Maleficaria's Profile at Vampire Rave.

“There is love in me the likes of which you've never seen.
There is rage in me the likes of which should never escape.
If I am not satisfied in the one, I will indulge the other.”
~ Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

I bid you both welcome and adieu, for I like so many others know you will not be staying long...and if you dare to stay a tad longer, who is to say what you shall find...for this cell belongs to one who has...particular tastes and an uneasy temperance. If you've come seeking answers as to who lies behind these words, know that none will be given, for I dwell in a place most can never reach and many never dare to attempt. I am at home in my scars, one with the shadows that lurk just beneath and thrive within. Shall I state that like the burning bush, "I am that I am and that is all that I am"? Or perhaps Walt Whitman, "I exist as I am, that is enough."

"One may seek to find only to realize in truth they walk amidst the blind. Hence in the knowing between the seen and unseen they are nothing more than an empty being. Magazine cut-outs in a cookie cutter existence, victims aren't we all? In this circus of charades who's to say what is lost and what's to stay? Souls be damned, dreams be sold till all that's left is heart so cold, eaten through by a pious need as to the masses one concedes. So what is left when all is taken....nothing but a life forsaken."(Author Anonymous)

Tell me, do you fear the inner darkness that leaks from your own veins or do you embrace it? What choice remains when all else has faded? Do you listen as it calls and whispers...do you obey the seductive siren's song or do you turn your back, dreading what you might become? Do reflections lie to you as they once did me, do you even bother to really look? Can you hold your own gaze...watch as it blurs and distorts...as the false lights slowly ebb away? Reflection of the self, true reflection, not in what we show others but ourselves. Before you seek to know me, perhaps you should seek know yourself.

bete noire

“I am all in a sea of wonders.
I doubt;
I fear;
I think strange things,
which I dare not confess to my own soul.”
~Bram Stoker, Dracula

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