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I am a misunderstood strange dark soul and express myself in a really odd way.My family gets on my last nerves saying that I'm normal and act like them when really they don't know me at all.
I am a big fan of dark colors specifically blood red,night blue,night black,and mystic purple.I am an amazing drawer who isn't really that open with many people and likes to her own ideas.I have always been interested in the supernatural and I am trying to teach myself to speak Romanian.I am also trying to find a website to sell my art online.I am in the process of losing weight even though everyone says I look skinny I still think I could be thinner.I also watch Shadowhunters and my favorite youtubers is Brittyy44.I am also in the process of shaping my personality into showing less emotion.I also don't want or believe the same topics of thought as my family but they don't know that.They think I believe in god and all that like them when really my beliefs are a little mixed.I actually beleive that there is a god or goddess for every species including humans,animals of each species,elements of nature,and ovcourse supernatural creatures.Some supernatural creatures I find interesting specifically are werewolves,mermaids,spirits,and Ovcourse my number one, vampires.I also like learning about supernatural creatures I have never heard about.I even create stories about people,places,and creatures that I like to create in my mind.I consider myself very creative as I like to create my own sayings,ideas,and pretty much every detail of everything I come up with.If I take others ideas it always makes me feel less creative than I actually am.I like having conversations about my ideas with other creative people sometimes to.So if you wanna talk to me about super creative ideas you have or you want to hear about my ideas that would be fine just don't steal them.Not that I think you would I just feel the need to give off that warning.I also feel much more connected to the night and for many reasons feel like I should be more than human.So if you have any idea how to give me a more supernatural life let me know please.

I am not the kind to ever be in a realationship just to let you know.I only look for friends.I have never been in a realationship and never plan to be.Even if I think a guy is cute/hot I would still never date anyone.