I simply am there is no clear definition, I am a recollection a memory..to appear when I am needed most..and fade to nothingness when I am not..a dream of gaia..and she weeps..her children have forgotten much..so here I remain so that they may learn.
Out of the night that covers me, black as the pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be for my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeoning of chance my head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears looms but the horror of the shade, and yet the menace of the years binds, shall find, me unafraid. It matters not how straight the gate, how charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul.
Simply put..I value my freedom over anything...I am usually calm natured..until given reason to speak out or use my voice. Tread on me once..shame on you..dare to tread on me again and your suffering will be great..
I would much rather be a helpful friend than thine enemy on any night..so as I labor to keep a peaceful demeanor...simply give me reason to continue so..on that note if there be anything at all you wish to know simply ask..I am loathe to open myself up for the full world to see willingly..
A little bit about me I suppose, I am half Lakhota Sioux Native American, and half Southern Gaelic Irish...in other words..I'm descended from shamans and medicine women on half of my parentage..and paganistic earth worshiping druids..so if that is a trouble you know where to jump off from this page..
I can often be found singing...no I'm not vain..no I don't believe I have any sort of musical prowess..simply it is a way of expressing the things that I find I cannot say in any other way...an expression of the soul...or whatever fragment is left of mine..
A personal favorite of mine..this song has done things and left it's mark on my mind and memories repressed..that I don't feel I can truely say here..
Mordred's Lullaby by Heather Dale look it up sometime if you're curious.
Hush, child
The darkness will rise from the deep
And carry you down into sleep
Child, the darkness will rise from the deep
And carry you down into sleep
Guileless son,
I'll shape your belief
And you'll always know that your father's a thief
And you won't understand the cause of your grief
But you'll always follow the voices beneath
Loyalty loyalty loyalty loyalty
Loyalty loyalty loyalty only to me
Guileless son,
Your spirit will hate her
The flower who married my brother the traitor
And you will expose his puppeteer behavior
For you are the proof of how he betrayed her
Loyalty loyalty loyalty loyalty
Loyalty loyalty loyalty only to me
Hush, child
Darkness will rise from the deep
And carry you down into sleep
Child, the darkness will rise from the deep
And carry you down into sleep
Guileless son,
Each day you grow older
Each moment I'm watching my vengeance unfold
For the child of my body, the flesh of my soul
Will die in returning the birthright he stole
Loyalty loyalty loyalty loyalty
Loyalty loyalty loyalty only to me
Hush, child
The darkness will rise from the deep
And carry you down into sleep
Child, the darkness will rise from the deep
And carry you down into sleep
