SCROLLY BOX OF RANDOM RANTINGS!
I hadn't really intended to take away from the general ebullient nature of my profile, that whole "no one should really hate me for any of this" kind of thing. But alas, everyone else has, so why not declare myself annoyed by certain things as well?
First, the whole, "I'm bi, if you don't like it, go fuck yourself."
??? Are you TRYING to make people more likely to insult you for being bi? I don't give a flying fuck who's gay, bi or lesbian, I really don't, but don't make it offensive. Also, I'm a firm believer in keeping your sexuality to yourself unless you're actively looking for a significant other. Just how I raised myself. I don't want to see "Gay Pride," "Lesbian Pride," "Bi Pride," or even "Straight Pride," not that I've seen that last one anywhere. Some of you may say, "Well don't read their profiles, you arrogant prick." To that I retort; Bite me, It's almost always the first bloody thing you see on a profile, and how am I to know who is gay and who isn't? Furthermore, I am just expressing my opinions, not demanding that all declarations of sexual preferences be removed henceforth. It's my profile and I'll be an ass if I want to. =D
Next, on to the TRULY arrogant pricks.
"Fuck with me and I won't hesitate to kill you."
... I think that speaks volumes for itself. However .. Really, what's the point? You just sound like an ass. Are you trying to prove something to everyone, something that most likely isn't true? You're a hardcore, badass killing machine that no one can discount because you're more than likely 1000+ miles away? Mhm, I think that's likely. Please die. No offense or anything.
That's it for now! More later, I'm sure. Hehe.
AND LO, THERE WAS KNOWLEDGE!
So, I've come to the conclusion that my profile has, thus far, failed to divulge the subtle nuances and quirks that make up my personality. You probably won't get much more out of this than you got from the rest of my profile, but alas, I am bored. I would rather be alone with my computer than out meeting new people, I have my friends, and they are great friends, and they are also all I require to remain content. I am simple in my desires, yet how complex it is to achieve them. Boggles the mind. I've been through a lot, and am stronger for it. I have violent tendencies due to a violent past that I am still struggling to put down. It will arise from time to time to intimidate and frighten all who see it. It has become more and more difficult over the years to anger me, and that being said, whenever I am angry, there is usually a good reason for it, a damn good one. I am melancholic and often pensive, taken by a contemplative and somber nature, and yet .. prone to spontaneous explosions of silliness and random bursts that either drive people insane or suck them in to join me. I have morals, and I do my best to stick to them, though scruples rear their ugly heads from time to time. It is difficult to describe my nature, though I've already described it as violent and somber. It is also weary, adventurous, fun-loving, insatiably curious, forgiving, kind, and considerate, brooding, jealous and often vengeful. The cons of that list are currently being worked on, as I don't want to go through life with any regrets or remorse. All negative emotions lead down those paths. I love nature, nature was here before us, and hopefully will remain when we have gone. It belongs here more than we do. That being said, I also believe it is there to serve us, as it serves all creatures born of it. I strive for perfection in myself, as do I long for it in others. I am not particularly shallow, but no one should allow themselves to let their mind or body fail them. They are gifts, do not mistreat them. I have been alive for nearly 20 years, nearly 240 months, nearly 7200 days. I think that's right. That isn't very long, but it's already more than 1/4th of our life expectancy. We don't have very long on this Earth. I don't believe our purpose is to let our bodies and minds go to waste, cutting it even shorter. A good motto to have is "Live life like every day is your last." And yet most of us sit around on our butts, in front of the computer, like I'm doing right now, like I often do. I am working on that though. If that is your desire, if that is what brings you happiness, then I'm happy for you, you are blessed by an easy fix. To the rest of you, that doesn't have to be your fate. We are each possessed of willpower and the minds to bend life to that will. We have but to realize it. I'm eternally optimistic these days, my apologies. I never used to be like that, everything was out to get me. That's not how it is, no matter how hard life might seem, and I seem to have gone off the subject of me and taken it to an inspirational, motivational lecture on how to lead the proper life, haha. Oops! That's what you get when I'm bored. Anyhow, life is what you make it, and that's the person I am trying to become.
