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Bite Meredith |
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"...in dealing with truth we are immortal, and need fear no change nor accident."
What is my name?: Meredith
How old am I?: 21
When is my birthday?: October 23
Where was I born?: In a birthing pool.
Where do I live now?: With my Hubbie and 2 kids.
What colour eyes do I have?: green, very very green...
What color hair do I have?: Strawberry Blonde.
How tall am I?: 5'6
How much do I weigh?: How dare you ask a lady that question.
What is my race?: PsiVamp.
What is my worst fear?: Hell ...
Do I smoke?: No.
Do I drink?: Yes.
Do I cuss?: Trying not to.
Do I experiment with drugs?: Not anymore.
Am I dependable and/or trustworthy?: Working on it..
Do I play in a band or play an instrument?: Guitar, bad Violin, bad drums...
Do I have any tattoos and/or piercings?: One of each.
If I had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: Are you serious???
Do I suffer from a depression disorder?: No more that everyone else these days.
If I had a choice about how I wanted to die what would it be?: Romeo and Juliet style with my husband at age 100.
Have I ever tried to commit suicide?: Not tried.
Am I evil?: Not really.
Do I believe that you can be possesed?: By emotion, Yes..
Am I a paranoid person?: sometimes.
Do I ever get jealous of somebody else?: Yes, I am human.
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: yes
What is my favorite game?: Hide and Seek..
What is my favorite movie?: The Notebook.
Who is my favorite band?: Radiohead.
What is my favorite song?: Animal - by Aussie band Jebadiah.
What is my favorite color?: Green
What is my favorite food?: Chocolate Mouse with whipped cream and strawberries.
What is my favorite drink?: Vodka and Lift.
Would I ever kill myself or someone else?: No.
Am I a virgin?: When I want to be.
Do I like biting?: Nibbles
Have I ever dyed my hair an unusual color?: Purple.
Have I ever shaved my head in a socially unacceptable way?: lmao no
Am I a hyper active person?: On occassions.
Am I religious?: Spiritual.
Do I have any self inflicted scars?: no
Does pain turn me on?: No, childbirth fixed that.
Do I stand for originality and creativity?: I exist therfore I am.
Do I like meeting new people?: Sometimes.
What do I like most about life?: The opportunity
What do I dislike most about life?: Suffering of others.
Do I believe in love at first fright?: lmao YES..
Do I own a car?: Yes.
Are my clothes held together with safety pins?: One outfit at the far reaches of my closet...
Do I have actual scars from punk rock shows?: Why yes I do.
Have I ever vomited while making out?: No
Do I own more than two pair of jeans?: Of course.
Does the world piss me off?: At times.
Awake from your somber sleep my dear
For I will save you
embrace you
encase you in my haunted dreamy state.,
Run and fly and hide,
hide while you can,
deep, deep in the forest
filled with smoke and burning haze.,
Dream a tear and you will be saved,
The river flowing to a land safe and far far away,
Float on a gum leaf and whistle,
whistle till daybreaks.
AT WAR WITH MYSELF
-RADIOHEAD-
I’m at war with myself,
Takin’ issue with
Everything I say.
I’m at war with myself,
Fightin’ every
Thought that comes my way.
When I know it’s white,
My head says no, it’s black,
Or it could be gray.
When I tell myself to zig, then
I tell myself, “I should’ve
Zagged the other way.”
I’m at war with myself,
Takin’ issue with
Everything I say.
Verse 1
I debate and second guess
Every move that I make. I
Harshly judge myself,
Bemoan, belittle, and berate
I’m always saying one thing,
Then doing another. While
Giving voice to one side,
I’m siding with the other.
I am at war with myself,
Takin’ issue with
Everything I say.
Repeat Chorus
I’m at war with myself,
Takin’ issue with
Everything I say.
I’m at war with myself,
Fightin’ every
Thought that comes my way.
When I know it’s white,
My head says no, it’s black,
Or it could be gray.
When I tell myself to zig, then
I tell myself, “I should’ve
Zagged the other way.”
I’m at war with myself,
Takin’ issue with
Everything I say.
Verse 2
I fight this silent war,
Fearin’ I’ll never be free,
‘Cause I grew up with all this
Hypocrisy.
But the worst of it all,
I am enraged to admit,
Is that now I’ve become the
Hypocrite.
Yes, I’m at war with myself,
Taking issue with
Everything I say.
Chorus
I’m at war with myself,
Takin’ issue with
Everything I say.
I’m at war with myself,
Fightin’ every
Thought that comes my way.
When I know it’s white,
My head says no, it’s black,
Or it could be gray.
When I tell myself to zig, then
I tell myself, “I should’ve
Zagged the other way.”
I’m at war with myself,
Takin’ issue with
Everything I say.
Verse 3
I try to silence my mind, and
It gets noisier.
But, if I shut my mouth, my
Mind gets quieter.
Hypocrisy is silenced
From the outside in.
I gotta shut my mouth,
If I want to win.
I’m at war with myself,
Taking issue with
Everything I say.
Chorus
I’m at war with myself,
Takin’ issue with
Everything I say.
I’m at war with myself,
Fightin’ every
Thought that comes my way.
When I know it’s white,
My head says no, it’s black,
Or it could be gray.
When I tell myself to zig, then
I tell myself, “I should’ve
Zagged the other way.”
I’m at war with myself,
Takin’ issue with
Everything I say.
Verse 4
Focus on what I do,
Not what I decree,
I find myself standing
With Integrity.
I was a Hypocrite until I
Learned one day to
Focus on what I do,
Not what I say.
Chorus 2
I was at war with myself,
Takin’ issue with
Everything I say.
I was at war with myself,
Fightin’ every
Thought that came my way.
When I knew it was white,
My head said no, it’s black,
Or it could be gray.
When I told myself to zig, then
I told myself, “I should’ve
Zagged the other way.”
I was at war with myself,
Takin’ issue with everything I say.
Subterranian Homesick Alien
-RADIOHEAD-
The breath of the morning,
I keep forgetting
The smell of the warm summer air.
I live in a town
Where you can?t smell a thing,
You watch your feet
For cracks in the pavement.
Up above, aliens hover
Making home movies for the folk back home.
Of all these weird creatures who lock up their spirits,
Drill holes in themselves and live for their secrets.
They?re all...
Uptight.
I wish that they?d swoop down, in a country lane,
Late at night when I?m driving.
Take me onboard their beautiful ship, show me the world as I?d
love to see it.
I?d tell all my friends but they?d never believe me
They?d think that I?d finally lost it completely.
I?d show them the stars, and the meaning of life.
They?d shut me away, but I?d be alright.
Alright.
I?m just...
Uptight!
PURE MORNING
-PLACEBO-
A friend in needs a friend indeed,
A friend with weed is better,
A friend with breasts and all the rest,
A friend who's dressed in leather,
A friend in needs a friend indeed,
A friend who'll tease is better ,
Our thoughts compressed,
Which makes us blessed,
And makes for stormy weather,
A friend in needs a friend indeed,
My Japanese is better,
And when she's pressed she will undress,
And then she's boxing clever,
A friend in needs a friend indeed,
A friend who bleeds is better,
My friend confessed she passed the test,
And we will never sever,
Day's dawning, skins crawling [repeat three more times]
Pure morning, [repeat this three more times]
A friend in needs a friend indeed,
A friend who'll tease is better,
Our thoughts compressed,
Which makes us blessed,
And makes for stormy weather,
A friend in needs a friend indeed,
A friend who bleeds is better,
My friend confessed she passed the test,
And we will never sever,
Day's dawning, skins crawling [repeat three more times]
Pure morning,[repeat this three more times]
A friend in needs a friend indeed,
My Japanese is better,
And when she's pressed she will undress,
And then she's boxing clever,
A friend in needs a friend indeed,
A friend with weed is better,
A friend with breast and all the rest,
A friend who's dressed in leather
I LOVE MOVIES
ART IMITATES LIFE, LIFE IMITATES ART!!!
MY FAVE. MOVIES:-
THE NOTEBOOK
EMBRASE OF THE VAMPIRE
ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF A SPOTLESS MIND
CRASH
HARRY POTTER
ONE FLEW OVER THE COOKOO'S NEST
INTERVIEW WITH A VAMPIRE
CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY
CHICKEN LITTLE
ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW
TWIN PEAKS
ICE AGE 2
SHAGGY DOG
PARENTHOOD
WHILE YOU WERE SLEEPING
SOLARIS
OCEANS 12/11
12 MONKEYS
SE7EN
SAW
I AM AN ECCENTRIC WIFE AND MOTHER OF TWO V.CUTIE PIE DAUGHTERS.
I LOVE MY WORK AS A KIDDIE NURSE AND LOVE ALL MY LIFE ENCAPSULATES.
I AM BLINDED BY THE LIGHT LIFE CAN POSSESS.
LOVE THE RAVE AND ALL THE BEAUTIFUL SOULS WHO WONDER HERE.
HAPPY TO MEET YOU
XXOOXX
MEREDITH
Member Since: | Feb 20, 2006 |
Last Login: | Jan 29, 2007 |
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