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"Not to hurt our humble brethren (the animals) is our first duty to them, but to stop there is not enough. We have a higher mission - to be of service to them whenever they require it. If you have men who will exclude any of God's creatures from the shelter of compassion and pity, you will have men who will deal likewise with their fellow men."
Saint Francis of Assisi


I'm 5'6" with dark brown hair. I have a slim waist but a large bust and wide curved hips. I belly-dance, do yoga and pilates for excersize. I'm a strong willed woman with a light sense of humor and a cute face. I put alot of my efforts into being a good friend and a bad enemy. I have a WIDE variety of interest so I'm always able to surprise and baffle those closest to me. And I could never give up an oppurtunity to do so. ^_^

I am not an antisocial person, though I do enjoy my solitude as much as the next. I prefer to remain single and have not of late taken a lover. I have found none worthy, nor am I looking for such a soul. I focus now on myself. My own wants and needs. My own desires, lusts. Though my main focus stands center, I am a loyant friend and confidant. I am also, a loyal enemy. If I am such to you, then you can always count on me to be such to you...

My favorite animal is the wolf, which also happens to be my animal spirit guide.The wolf is a majestic creature that knows beauty and grace in it's every move. An animal that is a powerful hunter, a loving parent, and a loyal pack member. A wolf knows not lies, and they understand the law of fang and flesh. It is survival of the fittest. The fittest among the packs..

I study Raqs Sharqi as a hobby. After I have excelled in my practise I will perform. I am fit for the stage and the screen. A lifestyle of fame and fortune. I yearn for it. And as it is the same for most of my wants, with sheer effort and determination I will achieve it....

I also happen to be avidly fond of collecting quotes. And since that is one definate thing that makes me me, I'll be posting some of my favorite quotes on my page as well.
^_^

After all, as Isaac D'Israeli said; "The wisdom of the wise, and the experience of ages may be preserved by quotations." Hmmm... Soo true. ^_^ lol!

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty a fair amount. You're loyal to your friends... to a point. But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties. Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself. Honesty: You don't really value honesty. You do value getting your way, no matter what. And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem. A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!) Generosity: You don't really value generosity. Your needs always come first, no matter what. And you'll possibly help someone else out... But only if it helps you in return. Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you... You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends. You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

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Which Horrible Affliction are you?
A Rum and Monkey disease.

"It is unwise to be too sure of one's own wisdom. It is healthy to be reminded that the strongest might weaken and the wisest might err." MOHANDAS K. GANDHI

"I love quotations because it is a joy to find thoughts one might have, beautifully expressed with much authority by someone recognizably wiser than oneself." MARLENE DIETRICH






Wolf quotes:
“We have the wolf by the ears, and we can neither hold him, nor safely let him go. Justice is in one scale, and self-preservation in the other.” Thomas Jefferson

“The shepherd drives the wolf from the sheep's throat, for which the sheep thanks the shepherd as his liberator, while the wolf denounces him for the same act as the destroyer of liberty.” Abraham Lincoln
     
“For the strength of the Pack is the Wolf, and the strength of the Wolf is the Pack” Rudyard Kipling

“It never troubles the wolf how many the sheep may be” Virgil

“Even a wolf will not stay - Where sounds no bleat to offer hope of prey” (Greek Proverb)

“He that makes himself a sheep shall be eaten by a wolf” (Italian Proverb)

“A hungry wolf at all the herd will run, In hopes, through many, to make sure of one” Wiliam Congreve

"You ought to follow the example of shunk-tokecha (Wolf).
Even when he is surprised and runs for his life,
He will pause to take one more look at you
Before he enters his final retreat.
So you must take a second look
At everything you see."
Ohiyesa

"We listened for a voice crying in the wilderness.
And we heard the jubilation of wolves!"
Durwood L. Allen

"Throughout the centuries we have projected on to the wolf all the qualities we most despise and fear in ourselves." Barry Lopez

"To look into the eyes of the wolf, is to see your own soul." Aldo Leopold.

"We humans fear the beat within the wolf
Because we do not understand the beast within ourselves." Gerald Hausman

"The caribou feeds the wolf,
But it is the wolf that keeps the caribou strong." (Keewation Proverb.)

"Now this is the law of the jungle- as old and as true as the sky;
And the wolf that shall keep it may prosper,
But the wolf that shall break it must die." Rudyard Kipling

"On the ragged edge of the world I'll roam,
And the home of the wolf shall be my home." Robert Service, The Nostomaniac

"Now the hungry Lion roars, And the wolf behowls the moon." Shakespeare

"Only a mountain has lived long enough to listen objectively to the howl of the wolf." Aldo Leopold

"We have doomed the wolf not for what it is, but for what we have deliberately and mistakenly percieved it to be.. The mythologized epitome of a savage, ruthless killer.. Which is, in reality no more than a reflexed image of ourselves." Farely Mowat


My Beliefs:
For me the Divine/ Goddess/ God/ Earth/ Life/ It symbolizes the whole of which we are a part. This whole is the earth and sky, the ground on which we stand, and all the animals, plants, and other beings to which we are related. We came from our mothers and fathers and are rooted in community. We came from earth and to earth we shall return. Life feeds on life. We live because others die, and we will die so that others may live. The divinity that shapes our ends, is life, death, and change, understood both literally and as metaphor for our daily lives. We will never understand it all. We do not choose the conditions of our lives. Death may come at any time. Death is never early or late. With regard to life and death, there is no ultimate justice, no ultimate injustice, for there is no promise that life will be other than it is. There are no hierarchies among beings on earth. We are different from swallows who fly in spring, from the many faceted stones on the beach, from the redwood tree in the forest. We have more capacity to shape our lives than other beings, but you and I will never fly with the grace of a swallow, live as long as a redwood tree, nor endure the endless tossing of the sea as a stone. Each being has its own intrinsic beauty and value. There will be no end to change, to death, to suffering. But life is as comic as it is tragic. Watching the sunset, the stars come out, eating, drinking, dancing, loving, and understanding are no less real than suffering, loss, and death. Knowledge that we are but a small part of life and death and transformation is the essential religious insight. The essential religious response is to rejoice and to weep, to sing and to dance, to tell stories and to create rituals in praise of an existence far more complicated, more intricate, more enduring than we are.

So if you haven't already figured it out, my beliefs are wiccan. And I like my grandmother, am a practising witch and eventually a shaman. My wiccan name is SmilingWolf. Currently I am learning chart reading, palmistry and honing my tarot reading skills, as well as adapting my physical ability to feel the energy around me.

"Listen to the Exhortation of the Dawn!
Look to this Day!
For it is Life, the very Life of Life.
In its brief course lie all the
Verities and Realities of your Existence.
The Bliss of Growth,
The Glory of Action,
The Splendor of Beauty;
For Yesterday is but a Dream,
And To-morrow is only a Vision;
But To-day well lived makes
Every Yesterday a Dream of Happiness,
And every Tomorrow a Vision of Hope.
Look well therefore to this Day!
Such is the Salutation of the Dawn!" KALIDASA
"An idealist believes the short run doesn't count. A cynic believes the long run doesn't matter. A realist believes that what is done or left undone in the short run determines the long run." SYDNEY J. HARRIS


"Our achievements of today are but the sum total of our thoughts of yesterday. You are today where the thoughts of yesterday have brought you and you will be tomorrow where the thoughts of today take you." BLAISE PASCAL







Lone Wolf
Robert "Wild Wolf" Leavitt / Spokane Washington

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A silhouette up on the rock
the full moon hangs behind
The wolf song that is sung
in search for its own kind...

He once was called "alpha male"
the lead wolf of his pack
A position lost with age
due to the stamina he lacks...

He once stood strong and tall
this old aged canine king
Tonight he walks the dark alone
with no pack, no den, nothing...

For time is without mercy
pulling the strong to their knees
He lifts his voice once more
to send his song on the night breeze...

The countless stars across the sky
watch him from far above
He mournfully recalls his life mate
of his life, the missing love...

His mind drifts to the many hunts
and the sharing of the blood lust
When he could identify his brothers
and he knew who he could trust...

Now he is a renegade
and he scavenges alone
Through many nights of hunger
while chewing on an old bone...

Off in the distance he can hear
the "others" share the howling
Around him he can hear others
the predators out prowling...

He knows his time is limited
as he lays his head upon his paws
There in that desert moonlight
his old heart finally does pause...

The pack does sense his passage
so they pause, the howl in check
Then fill the night with their wolf song
his pack shows their respect.



Eye of the Wolf

Matt LaMacchia / Syracuse, New York

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Bloodlines traced upon the ground,
Ere' pawprints break our beaten paths,
Where numbers thin, yet wills run strong, by night we win man's brutal
wrath,
Man thriving pon' our sad bloodbaths,
Lost native will, the land once hath....

Bring pity back into our dark,
Shed light upon your brutal casts,
And try to find that brutal spark,
That brought your many kin afore,
To take our kind, if nothing more,
To man the arc of history, to shed our deathwinds pon' it's masts....
Look blindly pon' these brutal casts....

Your fire bringing to the air, your presence of the land affirmed,
Our howls, weak, reeking despair,
Our callings dead upon your lead, your bitter, unforgiving germ...
Pon' chain and rope and whip we've squirmed....

For many lives of newborn pup,
With lasting breath, their heads raise up,
Their spirits weep their callings lost,
Their parents' blood upon the grass,
The hunger grows, time comes to pass,
They lay their pain against the dark, though moon and stars won't find
their bark,
Until man's will comes to their crest, they finally put their souls to
rest....

To coexist the native will,
Adapt and be one with the trees, to follow scent and run the breeze,
To love the pack, to share it's will,
To care for kin, to bring down kill,
To bring up pups, improve our skill,
To nurture growth, have mouths to fill,
To play and fight and just despite,
What we succumb unto your might,
Our shortened, bitter, hellish life,
Their anger thins us like a knife,
Until they grieve their unjust strife,
OUr loss in history not hushed.....

Finding the plains of prey forgone,
We search the instincts of our kind,
But strange new prey for soul to spawn,
Has ruined our fragile way of mind,
Man's blame to be our final find...

To hide and pounce ere' sib or prey,
To hunt, to bay ere' break of day,
To trust our kin, feel warmth of May,
Catch leaves of fall, make beds of snow,
Have summer winds to shed our coats,
To lap from streams' eternal flow,
Feel winter winds' eternal blow...

To birth new life, give it a home,
Fell mother's tongue as nature's comb,
To howl and bay, ere' break of day,
Unto the night's eternal dome....

Of old we roamed about the land,
To search the breeze upon the trees,
To search the lake's familiar sand,
To coexist the native will,
Until one day into our life,
The white man came to hate and kill,
To thin our numbers like a knife...

We exist still, upon' the night,
Though still does hate, our unjust plight,
Still thrives the will, though, just despite,
Upon our blood, the wolves of yore'
Their longings shared forevermore,
To live the life, upon man's knife, not for revenge or settled score,
To be the wolf, forevermore....
With essence bright, where our souls burn, upon the night, we only yearn....
To be the wolf, forevermore..........

Your Seduction Style: Prized Object

The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get. You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them. The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase. You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away. You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance. Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't! You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors. Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor. You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.

I love the nature and I love animals. I currently have one young female Redhaired turantula, named Cher`owne. I have two cats. Persephone, whome is my familiar, and Ares, who may be on his way to becoming my familiar as well. I will soon have a ball python. (I am waiting for the eggs to be layed and the babies to hatch.)

Cher`owne, and eventually the ball python will be incorporated into my Raqs sharqi. (Of which I will also learn to balance swords, buckets, and other objects on my head, hips and shoulders. I develope very close relationships with my animals and I am currently excelling at energy reading and vibes. A tool that will help me to communicate with the animals by using energy and reading energy alone.)


HEre is a poem given to me by Deathdealer05:

Your lips, your eyes, your soul,
Are like a work of art.
The most creative thing of all,
Is your beautiful heart.

If you were a painting,
No colors could express,,
The beauty deep inside you.
A rainbow, nothing less.

If you were a sculpture,
The clay could hardly make,
Your figure of an angel,
Without one mistake.

If you were a euphony,
No choir could really sing,
All the beautiful music,
Your eyes could possibly bring.

So here I am an artist,
With inspiration beyond belief,
But to capture such rare beauty,
I'd have to be a thief.


(*Blushes* Thank you for the poem!)

"Besides the noble art of getting things done, there is the noble art of leaving things undone. The wisdom of life consists in the elimination of non-essentials." Lin Yutang

"I have been sent by he who is called, I Am." Rufus, -The unknown apposal of Jesus.- (Movie quote)

"My mother said to me, "If you become a soldier, you'll be a general; if you become a monk, you'll end up as the Pope." Instead, I became a painter and wound up as Picasso." PABLO PICASSO

And make sure you check out the pros of some of my friends. ^_^: DarkestDesires, Mystique, x0xfriskiex0x, Metalbatman, DarkxLord1985, VoodoochildsGirl, MstJuan, DarkStar1amc.

My biggest concern these days is to get in shape. I am working as hard on my body as I am on all other subjects of interest. I workout on a regular basis and am currently working on my Air Force pre-training. The schedule of which is posted in my journal. I enjoy being active and would enjoy it more were I to reach the level of fitness I am working towards. So if any of you have any good ideas about it, (not diets please) I would be ever grateful if you could let me know. ^_^