitive to the needs of others and have the gift, sometimes to an almost psychic extent, of understanding the emotional needs of their companions and meeting them with their own innate optimism - they are the kind of people of whom it is said, "They always make you feel better for having been with them." They are very social human beings. They loathe cruelty, viciousness and vulgarity and detest conflict between people, so they do their best to cooperate and compromise with everyone around them, and their ideal for their own circle and for society as a whole is unity.

Their cast of mind is artistic rather than intellectual, though they are usually too moderate and well balanced to be avant garde in any artistic endeavor. They have good perception and observation and their critical ability, with which they are able to view their own efforts as well as those of others, gives their work integrity.

In their personal relationships they show understanding of the other person's point of view, trying to resolve any differences by compromise, and are often willing to allow claims against themselves to be settled to their own disadvantage rather than spoil a relationship. They like the opposite sex to the extent of promiscuity sometimes, and may indulge in romanticism bordering on sentimentality.

Their marriages, however, stand a good chance of success because they are frequently the union of "true minds". The Libran's continuing kindness toward his or her partner mollifies any hurt the latter may feel if the two have had a tiff. Nor can the Libran's spouse often complain that he or she is not understood, for the Libran is usually the most empathetic of all the zodiacal types and the most ready to tolerate the beloved's failings.


your Life Path Number is:



"compassion"
Life Path:
The keys to the nature of a Life Path number 9 person are compassion, generosity, and a very humanitarian attitude.. Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and honorable. You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling and compassion. The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position and poses certain responsibilities. The purpose of life for those with a 9 life path is of a philosophical nature. Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy.
Positive traits:
Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. Often, the number 9 life path requires a very selfless attitude and the giving up of material possessions for the common good. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies. The desire to help others, especially the troubled or underprivileged, is strong. You are apt to frequently find yourself being used and let down by others, as your generosity is misused and abused.The number 9's very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields .You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality.
Negative traits:
As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side, and because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category. It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed here because selflessness is not an easy trait. You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying. It must be realized and accepted that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of this path




Well I've decided to get a little bit more personal with my profile and let you in on the big ball of crazy that's me (all in a good way according to me but I'm CRAZY). I'm sincere, sweet, honest, loud, stubborn, loyal, random, prideful, inquisitive, open, nosey, sarcastic, flirty, defiant (at times), outgoing, fun, good at reading people (in person), my focus comes and goes, and just a bit weird. You have to take the good with the bad.

I'm always reading and learning about new things, right now its past lives. I practice herbal and candle witchcraft, though I am not wiccan, I love nature. I believe in karma and like attracts like. I've studied a little bit about Kabbalah and Buddhism.

Mean people suck!!!!! I give respect and would like it in return. I don't like pushy people or people that are close minded, however I am attracted to strong personalities. So I guess its a fine line. I don't get mad easily but when I do I'm a complete bitch, however I can't stay mad. BUT by this point I've done or said something to piss you off, so we're both screwed.

I'm not a good drinker (2 and I'm drunk), this is were the loud part comes in. I'll talk to anyone and everyone, no shame, I'm a fun drunk. I love to go out, dance, flirt, and be with friends. I can usually fit in anywhere and I HATE clicks. For all the people who say I'm not being personal enough how more personal can I be?


MY NEW TATTOO!!!!!









there is a story behind the bee..... The first car I ever bought by myself had a bee in between the back glass and the brake light, that they couldn't get out. So I called it my good luck bee, I had the car over 2 years and one day I notice my bee was gone, 2 weeks later I was in a car crash. It totaled my car and me. ( broken ribs, bruised sternum that caused a little heart trauma, bone contusions on both knees, messed up my foot and ankle up big time and lol broke my thumb. I had to have foot and ankle reconstruction, on the day I came home there was a big fuzzy bee in my house and TODAY I notice I had a whole bees nest in my car!!!! weird








Tree of Despair

The Tree of Despair hangs over me

Its enveloping branches choke the life out of me

It feeds on death to renew itself

Its only hope is to lead the innocent into damnation

The death of innocent souls keeps it alive

So many souls have passed this way

And met their doom

Led astray by the grim surroundings

They found many ways to kill themselves

Hundreds of bodies hang from the branches

And the leaves are blood red

They fall to the ground

And turn black

Adding to the sense of despondency

All those filled with shame

Head this way

Your end awaits you

Welcome to the Wood of Death

And the Tree of Despair

In this land of dead souls

The Dark Lord surveys all

His blood red eyes dismiss all hope

And twinkle wickedly at the dreadful scene

Only evil can thrive in his Dark Kingdom

Each night he counts the victims

Who hang from the Tree of Despair

I give you fair warning

Do not trespass there








New Vampire and Werewolf info: I change it about once a month, all can be found on the internet.




The Four Types of Vampires

If you look in a dictionary you will find a few definition that relate to vampires. The definition of vampirism itself is interesting because it is often given as "the practice of preying upon others," or something similar. Does that necessarily have to mean preying on the blood of others? Some dictionaries go on to make that distinction, but a lot of books do not. Vampires, in reality, are those creatures who prey upon others for sustenance. The source of that sustenance, the method of obtaining it, and the need it fulfills are what distinguish the different types of vampires from each other.

Immortal Blood Drinkers
For the most part, immortal blood drinkers are the creatures we have been describing so far as "physical vampires." These vampires are the ones that are most similar to the undead found in popular fiction, although, of the several ethnic species in this category, no one particular type possesses even half the powers attributed by authors and screenwriters to their vampires. With that distinction made, the existence of immortal blood drinkers should seem more feasible, although there is a lot of evidence that seemingly supports the existence of this type of being, a lot of it is not completely convincing. For that reason, many might feel that immortal blood drinkers are the least likely type of vampire to exist. However, before you make up your mind, take into consideration the fact that their existence cannot be entirely disproved.

Mortal Blood Drinkers
Since the beginning of recorded history, common mortals have felt the need to drink blood for a variety of reasons. Those reasons range from ancient cultures' beliefs in the power of blood, especially the blood of an enemy; to a particular form of insanity, Renfield's Syndrome, which is named after the character in Dracula who is zoophagous(life-eater).

Unintentional Psychic Vampires
This is a type of vampire that most never find out about, including the vampires themselves! Unintentional psychic vampires are people who feed on the psychic evergy of other unconsciously. The reasons their bodies do so vary from case to case, but for the most part, they "feed" because they need the extra energy to survive some illness. Vampires of this type are often much older than their victims because, unfortunately, illnesses often set in as one ages. Those illnesses usually deplete a person to the point where his or her body feeds off younger individuals to remain vital. However, the unintentional psychic vampire can just as easily be a child, or within any other age group. The fact that vampires of this type feed without a victim's knowledge of their doing so makes them dangerous.

Intentional Psychic Vampires
Of the four types of vampires, the intentional psychic vampires are the ones that should be feared most. That is for two reasons: they cannot be destroyed or thwarted by any physical means(i.e., a wooden stake or a cross), and as two surveys show, about one out of five people are attacked by a vampire of this type during the course of their lives. Luckily, those attacks are rarely fatal. Intentional psychic vampires usually start out as individuals who drain other of psychic energy on purpose(occasionally under some kind of group guidance). When they master that, they move on to astrally projecting and feeding off the energy of sleeping victims. Eventually, like all of us do, those individuals die. At that time, they become earthbound entities that need to continue feeding in the previously described manner to survive; they use the psychic energy they absorb to keep their own astral bodies from decaying.



The legend of the werewolf is centuries old, having first appeared as we have come to know it in the countryside of European towns in the 1500's. In theory, a werewolf is a mortal that has the magical ability to transform into a large gruesome wolf. It can only be killed by a silver bullet, or other silver object, through its heart and will revert to human form then. This transformation is also known as shape shifting, and shape shifting can be traced back to Ancient Greek and Roman mythology. From the legends of the Zeus Lycaeus to writings of Plato, Pliny and Ovid, metamorphosis from man to beast seemed to be common.


Kin to the werewolf are other were animals and half man / half beast creatures. The most widely known of these are Centaurs and Satyrs, from Ancient Greece. Other countries have other were animals including: India's were tigers, Africa's were leopard, Russia's were bear, South America's were snake and China's were foxes. Other cultures also have were hyenas, were lions, were jackals and were crocodiles. The fascination with half man/ half beast creatures and men that can change into an animal, are found all over the world.



The werewolf legend grew strong in the late 1500's in Europe mainly because the wolf's presence was very strong in the countryside at that time. The people's fear of these creatures was so strong and so real that it may have contributed to many of the werewolf legends. The wolf, in it's natural form, has been noted to possess demonic qualities: semi nocturnal, gray in color, high pitched howls, razor sharp teeth, eyes that glow yellow, green or red and a tendency to be quiet and not seen in the hunt and while foraging. This haunting and frightening image of a wolf combined with the fear and the ranting of many, led people to believe that attacks on their village were due to werewolves.


In the late 1580's, in Germany, a man named Peter Stubb confessed to being a werewolf. His confession, like those of witches, was brought about by a severe method of torture and interrogation. Nevertheless, Stubbs admitted to shape shifting to a wolf by wearing a magical belt of wolf skin and killing many women and girls, whom he also violated and later ate. His most hideous crime was killing his own son who he took out to the woods and killed, later eating his brain. He died under the most horrible mutilation and torture his peers could conceive as punishment.


Jean Grenier is on record as being one of the earliest known child werewolves. He was not born a werewolf, but was said to have been given a magic ointment by the dark and sinister Master of the Forest. He also turned out to be one of the earliest documented cases of what doctors today classify as Lycanthropy. In 1603, in Southwest France, he boasted of killing and eating many girls, which the villages believed since the girls were indeed missing. He told of shape shifting by applying this magic ointment, and hunting down the weakest of the village. Grenier was believed and tried but judged not to be a werewolf, only to be a mentally defective youth. The judges determined that his thinking he was a werewolf was caused by demonic possession, so they imprisoned him for life in a monastery.


Lycanthropy is the medical disease in which a person believes that they are a wolf and subsequently take on the personality and characteristics of the animal. They may howl, hunch on all fours and have a taste for raw meat, but they retain their human form. Modern doctors believe that lycanthropes suffer from any or all of these disorders: schizophrenia, hysterical neurosis, manic depressive psychosis and psychomotor epilepsy. Today, these problems can be treated with medicine.


There are many hallucinogenic plants and fungus infected grains that might have also contributed to the werewolf phenomenon. Hallucinations causing people to believe they are wolves and leading them to commit horrible acts is one theory that has occurred in times as recent as the early 1900's.


Rabies and Porphyria, both rare diseases, should also not be discounted as possibilities of a werewolf craze. Rabies would cause a person to foam at the mouth, growl and snarl and take on the characteristics of a wolf or dog. It attacks the central nervous system and the victim can die within 5 days. Porphyria is a rare genetic disorder that affects the red blood cells, cells which are important for carrying oxygen throughout our body. Symptoms of untreated Porphyria include: photo sensitivity, discoloration of the skin, increased growth of body hair and abnormal changes in the skin. This disease is often accompanied by mental disturbances including psychosis.


Lycanthropy, rabies and hallucinogenic plants may help to explain some of the cases of supposed werewolves, but it can't eliminate the fact that stories and accounts of werewolves and were animals have existed for centuries all across the world. Folklore tells that a person is a werewolf if they have: eyebrows that meet in the middle of their face, long, claw like fingernails, small flat or pointy ears and their third finger is exceptionally long. Sound like anyone you might know, or maybe you want to take a look in the mirror. They say there is a beast inside everyone. Maybe, for some of us, the beast gets a chance to emerge once every full moon.



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