Lilium inter spinas
I have brown hair, only because it has to be. If I had a choice it'd be purple again. I have brown eyes but they're a light enough color that they switch between honey brown or hazel. I'm a towering five feet tall(lol). Fairly plain, but that's a good disguise is it not?
Ha! I figured how to put a picture up, lol. ok, picture spam then I guess!
I was annoyed in this one...lol
My glorious purple hair.. which is no longer purple, sadly, because people don't like "unnatural" colors. But, trust me if I could get my hair to grow in that color I'd be happy.
I am currently getting into the Sanguinomicon, and it's really good.
Have you ever had more knowledge than anyone else around you, but you don't know where it came from? Have you ever walked through a crowd knowing you're the only one like yourself, and feeling deadly alone?
That's me.
From the youngest age I can remember I've been just a tad different, and I knew too much. I could talk with adults on an almost adult level, to the point they looked at me strangely, and the other children around me shunned me.
Where most people have to tap into the line of the mysterious energy that flows through everything.. I don't need to tap.. I'm solidly in the middle of it and always will be. I can feel what most can't, I can hear a faint whispering song no one else can.
I can slip through a room, siphon off the energy, take that energy, reshape the room, and then create pretty patterns with it as I dance. I can weave watercolor pictures through the sky, but no one ever sees them. I can be a hurricane tempest, standing in the eye, and pull in energy, then let it all out in an explosion or a fountain.
I can walk the world of dreams without fear of anything truly there. I've pestered and angered monsters most would scream to see. I run giggling through a forest of knives, never gaining a scratch, and I stand on a lake filled with starshine with a willow tree at the banks.
But, with everything I can do, I'm still looking for answers. I'm still looking for my other half. I'm walking a road few see, and even less can follow with me. The mystic is easy for me, living is hard.
I'm a Goddess in disguise. You probably would laugh if you heard it, but I am. I'm here to learn, to see, to find something, someone. I step through life knowing that at the end of this, I won't cease to be. The physical will die, yes, but I'm still a Goddess. The solid flesh will vanish leaving pure light. Leaving truth. Leaving me.
And the world will tremble when I speak the sentence it earned.
I am The Goddess.
