I am still around. I have been busy with work, in transit all over Asia since December, I will return soon. .
A little about me
I am from the United
States, however I have not been home in nearly 9 years. I am living and working in South East Asia. Thailand is a nice country. The people are friendly and they do not look down on other people as much as others do just because you are different. Most of the time they just look, smile and that is it. They are very open minded people, at least the ones that I have met are.
I am originally from the state Of Maryland, Baltimore to be exact. I was born on January 1st, 1974 at 12:01 am. They say we can not pick who our family will be before we are born,
however I would say I lucked out very well. I had a wonderful family growing up, it was as dysfunctional as one could get, but I loved every moment of it.
as you may or may not
know from my former profile setup, there was one event that changed my life and the way that I see others now. The event that changed all that was my death on December 10th 1978 at the age of 4. Please if you would like to know more about that part check out my journals, it is listed under private.
Since my wonderful death I had, I have not looked at life nor others the same way since. You could say that my childhood ended on that day. After the incident I never could fully trust another person again ever. Even to this day, you have to damn near do some kind of a dog and pony show to get me to trust you, at it could take up to a year or more. if I even think that someone is trying to get to me emotionally, I feel sorry for you if you do.
Likes-Dislikes
I guess this is the part where I am supposed to tell you what I like and dislike, right? I have seen this on so many profiles not only on rave, but on others that I have been on. Seeing them over and over again is like watching a movie that you don't really care about over and over again, and waiting for something different to happen.
Do you really care
about what I like or dislike? I don't think so. Should I put it here for everyone to see. I will say only a few things about what I like and dislike, however anything else you want to know, just ask. I may answer you.
Likes:
* I like anyone who is
as open minded or willing to try to be open minded as I am
* Almost all kinds of
music, it depends on the mood I am in.
* Learning about other
cultures, and meeting new people.
* I like to study human
behavior (for personal reasons)
* Ask for the rest of
the information.
Dislikes:
* I do not like Stupid
people. Explanation: stupid people who do dumb things and then cry when
the consequences were too great to them (Death)
* I do not like closed
minded people
* I do not like people
who make judgments of others without knowing who they are judging.
* I do not like anyone
who down rates another person, for personal gain Ex: to make themselves look
better.
* I do not like drama
queens or over emotional people, take a walk go and find someone who cares.
The list goes on.
Just ask and I will tell you.
Personal insights:
I am friendly when I must, but can and will change on you should you cross me, or I feel that you are going to cross me even before you do it. I am very trustworthy, and loyal.
I can be very kind sometimes, but please do not ever mistaken my kindness for weakness. You will only set yourself up to be hurt.
I have been told that I
have a way with words, however I fail to see it sometimes. I know in the past
and even now I have been asked to write things for people, but I do not. I try
to see the good in all things that are around me. I have been told that I am a
great protector, as when someone is in my care, no harm will come to them..
ever. I respect all life and try as much a possible not to kill anything,
unless it tries to harm me, or someone who can not defend themselves.
I have been told that I
am a big flirt, however I think that they are mistaken. remember I like to see
the reactions of people emotionally when given the proper motivation and
stimulations. It's very interesting how people react.
I have never said
anything I did not intend to say, all things that I say and do are carefully
planed before being carried out. There are some things I do just " for the hell
of it"
This
section is for my brothers and sisters who have lost their lives in
the line of duty.
"The Final Inspection"
The policeman stood and faced his God,
which must always come to pass.
He hoped his shoes were shining,
just as brightly as his brass.
"Step forward now, policeman.
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My church have you been true?"
The policeman squared his shoulders
and said, "No Lord. I guess I ain't.
Because those who carry badges,
can't always be a saint."
"I've had to work most Sundays,
and at times my talk was rough...
and sometimes I've been violent
because the streets are awful tough."
"But I never took a penny,
that wasn't mine to keep...
though I worked a lot of overtime
when the bills got just too steep."
"And I never passed a cry for help,
though at times I shook with fear.
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I wept unmanly tears."
"I know I don't deserve a place
among the people here.
They never wanted me around
except to calm their fear."
"If you've a place for me here, Lord,
it needn't be so grand.
I never expected or had too much,
But, if you don't...I'll understand."
There was silence all around the throne,
where saints had often trod,
as the policeman waited quietly
for the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, policeman
You've borne your burdens well.
Come walk a beat on heaven's streets.
You've done your time in hell."
Submitted by Katherine A. Thompson, former Kansas State Trooper Dispatcher
Well, I must go for now. Please enjoy the rest of my profile and come again soon, as i know there will be more changes on here. Until we meet again, Good Evening.
Once again Thank you for Visiting - Hechicero
